Yesterday, I was really devastated again. Why?
One, am leaving jurongville in less than three days.
Two, am leaving jurongville in less than three days, without a peace of mind.
Three, love problems... Well, thats basically it I guess.
Yahh, basically, those are all the stuff that afflicted my mind throughout this week. Why? Why was I so stupid. I cant believe I told my papa to go for the job interview. Yahh, I know. What job interview? Well, dont really know actually, but it will confirm my fate. Fate, as in, if he were to get the job, we'll be moving away; and this means that I need to leave jvs. And if he didnt get it, well, vice versa~
You people know why I nudged my papa to go for that effing job interview? Well, basically it was because of zeke again lorhhs. I know, everything also because of him one. I didnt tell most of my friends that I'll be leaving though. Only told a few. And I think he is aware of it. Yet, he still doesnt want to reply me or anything anymore. No more talk, no more anything. So, yeah. He matters to me the most in this whole entire universe; and hence, if he still doesnt give a damn, I might as well just leave right. How can I go on if someone i love truly doesnt love me anymore you tell me. So there.
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One day on my 2nd last week, I seriously cried in school, cause it was confirmed that I'll be leaving as my papa got the job. You people would know what this would lead to. I really regretted asking him to go for that interview. I was sooo stupid. Well, this was how it went down.
I went to school like any other day, but that time, I was completely devastated. I met up with fiona in the bus on the way to school. Then, she was the first one I told. Told her that my papa got the job. And there; was teary at that time.
Then I reached school, zeke has already went to play basketball. The moment I saw eveyn, I told her. Then I started crying like dont know what shit. Then, I didnt realise that below the level I was at, some 2D people were staring at me. When I knew, I dodged away from the railing at the corridor there frantically.
Lots of people came to comfort me. It was really touching; and that makes me cry more. Then, I told my dear friends that I needed elena. Then, stacie wanted to call her, but elena was walking towards my area already. So, dont need to call already luhhx.
Then, during my recess on that day, I went to sit with the other councillors at the concourse. Saw Zany Phantom. So, she went signalling me asking about my situation. I signalled her that I was confirmed to leave. Then I go byebye her. Then she told me afterwards that her friends asked her why I was crying that time, cause they saw me cry bahh. And this is the freaky thing, I dont even know them. Yet, they know me and my name. Luckily, Zany Phantom explained everything to them already.
Well, thats what basically happened on that day.
& continued in the next post(=
hur, byebye~