I must be the most saddest and pitiful virgin-ified creature in the history of virgin-ified creatures. I am practically in the deepest depths of depression.
A miracle sooo miraculous. I could hardly believe it.
It happened on this faithful night on 23rd May 2007. I was apparently looking all sad and blue in my room when, out of the blue, I received an sms. I checked on it, thinking that jia jun might have msg-ed me again. BUT, to my surprise, it was zeke.
After all this time, he finally replied me. He replied, "Sry..." I was practically overjoyed till I cried again. It was as if, ... as if... my wish had come true. My prayers were answered and a miracle. Oh, a miracle has taken place.
I didnt wanna believe it at first. But, it was true. He really replied me, finally. No excuses, and no turning back. I had to flood him with all the doubts he had caused me. I told him that he broke my heart to tiny bite-sized pieces and that he hurt me so so much. And he replied, "so did you ..." I didnt realise. I didnt know what I possibly did. And all I could infer, was krisha.
Its like fated. Before he msg-ed me, I went online on msn earlier to find krisha online as well. She asked me if I was busy. Then I replied an expressionless, no. Then she asked if we can talk, then I replied, "What is there to talk about..." She replied again, "Why are you always moody?" So, I replied, "IM NOT MOODY" Later, she replied, "Then why are you acting like this to me?" And thus, I replied, "Cos I dunch like you" And afterwards, she acted all blurr. TSK.
And I really made a deathwish of some sort. I totally destroyed the friendship I shared with her. So there.
Back to zeke. And yahh, I told him that I broke off my friendship with krisha already and that I destroyed it myself. And you know what? LOL, he mustve been happy. Why? As he was usually jealous of me that krisha takes much interest in me, I guess. He loves krisha with all his heart, and yahh; he should be feeling that way. I really respect him for that. I respect him for other stuff also larhhs. LOL . He's a big boy already though(:
And now, I hope he will continue replying me and my take on this situation is this, he's only replying me now as I'm leaving practically tomorrow. But, it really meant to me alot alot that he replied.
I regarded that situation as,
a step closer, to a peace of mind
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I really adore my website, as said in my previous post; www.simply-glamorous.sitesled.com
A certain part of it that I truly adore is this ...
" Ms Lum ! Hahas ! Shhe is NOT a virgin mindd you(: Shhe lykkes tuhh pickk hher nose in public andd hhas a dog namedd Bimbo. Shhe nidds tuhh walk ardd lykke a retardedd ballerina; withh her hhands far apart tuhh stabilise hherself; andd dare i say it, shhe weighhs a ton. Shhe is apparently lactose-andd-tolerant andd cannot standd dairy products. Upon possibly consuming suchh products, she'll melt(: "
Its rather true actually. I love bullying her(= ITS LOVE ! ❤
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Well, I'm now in the CPA Lab 1 again for my IT lesson. BUT, this time is different. I'm not doing any work. BWAHAHAHA ! Cause my computer's flash software cannot be opened. So, there.
And now, I can do whatever I want. Co-incidentally, angelin's situation was also similar to mine. So yeah, we both wont be doing the task assigned to us.
-happy grin on face-
Yahh, I know. I can do whatever I want with the computer. But, I'm still like oh so bored. I am like so sleepy again can. Head bobbing up and down, up and down. Haiyorhs, hope my head wont bang onto the keyboard again.
-haish-
I want go rest my head on the nice nice wall luhhx; gonna sit on the floor again now.
I LOVE FLOORS !
FLOORS ARE LOVE ! ❤
byebye~