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► / Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 4:10 PM
The cold sad truth;

(BOO!) *throws high tops* LOL.

Guess where I'm getting my pictures nowadays? The unreliable Google! Omggggggggggggggggggggggggg! What's wrong with me recently?! Ahahahaha.

And guess what again?! I think Miley's promiscuous! Becauseeeeeeeee, guess what else?! She has totally obscene propaganda all over the net leh! I mean, yea, well, okay, maybe not all over the net. I'm just over exaggerating. However, I saw several such pictures on Google anyway. HEH.

Well, here it goes. I am, since 31st December 1613 hours, on a wonderful Wednesday afternoon, an official, *drum rolls* Miley Cyrus fan! *throws confetti like crazy* :D

I know, Miley Cyrus. *cue horror music* Mymy, that sounded scary. I know! Ah hem, Miley Cyrus. *horror music plays again* Kick my ass and dig my ears, this is so fun! Miley Cyrus Miley Cyrus Miley Cyrus. *horror music records becomes spoilt* LOL.

Jia Li's so going to kill me now because evidently, she loves her Miley Cyrus. And speaking of such a displeasure, that is Cho Jia Li, she's now singing to me Womanizer on msn and as expected, my windows shattered without a sign of hesitation! Hahahahahaha.

I've still not learnt any spells. I sad. I think I'm going to ransack Amni's entire house for her pink denim spellbook (?). Heh. It's crazy, but it just might work! :O

Okay, I think I forgot what I wanted to blog about. Ah hmmkay, I'm going to migrate to Malaysia! Cheh no la. Is I'm going to go there often because my uncle's new gigantic glass mansion's already been built and thus, I'm staying over there for a couple of weeks maybe? It's damn nice la, everything's made of glass, including it's outer exterior. Hmm, outer exterior, does that even make sense? Omg, I suddenly feel damn itchy I swear. Hahaha.


Bolt was damn nice man! That other time when Benedict stayed over at my house, we watched it online and I kept telling him that I thought Bolt was damn cute! Haha, really damn cute one leh. If I had a dog, I'd definitely name it Bolt too. So sad, my initial idea of getting a mermaid for a pet's gone then. LOL. A dog ftw! (but sadly I just cant own a dog). I'm being so ironic, somebody (not Jia Li!) please take away my beloved sneakers. Ahhhhh! What am I saying?! LOL. xDD

Anyway, the storyline's quite mundane but the scenes and humour the movie contained was still damn niceeeeee and watching it was definitely worth my time. Moreover, the black cat, whose stupid name slips my mind now, was cursed with Miley's voice! I knew it. Hehe. *acts proud* :D

You see you see! Hahaha, omg so cute! Lol, and that hamster! Wth, he's damn funny to the max la.

Kns, what's happening to me?! I'm starting to think everything's cute, like my Pamela. Who knows! I might think Jia Li's actually cute. Or Amni's pretty. HAHA.

Recently, I've been talking to Baby dearest often and she's awesome yo! Heh.


You see the super cute girl at the back with that ugly pink handphone strap? That's her. :D ahahaha, and sorry ah, I obviously stole that. B-)

Before I go, today's apparently the last day of the whole entire year and I'm sure going to miss 2008. It's been filled with so much joy, sadness, regret and pain. Heh. Whatever it is, I'm thankful to have been a part of Earth's 2008. I'm so going to cry on the first day of school man because it'd always been one of my most looked-forward things each year I was in secondary school. Why? The Orientation programme! Gah, I miss being a class leader like damnfuck much. Sigh, it's like so frigging nice la to be a class leader. Omg, I so sad like Niagara Falls I swear. *wipes tear*

Speaking of 2008, I'm going to elaborate more on the more important current events which happened during that year because I feel like reliving some of those happy moments. Reminiscing rather. (:

Btw, I have mad dancing skills man. LOL!

The Class, which is telecast-ed on Channel 5 during weekdays at 1.30am's damn funny for a reject-but-very-funny-show-for-people-who-refuse-to-sleep-before-the-Sun-rises. You guys should try watching it. Damn niceeee I tell you. HEH. :D
► / Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 2:04 PM
Mega McSpicy;


Yesterday I went to Pioneer Mall's Macdonalds to have lunch with Fah. However, we were supposed to go JP2 instead but Nam was no where to be found and Fah was sick. So Pioneer Mall it was then since it was nearer to her house anyway. This idea was damn impromptu and guess what made it more random? I asked Jasmine along too at the eleventh hour and guess what? She was able to go! Hahahahaha.

I was craving for a MegaMacSpicy since generations ago and I was supposed to eat it last Thursday but Swe Lwin changed his mind and wanted to eat at Banquet instead. Yer.

Look at Jasmine's hair (not boobs)! It's swaying and it looks so brown! Hehe, I always knew I had good photography skills. B-)

Heh. Nice right? B-)

I know, the burger looked rather abused because I frantically rummaged through to rid it of all the vegetables it contained. Eeeee, I mean, come on, who could learn to love such plastic-tasting vegetables besides Swe Lwin? Disgusting leh. Btw, pay no attention to the staring girl in the background. She kept looking at all the stupidity we three did. Haha, Jasmine and Fah were like laughing like crazy and most of the time, I was like, "Huh what thing?" Lol, Fah and her british accent some more. Hahahahahahaha.

The burger was damn spicy though! Gah, I panicked when I started bleeding tears cos it was too spicy and forgot to take straws and realised I've gotten the wrong burger at first. Wth, I'm not making sense. Hahaha.


Yup, I watched this 1993 movie entitled Hocus Pocus and it's damn nice! I used to love watching this movie as a child in the past and I thought it'd never show on the television ever again. This widely disappointed me but thank god I still remembered that there was such a movie. Thus, I searched high and low for it on that super-secret-movie-website and call the cops, there it was! Staring right back at me. :D

The three evil, devious witches were damn amusing, stupid and unintelligent yo. Haha and you just have to watch the movie by yourselves man cos I have no idea how to make out the synopsis. My mind's like a big spiraling blur right now, that's why. Hahaha wth.

Below are two short videos from the movie and as you guessed it, the first one's my blog song. So now you know. :O





Yea, it's Sarah Jessica Parker, whoever that is. Hehe. B-)


Hahaha, damn funny. Go enlarge the print screen above to view properly yo. It involves me, Hannah and Crystal. *winks* :D


The msn conversation I had with Adila above was totally dimwitted of me, I swear. Hahaha, I actually thought Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix was actually Harry Potter and The Order of The Fire Bird?! Haha wth! I seriously forgot what's the title of the movie. Hahahaha. xDD

Lastly, about the Zane thing, eh hello? Can you lighten up? I meant that to be a joke and I defintely wasnt personally attacking you over what Hafiz told me. Oh, and you misunderstood leh. I was referring about the fragile and vulnerable thing to Chih Peng and not you. You were being impulsive, I think if that's the right word to describe it. And sorry if it'd offended you in any negative way (and I'm not implying that it didnt).
► / Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 6:42 PM
7 things;

1) I'm losing Alios. It seems to be that way.

2) School's reopening and I miss it so much. Sadly, I'm not schooling there anymore.

3) I've lost Amy and I guess it was my own mistake. I know, I wasnt paying enough attention to you and if only, I repeat, if only I did, I wouldve realised that you liked me. But then, I blew it already huh? Please reply me. I'm sorry.

4) I cant dance anymore. Yes, you heard me. I cant anymore. I tore some muscle in my stomach cavity and I reckon it'd take generations to heal. Till then, I cant play basketball, run, dance or even do any physical activities.

5) Benedict's still angry with me because he thinks I'm stubborn for not listening to him.

6) I've been crying, believe me, and I'm getting so annoyed with my life.

And lastly...

7) I'm losing Swe Lwin too. I've been contemplating this matter for quite some time already though, which is why, I've still yet to fully realise this so that I could finally wake up from my slow human reaction time and react accordingly. I'm actually losing him. Why am I still not letting go? Yer, I hate this, this, this quandary.

And yea, I hope you people enjoy your lovely lives while you still can and hold on to them tight. Because you'd never know when it'd all end. Thing is, it'd end at unexpected times when only god knows, you're taking such things for granted. You never know how much something or someone means to you, till you finally lose it.

Taa.
► / Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 2:31 PM
Stay alive;


I've watched this movie 3 times already but it's really nice to watch and ultimately, I love the storyline of the movie. "If you die in the game, you die for real; the way you died in the game." Haha, the first time I heard about this movie, it sent chills down my spine yo mainly because I'm a gamer so I can relate a bit to the movie. Omg, damn scary la. Hahaha, I recommend you people to go and watch it cos it'd be worth your time.

Below's a trailer for you guys to watch if you dont believe how thrilling and heart-pounding the movie is. Heh, and just so you know, my favourite character in the movie's that goth girl, October and that other blond hair girl whose name slips my mind. Both are hot and pretty and October's name's totally not overrated like some peoples'. Her name's so nice la. Hehehehe, and thank god Frankie Muniz did not die. Him and his 34 cars. Haha.



Later in the evening, I'm going to Orchard with Ben to chillax and witness the Christmas spirit in the air there. Lol, maybe even venturing inside shopping centres there to admire the plastic Christmas trees. Hahaha. More about this in my next post yo.

Today there's 'How The Grinch Stole Christmas" and I cant watch because I'm going out! Gah, I want to watch sia cos I finally got over my fear of overrated animated characters like the Grinch and the Cat in the Hat since I have no idea when. ):

Last Friday after I went to the gym, I went to the bubble tea shop near my house with Jasmine cos she was apparently totally bo liao. Haha, she texted me if I wanted to go and I agreed since I was already on my way home anyway. Heh, then she went to pei me cut hair. Okay fine, I was complaining as usual cos all my haircuts are bad as usual but I dont care. Amy says it's cute, so it's good enough for me. Hahahaha.

The printscreen below's that of an msn conversation with Benedict Tan, one of the SLs in Ngee Ann and not Benedict Khoo. Haha, get this, I know three Benedicts and all of them are quite shuai man. No, seriously, what's with that man? Haha, righteousness.


Hahaha, what what?! My Chinese is as lousy as Lwin's so you cant blame me huh. B-)

And speaking of Benedicts, my bro, Benedict Khoo's crashing over at my place for a couple of days since his parents were overseas for god know's what unknown and fatuous reason and we're having a great time here yo. Hehe, we stay up late to talk and watch tv and eat and play games and going out for dinner or lunch or whatever and other fun stuff and also, play cards, particularly, duel masters! Hahaha, damn nice leh.

Yesterday my family organised this grand dinner thing at some hotel and I was required to dress up fancy. Haha, guess what I was wearing?! A bowtie! Omg! I know, for what sia? I also dont know why we're having this reunion dinner kind of thing again, I think it's an early Christmas thing. Hahaha and yer, I had to bring Benedict along. Hmph, extra lo. Heh. Anyway, the main hall was damn nice, decorated with lots of those cliche Christmas decorations but I didnt care, it's damn nice that it was actually riveting to gawp at. Plus, I like cliche Christmas decorations. Haha wth.

The food there was awesome too! We had buttered lobsters, beancurd with baby kai lan, black mushrooms and scallops. Moreover, we also had steamboat, some weird salad which I obviously avoided since I hated vegetables and mouth-watering deserts. The ice-cream was huge, and infested with hazelnuts and whipped cream and chocolate syrup! Haha, Swe Lwin got jealous with a capital J! Dont think I dont know le. Hehe. xD

Okay, now I'm ending this long post of mine with some quiz I'm doing again because Chih Peng tagged me to do it. And Chih Peng, I dont love you, so there. Hehehehehehe. *eyebrows vibrate*. Yer, hahaha wth. :O

Note to readers: Please avoid the texts below if you're not mentioned because it might contain pornographic or obscene-infested areas to the max and furthermore it's not for the faint-hearted. B-)


The person who tagged you is: Woo Chih Peng!

Your relationship with him or her: Friend yo, nothing more. :D

Your 5 impression on him or her: Act cute, entertaining, irritating, fun to be with and guess what? I think he's shorter than me? Evidently. Haha!

The most memorable thing he or she said to you: I love you. Hahaha, whatever la eh?

If he or she become your lover, you will: Tell him that I'm unavailable and that if I grow old alone and miserable and also out of options, then maybe, who am I kidding, it's still a NO. Haha.

Things she or he has to improve on: Er, you have to take care of yourself more man. You keep injuring yourself like some emo kid like Zane trying to cut himself on purpose. I know, you're like some vulnerable and fragile person you know? *smiles sweetly* :D

If he or she become your enemy you will: Ignore, cos I'm not that bo liao. What am I saying?! Haha.

If he or she dies you will: Steal his brain for myself. What? Heh, I am not like Sylar. Plus, I doubt Chih Peng even has any powers. B-)

What is it you want to tell he or she now: I want to give you more leaves of love! Hahaha wth what am I saying, seriously?! LOL.

Your overall impression: Okay la. xD

How do you think people around you will feel : Huh what?

The most ideal person you want to be: Barack Obama. :B

For people who care and like you say something to them: Wow, I wonder what I did to make you not hate me? Haha.

Pass this quiz to 10 people if you want to know how they feel about you:

1) Fah
2) Amni
3) Jia Li
4) Hafiz
5) Alios
6) Hannah
7) Swe Lwin
8) Gilda
9) Nam
10) Benedict

Who is no. 6 having a relationship with? Herself. Hahahaha. B-)

Is no.9 a male or a female? Female.

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing ? Er, it'd be the end of the world man. Sadly, Ben hates Swe Lwin. D:

What is no.2 studying all about? How to become normal. HAHA.

When was the last time you chatted with no.3? Er, yesterday!

What kind of music band does no.8 likes? Definitely the Jonas Brothers. Heh.

Does no.1 have any siblings? Yup, two others.

Will you woo no. 3? Are you barking mad? Haha cheh. I know, what am I, British? :D

How about 7? Ahhhhhh, I'm not gay.

Is no. 4 single? Guess so.

What is the surname of no. 5 ? Ong. Alios Ong Jun Jie. Heh.

What is the hobby of no. 10? Basketball yo.

Does no. 5 & 9 get along? They dont even know each other mansss.

Where is no. 2 studying at? She's homeschooled. Hahahahahahaha.

Talk about something for no. 1? She's a good friend anyone would ever ask for. Hehe.

Have you tried developing feelings with no.8? Hmm, that's a tough question.

Where does no.9 live at? The zoo. Haha.

What colour does no.4 likes? Eh? Er, pink? Haha. Gah. I dont know!

Are no. 1 and 5 bestfriends? Haha, nah. But Fah likes to hit Alios though. She also likes to say he acts cute. Hehe.

Does no. 1 have any pets? Yes, yes she does. A komodo dragon. B-)

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? Lol, hehe. Actually, yes. Haha, I should know. Hahaha, yer.

What is no. 10 doing now? He's beside me now, still asking me to watch some porn with him. xD

Okay I'm done and this post isnt as long as you thought it was right? Hahaha, I didnt touch much la that's why. The stupid pictures and the video's and blockquotes were the ones that were taking lots of space as if my post was that capacious. Heh, and I'm eating some guavas now along with the plum powder thing. Haha so random again.

OHOH, Jia Li! I hate being nice to you because it's so totally not me but I dont care since this might very well be the last time I ever address something to you. Because, you know, I have to maintain my I'm-never-going-to-be-nice-to-Jiali image. Haha. So here it goes. As mentioned before you boarded your plane, I hope you'd have a safe trip to and fro Shanghai yo. I hope you'd fall and puke or barf and turn green during your flight too. Take care and please dont forget me leh! Lastly, I beg of you, I want a frigging souvenir please! Okaythanksbye. *winks* :D

Eh? Hafiz suddenly msned me and asked me how to spell, what was it again? Er, colleague or collegea, or coleague, or something like that for god know's what reason. Heh. Bummer, he's making me think during Christmas eve! Ahhhh! Hahahahaha.

Hahaha, and gah, I want to go and explore JP2! Fah invited me to do so yesterday with Nam, Jia Li and Hong Wei but I evidently couldnt. Stupid mum, but get this, I think I'm going there soon with her, as expected, this weekend! Hehehe, we'd definitely get lost there I swear. Ahhhh, and school's starting in a couple of weeks but I cant goooooooooo. Orientation Camp! Pffft. D:

I NEED A FRIGGING MAP OF JP2 I SWEAR! :O
► / Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 6:43 PM
Randomness;

Well, okay firstly, I was totally excited today after I persistently told myself countless of times that I wont disappoint myself by yet again, yes I repeat, yet again, attempting to take a nap in the afternoon because apparently, I just simply can-not sleep. I mean, have you ever heard of someone who cant sleep in the afternoon but can at night? I mean, come on, seriously? This was totally bruising my self esteem man. ):

So yes, I attempted to perform such a common displeasure for the sake of someone, claiming if he were to accompany me take a nap, I'd finally be able to sleep but look who's still awake now? Whoopey. Yay. *unenthusiastically*

Anyway! Instead, I'm relieving myself of all this frustration by watching So You Think You Can Dance now and call the cops, it's working! Thanks to Farah Nad for the text yo or else I wouldve never remembered it was on, even though I only watched like, 15 minutes of the whole programme? xDD

On a brighter note, Sabra won! Hahahaha, she's such a damn awesome dancer man. Heh.

Btw, I'm watching Ella Enchanted now even though the story doesnt the least excite or interest me. Hahahaha wth! :D

This is going to be totally random. Below are screenshots of my msn conversation with Bertram. If you still did not know, I was attempting to annoy him as usual. Hehehehehehehehehehehehe, I swear I'm laughing like a jackal now. B-)




Tag Replies. ;D

Hairul-cp-masquerade: Wth? Moving on!
lwin: Whatever la you. Haha.
JASMINE: I dont have the frigging cd! Lol, watched it online la. Eh? And I already returned your calculator too yo, just not with the cover. I'm still finding! Ah!
Lala: Hahaha, omg! I havent relinked you yet. I guess I'm not kind. ):
jiali: I can read your mind Jia Li! Beware! Hahaha.
lwin: Updated already le hot bro. Heh.
FAH: Ya la, the Centurions video so bloody funny one leh. Hehe, and I know! We should totally go there with Jia Li and get lost together one day. HEHEHE I THINK WE SERIOUSLY NEED A MAP THOUGH. ):
benedict: Got got! I say one ma. Haha.
kendra: Nice right nice right?! LOL.
jiali: Hehehehe, personally, I also dont know. Haha! And dont lie! I know you love Sing To The Dawn as much as me. Hehehehehehe. What what?! Of course there's such thing as a PINK DENIM WOK and yea, Robert's totally not hot. Whatever la Jia Li, whatever. Hehe.
Hairul: Good to know, but I already said, I didnt need that.
alios: Hahaha it's okay ah bro. You were there for me when I was sick, now I'm here for you! But your fever or whatever subsided already right? Heh.
FAH: Eh? Guess so. Moreover, smile dont frown. Frowning are for poseurs. Hehe. B-)
CgC: You're Aung Swe Lwin, aka Chen Guo Cai, YESYES we all get it. Hahahaha, thanks yo. :D
benedict: I mean, come on, seriously, why are there squabbles and unhappiness expressed through my tagboard nowadays man? Hahaha, and ya la, I cant take naps anymore! Nooooooo! ):

Yes, finally with my tags behind me, now on to even more random matters. Swe Lwin claimed that he'd feature ONLY me in his friendster but he went against his word again. Heh, but whatever, I'm still not going to make a big deal out of that even though it was decided solely by him at first to do so.


Hahahaha, reason for uploading this photo yet again was because I have completely nothing better to blog about basically. Moreover, this was one of the most randomest pictures I was ever in and omg, it's obscene to the max man. Haha.

Omg! I just dropped my phone for the gazillion and one'th time. Ahahahaha. Yet, it's still as lousy as ever, with it's frequent restarts and all. Furthermore, not forgetting it's ultimate PMS period which kept my outgoing smses sporadically on pending mode. This, was, so, annoying. I want a new phone but I have no idea what new phone to get. HAHAHAHAHA.

I went to the gym last Friday afternoon with the Farahs at the new Jurong West Stadium. and since then, my pacs are still feeling this this awkward strain. Oh and before that, me and Farah Za went to the bubble tea shop near school for a while because we really really really really really really really really really really really really missed it. Heh. xD

Okay there, I'm done. You know, I just feel knnccbwtfwtf with _ sometimes. I'm just saying. B-)
► / Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @ 1:41 PM
Not the person I once knew;

This post is clearly for a certain someone to read and not others. So if you fall in the others category, sorry, I advise you not to read and tag concerning this. Sorry and come again the next time I post to read and particularly tag. Hehe.

For confidentiality purposes, I'd refer to the person I'm talking about as _.

Okay, fine, I confess. I never wanted to know _. Okay? I never did. However, the main reason I got round on knowing _ was because of the fact that K, who was once close to me, got closer to Z. I know, what does all that have to do with _? Well, _ was close friends with K and I was once super close to Z. So I got a little jealous. Thus, I decided to get close to _ so that K would get jealous back, but whatever, it didnt work. I know, quite dimwitted. -.-

So that's practically how I got to know _. However, as time progresses, I still treated _ like any other friend even though our friendship that time, well, I would call accidental? Moreover, I didnt regret cos I discovered that _ happened to be a good person who was damn caring and stuff so I kinda told myself that I shouldnt belittle _ just because I kind of wanted to use _ in the beginning. However, thank god I didnt because it'd make me feel so so bad now.

Our friendship some sort of escalated after Speech Day. We were smsing each other like crazy because of idk what? We havent really met before but before Speech Day started, we kind of bumped into each other and I was like, "Oh hi it's you." Hahahaha, damn funny yo wth. After some while, for some weird reason I wanted _ to pei me for a while since my other friends were too busy acting pretty. Hahaha, cheh. _ sat with me and we chatted over stupid random stuff and guess what _ told me? _ thought I was really friendly. Hahaha, really really?! Haha, wth. -.-

We ended up being close friends as a result but we were still not that close because at that moment of time, I was still like super close to Eugene. When that incident happened between Eugene and me, I felt really hurt and refused to accept any others like Terry again, Alios or Swe Lwin. However, I told _ this but _ kept finding a way to annoy me (this is a good thing), get into my head, flood me with assurances and care and I then knew, it's as if _ wanted to replace Eugene man. I was hesitant, if _ was the same now he'd realised this. I really was hesitant because I didnt want to go down the same painful road again. However, I managed to break through and accepted _ so this practically meant that I accepted _.

Ever since that moment, during the Adam Khoo course when I felt knnccbwtfwtf because of the Eugene thing, _ was always there and we got damn close and I did NOT, I repeat did NOT regret. I was actually thankful I had _ then. We were super good and stuff, helping each other with problems and little conflicts.

However, we faced many problems with each other but putting aside all these, because this post isnt created to brood over our past problems. I just want to point out that now, _'s different.

Now, I dont think _ cares about me anymore. _ does not treat me as good as last time. _ takes me for granted even though I'm super loyal. I know, big talk for someone like me but I have evidence and I do not want to pen it down here because it might tarnish the identity of _ even though I guess most of my close friends wouldve known who this _ actually was. _ is neglecting me.

These are all deductions. I have some general proof. _ nowadays doesnt want to webcam with me anymore because _ claims we'd quarrel again for god knows what. Wtf? So I basically bought that webcam for nothing la? Yes, I bought my webcam because of this. So whatever, I can webcam with other people too anyway. _ keeps not wanting to talk on the phone because he claims he's tired, or his mum's around and stuff. I want to save my bill leh okay? And I really do think we can talk about the whole world man through the phone and I dont mean this literally hor. Instead, I'm being symbolic. Heh.

Moreover, _ likes to go against _'s word and I'm that dumb to have always trusted and believed _. Oh! But I still do, regardless yo. Yea, and if I dont, _'d be all, "eh you said you trusted me then you like this". Wa lao eh, whatever I do, everything still goes back to me leh.

And I'm guessing if _ reads this, _'d be bu shuang and du lan again and be all, "wtf I want to end liao to ease your pain". If you were still the _ I once knew, you wouldnt act on impulse and respond in said manner. It'd only make things worse for me.

There's still much to be said, but _, if you're reading this, I think we have a lot to talk about. Preferably on the phone please? Please.

In other words, overall, I miss the OLD you. And after all the injustices I'm facing now (not implying that I'm not also in fault), you know I'm really suffering inside? My heart's decapitating through each passing moment. Faking a smile each time I talk to you because I dont want you to worry because if this happens, you'd treat and talk to me differently again. Always taking the blame even though it literally wasnt my fault, so that problems are avoided. I cry because I keep telling myself maybe I'm not good enough for you, that's why you're treating me like this. I cry, because I always thought you were honest with me, from all the times you told me you cried because of me, you _ me, and stuff, and and, sigh, sometimes I just think that you're faking everything, you know? For god knows what reason.

And people, once again, the purpose of this post is already evident from its contents so I'm discouraging you all from reading and tagging concerning this post. This is my problem, so I dont need your feedback. Thanks. (:

Gah, sorry for the dying English in this post and also, now, I think, umm, this post is rather pointless? I guess. It'd only make things more tense and sigh, I really do NOT want this to happen. _, pleaseeeee, I want the OLD you back.
► / Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 2:49 PM
Contemplating;

Everything's okay now, I think. Still, I'm feeling uncomfortable. He knows man, he knows. It's totally going to haunt me for life and the next time I were to go out with him, I swear I'd be frigging shy, as usual. Heh. Damn.

Now on to more happier things. :D

Happy Birthday Fiona U and Crystal Tan!

Btw, please pretend that you're receiving my birthday wishes on the 11th kay? You'd me more surprised that way. Haha. :D

Crystal Tan Jing Wen's back from Malaysia yo! And guess what? I still doubt she brought back anything for me as a souvenir. Gah, well I dont care, Malaysia's still overseas. So I really think I deserve a souvenir. A stolen bath towel or a bar of soap wouldve been good. Hahaha. Eh? And there was actually one on you smelling like menses leh! Haha. And no, I am NOT, I repeat, I am NOT suan-ing you by saying this btw. *rolls eyes* xD

Pssst, just so you know, while you were away, me and Gilda had a you know, a really private msn conversation through our PMs. (please note that I didnt put it as PMS/pms cos it'd seem like, you know. xD) I mean, come on, whoever who eavesdropped on our PM conversation is seriously as bo liao as us man. Dont understand what's private is it?! Seriously man. Hehehehehehe. Also, not all of them below has something to do with you. Only two to be exact. Well, there were more but I have no idea where I saved them. Heh. Some were us singing random songs for some weird unknown reason. LOL.







Rest assured, we were only joking. Seriously! I swear. B-)

I really do not like Twilight. I find it so frigging annoying that people can die if they never blurt out the fact that they think Robert's hot or whatever but I highly beg to differ mansss. I saw the trailer and I think he's just not suited to play a role of a leading character, what less a vampire. I mean, come on, a hot vampire? Come and suck my blood? Maybe this is becoming some sort of a new trend I've not been following, that it's okay and deeply favoured for a hot vampire to suck your blood? Wth. Hehehehehehe. I know, I'm so gonna die because especially Fiona's going to kill me if she sees this. I need to learn some spells. Muahahahahahehe. B-)

But I dont care. I want to watch Twilight. I want to watch Bolt, heard the movie was cursed with a character of Miley's voice though but I dont care. I want to watch Bolt. I want to watch Madagascar 2, but whatever, I already watched Madagascar 2 and I found it okay. I want to watch YES Man also. It stars Jim Carrey and god know's where he disappeared to for all these years he couldve been president. Hahaha wth. I want to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still too even though Amni's all, eeeee, each time I mention this to her but I dont care. She's Amni, what more can you expect? Amni *makes skeptical look* He-he-he-he.

Oh oh oh oh oh oh, and I really really want to watch Sing To The Dawn too! It looks nice to watch (?).Omg the songs are like super nice and I think I'm getting addicted to them. However, I kinda doubt it's still in theaters now anyway because it was released so frigging long ago man. For all I know, Jia Li might even have the pirated CD! Omg! Hahaha wth. Lend meeeeeeeeee. :O

Alios, Amni and Benedict are back from Malaysia too! Muahahahaha, and yes, both Alios and Ben didnt get me anything. Moreover, Amni's not only back from Malaysia, but she's back from the 9th Country (Negeri Sebilan or something like that). What's with people and Malaysia man?! Cant afford India or something? Hahahahahahaha, wth.

What, am I like that jinxed? Why do people keep not getting me souvenirs after a gazillion and one reminders man? Must be Jia Li's doing. For all I know, she's making a new potion in her pink denim wok now for god know's what. Eh? Omg, eh so scary sia. Hahahaha.



This video is so frigging funny leh. Hahaha, my jaw was pretty much hanging all the way through. :D

I'm talking to Terry now about my problems and even he understands. Hehe, and guess what? I'm helping him with his too! We're like helping each other out or something? Okay, I know, I sound as if me helping other people is like some sort of phenomenon which rarely happens or something. *makes holy sounds* but then, who's to know? Heh heh. B-)

I've just realised, I'm getting more bo liao nowadays. Who knew?

Tag! You know you want to. And I dont mean having trivial conflicts on my tagboard and tagging to express your thoughts and emotions kay Hairul? -.-
► / Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 6:42 PM
Altered impression; quandary

I know, this is my second post today. However, I'm feeling way too uncomfortable to keep this matter inside me. So here it goes.

Swe Lwin, after what you told me today, I dont think I know how to talk to you anymore. I mean, what you said gave me a whole different impression of you and I'm feeling very uncomfortable now as a result. You know that I'm quite scared and because of that, I'm going to think twice before saying anything to you. Yea, I know I just need to try to talk things out with you or something so that I'd feel more myself when talking to you, but then what? What if all my attempts to communicate with you had been a blow from the start? And now, you telling me this had gotten me dumbfounded on what to do or say to you already. I still want to be brothers with you, but, from what I know now, please tell me what I should do now.

Sigh, I've talked to Alios about this already but he couldnt really respond well because he was in a hurry. But what he did manage to tell me was that I shouldnt think like this. Then how should I?

Please understand my situation and tell me what now? Even if you give me a proposal, I doubt I'll be any good at it, because I've been communicating with you like that for all these while and I know I've built a solid foundation as a result.

I hate this. ):
► / @ 3:34 PM
ICarly? A big nono;


Have you ever watched ICarly? Well, if you have no idea what's an ICarly, dont bother because it's greatly advised that you dont watch or fathom over such a displeasure that is, ICarly. You know the picture above? Yea, I know, I really feel like slapping her and her spastic face man. HAHAHAHAHA. In my opinion, it's totally a complete waste of your precious time and attention span because mainly, its attempts on being funny is seriously really very trivial and dry and painful and stupid and lame and and I think they're just trying too hard sometimes. Get this, I even think that Hannah Montana and Miley's over exaggeration of expressions and speeches however still surpasses the fatuous humour ICarly has to offer. No, seriously.

Wa I swear, I'm actually trashing ICarly. Why am I getting so bo liao nowadays? Hahahahaha. I know, what am I? Some sort of critic now or something? Hehehehehehehehe. *blushes* :D

In conclusion! ICarly sucks and if anyone were to think that it's actually nice to watch or is/was funny, I recommend that you wash your eyeballs, preferably with Dettol (99.99% germ-free oi, I think? xD), more often. Moreover, you should also rewire your circuits and reevaluate your laugh-box. I'm just saying. B-)

Okay, enough about ICarly yo. Wa lan eh, my eyes are like bleeding tears now mansss from all these suan-ings. Hehe. Let's talk about RED Camp. One word, F-U-N? Bwahahahahaha! I know, I should really start considering taking medication.

RED Camp;

Anyway! RED Camp was filled with joy, laughter and fun and even though it aint the usual I-go-camp-and-sleep-here-and-dont-come-back-home-till-this-camp-dah-selesai, it's still great! However, if we were to spend nights there, omg, it'd be like heaven man! Because if that were to happen, we would have to stay in the Loft. Haha. Yes, I know, the Loft. HAHAHA *eyebrows vibrate* :D

I know, what's with the Loft? I have no idea actually, just that I heard that it's like your very own apartment and we actually have beds to sleep on. Omg omg omg omg, OH-MY-GOD. Eh? Omg, I'm starting to sound like Jia Li, I think? Moving on!

I'm very lazy to elaborate on this 3 day camp though but yea, it was so so fun and I made new friends! Like like, Jet, Yaya, Bertram, Janice, Benedict, Violet, Ziq, Hazlyn and etc. Oh, and I apologise to whoever who falls in the etc category. Hmm, well that's rude. B-)

Anyway! Haha. The last day was the most fun-est day because emotions ran wild because most of us were already in love with RED Camp and didnt want it to end. Sigh, furthermore, Hop Nite was also a blast even though most of the time, it was so damn frigging dark and I couldnt help bumping into people as I tried to get my way round, I swear. Hahahaha. Thanks Glenda and Sherly btw for pei-ing me when I was apart from my clique. However, it was great fun dancing randomly and I had like, 5 opportunities to show off my dance moves on the dance floor as I took the stage. Hehehe, and yes, I'm laughing as wickedly as Swe Lwin now. B-)

Pictures from RED Camp would NOT, I repeat, would NOT be uploaded into this post because firstly, I looked ugly yo (as usual) in almost all of them. So go figure. :D

This is a tribe video from RED Camp 5 and it's so bloody funny leh, I swear! Hahaha, go watch go watch! xDDD



Two things before I go.

First, I'm actually posting again because Swe Lwin's like, complaining again as usual that I take a long time to update when in actual fact, I admit, I'm actually really lazy to post again leh. Wa piang eh. Pffft excuse me, Swe Lwin's much lazier lo okay! Haha.

And secondly, I have a webcam now! Yay! *jumps around* :D

Last dance video from Another Cinderella Story yo. Must watch! Haha. :D



Selena's like damn amazing man. Heh heh and she has really nice hair! Woah, dejavu? xD

Okay, I'm done and please tag people! Yea, I have lots of page views, but hardly any tags. You want die is it?!?! Wa lao eh. Hehehe.
► / Wednesday, December 10, 2008 @ 7:52 PM
Chocolate milk;

Firstly, I have no idea why I just prefer yahoo from google. Hahaha, damn random mansss. I mean, come on, obviously yahoo sounds more glam than google right? Right right? Yea, I thought so too. Hahaha, cos google sounds so much like googly or goggles and the pronounciation of such words seriously annoy me at times. Really, damn irritating one. *does it the way Bernice does it* B-)

Anyway! Come I show you picture. :D

Guess where I got this picture from? Yahoo of course! Muahahahaha! Yahoo ftw! :D

And secondly, why chocolate milk? Hahaha, well, as mentioned before, Swe Lwin's all ftw with his stupid plain milk and I'm all ftw with my chocolate milk. So I'm here now to justify my stand.

Chocolate milk's WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY better than the ordinary milk man. Firstly, it comes from a chocolate cow. Yea, that's basically it. So cool right? Omg, somebody beat me up, a chocolate cow for god's sake! Omg omg. Damn cool la. Furthermore, for overly skeptical people, namely Jia Li, yes, Cho Jia Li, who'd definitely have doubts over the existence of chocolate cows, the picture below's for you. She's this totally unglam girl, who adores the smell of dead plants and my feet. Hahaha. She also has killer boobs that can kill in an instant and super ineffable penetrating eyes which could simply pierce through your soul. However, unfortunately for her, she's wearing contacts now, thus explaining why she might look as if she's blind as a blinded bat; I'm just saying.

Real life evidence of chocolate cows roaming in the Bahamas below. Okay, maybe not the Bahamas but somewhere along that line. What, I dont have the time to wikipedia their actual whereabouts you know? Okay, seriously, where am I going with this? Moving on! B-)

This is an actual picture of a living, breathing chocolate cow! Omg! :O :O :O

And this is one, in 3D (I think). I know, amazing right?!?! :O


So Swe Lwin, I won! :D :D :D

Tag Replies. :D

Hairul: Right? And why would I want to do that?
esther: Righteousness. :D
jiali: Gah, whatever la! Hahaha, they still look pretty retarded to me though. Omg omg and yah, you forever distracting people one la. You and your killer boobs. Hehehehehehehe.
benedict: Who saying who here?! Hahaha.
hannah: Hahaha, qian bian! Hmm, RED Camp stands for something, I'm sure of this but I cant really remember. Heh heh, but it's so damn fun man. We did Mass Dance, and had a taste of all the schools in Ngee Ann. Plus, not forgetting the fun from all those activities as well! We also got to bond bond with our fellow RED Campers there too yo. :D
hw: Haha, but the Graduation Party also no more already. Heh. And eh, I want a souvenir when you go there leh. :D
Amni: Hahahaha wth! Okay la, changed already ah.
alios: I didnt la! Lol, dont cock eye like Swe Lwin la. Hehehe.
hannah: Ah, big breasts. B-)
jiali: MUAHAHAHAHAHEHE. Eh? I also forgot the name of my bottle! Hahaha.
alios: Tagged at your blog already bro. [:
lwin: Hot bro! Hehehehe, good what, and you'll see more of your name leh nowadays! Suan you! Hehehehehehehe. xD
Museeey: Of course man! :D heh heh, link you up soon btw.
REbel: Whoever you are, even though I might already have some clue on your identity, you're right so I've already removed the super obscene ones already. [:
cp: Chillax? Heh.
FAH: Yea, I addressed that matter already anyway. And yea, me too! I felt empty w/o my phone mansss. ):
cp: Eh? How would I know?! Haha, Fah made it seem as if there was this conflict, involving you some more of all people! Wa piang eh. :O


Oh and look what I found, featured on the Yahoo homepage as I was rampaging the url for pictures of mesmerizing cows! :O


I know, so omg la! Wa piang eh! Please do note that I have no idea who those two people were. I'm just shocked as all because the above seemed to a be big enough to get featured in the Yahoo homepage. It must be something pretty big huh? Well, basically, it's just a very OMG matter even though I have particularly no relation to the above matter. Hmm, *tilts head* okay. Weird. Well, it's still very omg though. Anyway!

RED Camp in another post, because I am simply, just, too, lazy. The end.


And before I go! I've already mentioned before that I've been watching movies right? Yea, the most recent one I'm done watching twice is 'Another Cinderella Story'. I know, the title of the movie's a little er, but wa lao eh, the movie's great! Firstly, cos Selena Gomez was starring in it and secondly, because I never realised that it's some sort of a dance movie as well. Woah, I always knew Selena could dance from how she moved and stuff but I didnt know she could dance contemporary mansss. Hahaha, damn nice la even though she's obviously not the best dancer around. I recommend you guys to watch it yo. It's sensational. :D

P/s: Selena has really nice hair! Hehehehehe.
P/s/s: And her best friend in the movie's damn omg la. She's a best friend anyone would die to have yo. Haha. No, seriously. xD

Below's a sample of a dance from the movie. It's quite nice la I guess. Go watch kay? Go watch go watch. Heh heh.



Kay bye. Tag people tag! D<
► / Friday, December 05, 2008 @ 1:21 AM
Reunited;

Call my grandma yo cos I've just gotten back my phone earlier tonight! Raise the roof raise the roof. Hahaha wth. Ohoh and you know, I really feel like revolutionizing my blog again because it's depreciating in all it's glam and becoming more of a glum like Jia Li's cheery blogskin. I mean, god, seriously yo, I hate cheery. It's just too, *pauses for 3 seconds* sweet. Gah, *does retarded I-dont-like-it expressions with face* I hate sweet. Hahahaha.

More pictures! *screams* :D

Seriously, I have no idea why my hands were shaking. Haha.


Above are more pictures from that impromptu day at Little India (?). I know, of all places, why there?! Gah.

Wthhhh, Jia Li and her stupid lousy unglam camera. Hahaha, get this, my feet were like totally stuck in that contraption. HAHAHAHAHA I was like panicking yo cos I seriously couldnt liberate myself mansss. Eventually, of course I got set free, but to the extent of the seat getting detached from that contraption but yet, still stuck onto my feet. Wa piang eh! Heh, so damn unglam leh! xD


Last Day Of School;

I know! What's that piece of oil paper doing in front there wth?! Gahhhhhhh.

Wth, Farah definitely looks abused here. And omg la Jia Li what were you trying to do?! Hahahaha wth. :D





When girls go mad over too much Red Bull. Okay, I know, why Red Bull? I dont know! Gah. *slaps self*


Hahahaha wth! Omg omg, Sherie totally looks like Titanic or something. Heh heh, this picture's so damn funny mansss.

To tell you the truth, the first few attempts was literally disastrous because once, Liyana actually toppled over, with Farah herself man! Hahaha, good thing I was there to catch Liyana and shield her from her impending doom while Nam, Jia Li and Sherie acted dao and watched. *smiles sweetly* :D

This was taken below Swe Lwin's block. Hey, we had to have something to do man. The wait was excruciatingly painful towards our backs and eyelids. Jia Li and I were like so damn frigging tired and lethargic till we kinda hallucinated a bit while singing random emo songs for some weird reason. HAHAHAHAHA.

This was taken further back once after having my dinner with Swe Lwin after his NCC. Lol, I was busy killing my bag okay! Hahaha, with Farah's penknife some more. It's like super sharp and I took about a minute or so to fathom over how to work that orange little thing. Gah, believe me, it aint as easy as it looks. *nods head* ;D


Oh yea! Finally I'm done uploading these random pictures from whenever. The pictures from both this post and the one before took me approximately three days?! Gah, not literally three days la, I slacked a lot and took my own sweet time yo. Hahaha, and please note that some pictures related to those above might not be uploaded because they're evidently tak glam. So there. Heh.

Alright, off to bed now. Omg, now's like 3.56am already? Hahaha, I've spent around 3 hours plus and counting of my precious time on this post leh wth. Lol, I hope I dont faint and collapse tomorrow le. Anyway! Tomorrow's definitely another mundane day again with mum still not allowing me to go out with friends and stuff. She and her stupid house-arrest. This also meant that I'm unable to go for that outing with the Cenni dont know what people from my group in RED Camp to Escape. Omg omg, so long since I've last been there. It'd been lightyears man. HAHA. Instead, I'm being made to go to my grandma's house for god knows what when obviously, I was already supposed to go there for Hari Raya Haji on Monday anyway? I think. Righteousness. *unenthusiastically* ):

I'm ending off with each post now sporadically with something media-ish, starting with some video for this post. I mean, seriously, this video's damn funny. And believe me, I know funny so go give the video below a shot yea? It made me laugh till my face turned red again for no apparent reason whatsoever. Eh? And if you've seen this already, good for you (?) *does it the way Paula Abdul does it* :D



HAHAHAHA, omg she's frigging amazing man! "Uh uh no, sir, don't get loud wit me, sir. DO NOT GET LOUD WIT ME, OH NO! SECURTIY!!! SE...CURITY!! This dude needs to go, needs to go, needs to go." Hahaha, the way she shouted out SECURITY was so damn, fetch. Hahahahaha wth and Alios was all, so lame when I asked him to watch this. However, it's a good so lame, not a, oh whatever so lame. So yea. Speaking of youtube, I've been youtube-ing a lot nowadays, along with watching some movies at home. Hmm, like White Chicks, Home Alone 3 (I think), Harry Potter and the Order of The Phoenix and Little Man so far. Lol! :D

Btw, Swe Lwin drinks a glass of milk everyday but I detest drinking it unless being supplemented with cereal! Hahahaha, and that hao lian hot bro of mine actually dislikes chocolate milk! Omg! Omg omg, someone who actually dislikes drinking chocolate milk because he claims the normal one tastes nicer. Damn weird. Not forgetting the fact that he's in love with his Tom and Jerry. Hahaha, I think he's that kind of person who would laugh at trivial attempts to be funny like those in Tom and Jerry mansss. Heh heh, he's so gonna kill me sia for exposing this. Besides, I dont care because I'm SO gonna kick him man for not liking chocolate milk anyway. HAHAHA. :D
► / Tuesday, December 02, 2008 @ 2:14 AM
} Phone still gone;

Gah, I want my phone back man! Swe Lwin's like super giving me attitude yesterday cos I didnt reply his messages. Hahaha, but cant blame him la. We didnt communicate with each other for as long as 33 days mansss. I'm sorry! Heh. Stupid mum. I feel like, so frigging handicapped to the max now yo. -.-

I have no idea. Haha, I lent Alios my phone earlier this year and he took that picture. Hahahaha wth.

My cousin's birthday party mansss. I like, stole so many Happy Meals from the little kids there yo. *eyebrows go up and down* :D

Lol, my sister's like, right in the middle mansss. Moreover, please ignore that face, I only put that there cos my face was completely unglam. Heh.

Hahahaha wth! It's my old bag, Jeremiah! :O

Pssst, Crystal's folding her skirt, again! :O:O:O

Eugene. I once liked pulling his leg hair man. -.- so fun. Those were the dayyyyyys.

Omg omg, so old already they still want to act romantic. Hahaha wth! ;D

Jasmine drew this when she came over to my house. I know, her art sucks big time mansss. Her hamburger looks retarded. LOL. :D

Hahaha! I stuck this plaster onto Jia Li's bra connector thingamajink thingy at the back once. Wth! :D

I got widely fascinated by the toilet roll dispenser service available in a pretty eroded and weathered sport's stadium. HAHAHAHA.






I seriously forgot what this soup was called, but anyway, it tasted so good! So nice man. :D

OMG! I swear, that meal I had at Pizza Hut with my family simply blew me away! It overwhelmed my taste buds and caused me to devour the whole thing as if I hadnt eaten for months! So unglam I tell you! Lol. xD

My brothers like, attacked that pizza so fast that I wasnt able to take a proper picture of it in time. I mean, I cant blame them though, that pizza was delicious. Heh.

Hahaha, I fell asleep on my Social Studies essay and yea, the end results. I have sweaty palms yo wth. -.-

This was taken after I ran an errand for my auntie. Heh.

Eh, please pay your utmost attention to the two circular wet shapes behind Jia Li's back. Heh heh. xD

Bwahahaha! Jia Li has another pair of boobs behind her back! And what's Farah doing being in the shot too?! Her breasts are like, protruding out more than usual. HAHAHAHAHA wth. :D

Farah's hot dog which got invaded by cum dropped on her yo for some weird reason. Hahaha so funnyyyy. She was like panicking cos she looked wet. HAHAHAHA. :D

During the Teacher's Day Concert. [:

Omg omg, look, it's Mr Seow! *smirks* :O

Hahaha, was attempting to smile with teeth.

>Hf, during the day which she, Alios and Swe Lwin pei-ed me to Queensway to buy my new sexy bag. Heh, she was such a good friend.

Someone was like, giving birth right in front of my house?! Omg! HAHAHAHAHAHA wth, first time man.

Hannah's like, too damn engrossed in her angklung yo. So damn unglam la she. Lol. xD

Okay, it took me like, 1 minute plus to fathom over how to operate Jia Li's stupid stapler but I managed to get it to work anyway! Hahahaha, I stapled a couple of her practise papers together for fun. HAHAHAHA. :D

Bwahahahaha, I'm so pro man.




These were all taken from a weekend which I spent with my family at Little India for some weird reason which had slipped my mind though. Hahaha, seriously, I dont remember what I did there. Anyway! Lol, I was having dinner and oh ya, there's this blur picture above. Dont blame me, I swear my hand was shivering cos the restaurant was so damn cold mansss. Hahahaha wth. Ohoh! And that day was one of my most happiest days yo. Haha, Swe Lwin like totally pei-ed me all the way through the day leh. Hot bro ftw! Heh. :D

That's all for this post though. There are actually still more pictures to upload but I'd upload them soon because now, I doubt blogger likes me very much. They keep failing my request to upload pictures and furthermore, they take like forever to load leh! Wth. Hahahaha, more from me next time! Please tag people! Each tag contributes to more useful energy output by each individual! Hahaha, let's not waste your precious energy kay, so use it on something useful! Like tagging me! HAHAHAHA wth I know, so wth. *slaps self*