talked things over. and of course i forgave him. he is my bestest bro ever and i love him so so much ba. just hope that now that he knows, he will be more aware of my feelings.
decided that i am not going to delete my previous posts as i feel that those posts are necessary.
well, what mostly happened today was kinda blurr to me coz i have still been crying today, causing me not to think straight but only in the morning coz in the afternoon, i will be going to LAVENDER remember, to make my i/c. *and yeah; it's lavEnder, not lavAndar*
TODAY WAS ONE OF THE WORST DAYS OF MY LIFE
left at about 2. before leaving home, ran all over the house to search for the required documents to bring for my i/c registration thingy. yupps, so left the house and took the bus to jp interchange. during the journey to jp, my mum keep on insisting on my other bro to sit down coz he was standing. she keep on saying it lorrhs. she's like, "you sit here now. faster before anyone sits here. faster!" i was so PAISEH lorrhs. so damn embarassed. you know what i did? i pretended not to know my family. KEKEke. i didnt have anything to do on the bus, coz i didnt bring my mp4. too big lerrhs; lazy to carry. so i kept on smsing and smsing and smsing.
reached jp interchange. we headed to the place to buy the tickets/top-up in the mrt station. on the way there, my mum kept fussing over how ugly the boon lay mrt station is compared to other stations. =.=
after buying a ticket for my baby sister, it went missing after some time. then my mum kept fussing over that. KILL ME; JUST KILL ME. then, she went to buy for my baby sister another ticket. after that, went up the mrt and sat down coz i was super uber lazy to stand.
when we were at je interchange, my mum's friend got in with her family, and my mum was like, "hey! its you! you remember me? me syaifullah's mother larrhs. BLAHBLAHBLAH!" my eyes widened lorrhs. pretended not to know her again. apparently, her friend's son was also going to make i/c that day. just found out that we used to study in the same class together.
she kept talking to her friend about her family life, including stuff about ME. and i was like, "just shut up mum!"
smsed here and there and we finally reached lavender. went out of the mrt with me and my mum's friend's family. took the same elavator down. when i was in the elavator, my mum's friend kept saying how handsome i looked now; and how tall i was. =.=
went in the building thingy to make passport/ic etc, then we went our separated ways. went to queue up blahblahblah. after registering and getting a queue number, went off to take passport-sized pics but there were sooo many people queing to take pics lorrhs.
so, each of my family members went to queue up at different levels and if anyone were to get near the front of the line, i supposed to go replace them. the problem is this; I DIDNT WANT TO. it seems sooo much like 'cutting queue' to me. so i kept telling them that i dont want to 'cut queue' lerrhs. then keep saying till i get annoyed. my mum kept saying i was very rude since i answered all her questions annoyed-ly.
went up to the top floor while my family went to wait for my number to arrive. waited for the queue to get shorter and blahblahblah. smsed here and there and blahblahblah. there was this screen that enabled people to see the face of the person getting the photo taken. so PAISEH lorrhs for the person wanting to take pic.
it was my turn. sat dwn and stared at the screen. waited and waited. the helper went on critisizing about my FRINGE. she kept asking me to adjust it. kept saying, "haiyorrhs. your fringe cannot touch your eyebrows." so, i kept on adjusting it lorrhs; didnt wanna make her angry. me a good kid. KEKEke.
she finally got fed up, then she went to adjust it herself. i was so annoyed again after she 'touched' my forehead. went to give a wide smile for my pic and slanted my head a bit. *i always slant my head when taking pics one* then that stupid old lady go adjust my head lorrhs. SHIT HER. i was like taking much much longer to have my pic taken than the others lorrhs. so, i gave a wide smile full of teeth again and this was how it turned out.
it is soooo UGLY lorrhs. felt like CRYING again after seeing my passport-sized pic. even wanted to CURSE that stupid old lady. that lady was somehow 'cheeky'; ewwww. not gonna elaborate on that.went to and did some i/c stuff and blahblahblah. finally it was over. can go HOME liaox. went to eat ice-cream after that. left for boon lay mrt station again. met a very chio friend of mine from my primary school. JANE TAN YUE YIN was her name.
went to jp. ate dinner there at 5. repeat one more time; dinner at 5! so early lorrhs. family crazy already lorrhs. said they were hungry. i wanted to eat at home you know; wanted to take-away. KEKEke. so, no choice larrhs. ate there at BANQUET. after that went to buy some stuff and blahblahblah. there was actually a 'POWER RANGERS' roadshow kind of thingy. my littlest bro went to watch it while we waited for my dad to pick us up in his taxi.
took some pictures earlier.
reached home and got ready for my dance night class. my uncle's chaffeur came with my my uncle's limo. repeat again; LIMO. KEKEke. its not that kind of very very high-class limousines larrhs.stupid dance teacher was late again as usual. dunno what to do, so, i smsed my bro. blahblahblah. finally at ard 9.30 plus, she came. dance dance dance, then at ard 10 plus at night, left the dance studio and headed home. my cousins sooo good lorrhs, accompanied me through my ride back home.
i kept smsing my bro through my journey back home in the limo, then my female cousin very KEPO. she kept saying that she wanted to speak to him. she was like reaching for my fone, so i pushed her face away lorrhs. KEKEke. then, my other male cousin kept on playing with the remote control for the television. kept changing the channels. so childish lehx he; he almost eighteen lerrhs.
reached home at ard 10.30 and blahblahblah. and now i blogging to you people.
one more thing before i go, cheer up KRISHASHA. =D . you always have a LISTENER in me and whatever my beloved bro did, gonna defend him again; please, can i ask you to forgive him, kaes?
wanting to take back whatever i said
SYAIIFUFU =))