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► it'sNOTover / Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 6:42 PM
It’s Over Four voices perfectly blending Right from the start Ooooh, I'm afraid that's ending And my world is fallin' apart It's over And I feel so alone This is a sadness I've never known How did I let the sweetest of dreams slip away And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay Promises made, not meant to be broken From a long time ago Ooooh, so many words still unspoken Tell me how was I to know It's over Never thought it would be Why in the world did this happen to me How could I let The sweetest of dreams slip away And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay I go round and round And round in my head Wanting to take back Whatever I said No one was right We all make mistakes I'm ready to do whatever it takes Please, please, please Don't let it be Over! No, this is not how it ends I need my sisters, my family, my friends Don't wanna let The sweetest of dreams slip away 'Cause if it's over Then the hurt is here to stay Don't let it be over Please... Don't let it be over Please, don't let it be over whenever i hear this song, i will CRY. i really love my bro very much; i bet some of you people know who i am talking about. but i am not sure if he loves me as much already. even though i trust him super uber much, why am i feeling otherwise. isit just a hunch? or isit a premonition... somehow, i dont feel loved by him anymore. now, it is never about me anymore. its only about him now... i still remember vividly, when he first smsed me. i was resting after my orientation camp 2007. woke up and saw that i had many text messages. i replied each and everyone, "and you are" apparently, they were all from my sec one class, 1b. for the last sms i replied, 'and you are', i was a bit rude to that person as i was DAMN ANNOYED, coz i replied so many people the same old thing. that person replied me, asking me to guess. then i replied him that i was in no mood to guess; since i was annoyed ba. he told me his name. i was kind of surprised at first. then, continued chatting with him and i learnt many things from him. and, as you people can guess; he was my bro. those days after orientation days were really one of the most memorable in my whole entire life, all because of mainly HIM. when i first saw him during my orientation days with 1b, felt that he was something special to me; dont know why. he keeps replying me fast; but now it will take him almost FOREVER. so as you people know, i am CRYING now as i am typing this post. he kept on smsing me and i kept replying. but now, its all different. he is gradually changing. he is slowly slipping away from my grasp, and soon, i will be left with just a memory of him. he never says that he loves me anymore recently; especially before sleeping; and so, i lost interest in bothering to say that i love him as well. and soon, i guess i will also lose interest in smsing him. *sniff* when i tell him that he doesnt love me anymore since he never say that anymore, he will say something like this to me, "you cannot feel le ma?". *sniff* so as you people know again, i smsed him. he still haven't replied me, even after several hours. so, now, i keep telling myself that probably he was 'BUSY' or something. *sniff* he just replied; coz i smsed him again. said he forgot. SEE WHAT I MEAN. got into a couple of misunderstandings with him and even some other loved ones of mine. and sometimes, i even defend him even though i am not talking to him because of a certain misunderstanding. why why? tell me why? why am i sooo good to him, even in misunderstandings; defending him when he is rightfully in the wrong. but in the end, i will always forgive him. i will NEVER EVER hate or get angry with him. NEVER in the end, i dont think i will have a happy ending; but i will not give up on being a good bro to him. he's my bestest godbro and i love him very much. its okay if you people dont understand, coz its brotherly love. and if bro, you dont happen to read this, i'm sorry. gonna delete this post when i eventually get sick of it. thus, nothing will get changed. and i will feel like this my whole entire life. please don't let it be over Oh God Almighty Please Dont Let It Be Over Dont Let Him Slip Away From Me Please; Oh Please SYAIIFUFU ;(( |