I've just not been myself much lately. I've been feeling very unappreciated most of the time. Yea, I know it's kind of irrational but that's how I've been feeling recently. Ever since I lost my ex girlfriend, I've never came close to love and affection. Maybe that's something I'm really in need of right now. To be really loved, and treasured. [:
Well, the rest is up to you eh ?
31st August 2008
Okay, me and Swe Lwin were supposed to go play basketball together but his basketball got deflated and his pumper was spoilt. Go figure ? Haha, he wanted to borrow one instead but his friend only could lend him his at a later time and I couldnt stay out that late. Thus, he asked me if I wanted to go to the gym instead and eventually, I agreed. [:
Thing is, I'M SUPER AFRAID OF GYMS ! Well, not literally the gym la of course. Just the machines in them.
Do you know why ? When I was primary three, there was this exhibition in Suntec and being the mischievous young chap I initially was, I got so fascinated by it till I attempted to mingle with the controls of a treadmill, or whatever you call it. And get this, I got on it, pressed a few random buttons, and I fell almost immediately.
HOW I KNOW ?!
I didnt know what I was doing siol ! So you cant blame me, I was only 9 for god's sake. -.- Haha, and as a result, I suffered 4 scrapings of my skin on both my knees and legs. However, it was still an exciting experience though. LOL ! ;D
Nevertheless, I went off first at around 2 plus to meet Farah Nadiah and Fatin behind the Jurong West Stadium to return them their umbrella. Actually, yea as expected, I got lost.
I DONT KNOW ! I always end up getting lost one. -.-
Haha, but I managed to find my way and waited there for them to come. I was bored so ...
While walking there, I got bored so I went to call up Fah to chat. And ...
Me: Omfg, I think I just saw a hobo.
Fah: Huh ? A HOBO ?!
Me: Ya ya, but not literally la. He just looks like one. BUT WHO KNOWS ?! *smirks to self* :D
Omfg, I was so so fascinated till I even paused to stare at him for a few seconds. Lol, hahaha. ;D
ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAY, after meeting them, went off with them to take 185 since they were going towards the same direction as me. While going up the bus ...
Me: Eh ? Hello ?
Swe Lwin: Hello, where are you now ?
Me: OH, I'm at the bus stop now ah. Now going up the bus.
Swe Lwin: Huh ?
Me: Now I'm going up the bus. Where are you ?
Swe Lwin: Waiting for you lo.
Me: OMG, sorry sorry I'm late !
Swe Lwin: Nevermind ah, okay bye.
Me: Byeeeeee and sorry.
In the bus, I had drama if you will ? I was sitting down behind Farah and we were crapping la. Then hor, this had to happen eventually ...
Random lady: Eh you sit there. *points beside me*
Little girl: *walks towards me and stares*
Me: *stares back and shifted legs, so that the little girl could enter*
Little girl: EH, I DONT WANT. *turns back to look at her mother*
Random lady: Just sit la.
Me: *moves inside instead*
Little girl: *still doesnt wana sit*
Me: *felt like slapping the little girl* -.-
Random lady: Nevermind, you sit here I sit there. *approaches me* Sorry ah. You want to sit back here and I go sit inside ?
Me: Oh, nevermind la it's okay.
Random lady: Are you sure ? Cos you want to talk to your friend ma.
Me: Haha, nevermind nevermind it's okay. *shows reassuring smile* ;D
Random lady: *sits down beside me and smiles* Sorry.
Farah: It's okay. [:
Uh huh ? Exactly.
Then then, Swe Lwin called again just before I was about to alight. I walked towards his bus stop and ...
Me: I'M SORRY !
LOL, after meeting, we walked together towards the JE Swimming Complex while talking about stuff. Stuff, so I dont wana say here ah. *winkswinks* :D :D :D
Eh, I didnt know what to do or where to go sia. I didnt wana get lost again man. So my life was literally in Swe Lwin's hands. Haha, whatever he's doing, I'm going to do so as well. ;D ohoh, and thanks Hui Fang for the adviceeeeeeeee. [:
After blah blah administration stuff, soon after, I found out that my pants werent allowed in the gym. Wtf ? Haha, then Swe Lwin lied to her saying that I had another pair but I hadnt changed into them yet, but in actual fact, I really didnt.
Me: Eh, you did hear me telling you that I didnt have extra pants right ?
Swe Lwin: Ya.
Me: Then why did you tell her I had ?! LOL.
Swe Lwin: Cos if I said you didnt have, she wouldnt have let you in.
-.- I hated that registration woman person ever since siolzxzx. Hope all your children suffers from a phobia of cows. HAHAHAHAHA, if you could even have children that is. *winkswinks* :D :D :D
Then, I had 17 minutes of worrying ! I was so so scared that later I kana kicked out because I didnt have the pertinent pants needed. I didnt know sia. So after so so so so much drama, with me walking back and forth, back and forth, making Swe Lwin look troubled because of me, I'd decided on something. Swe Lwin were to train in the gym while I venture off frantically to Fah's house to borrow her basketball. Haha. Furthermore, omfg, Swe Lwin just looked at me while I panicked. Omfg omfg, sorry for wasting your time with my nonsense leh ! Orh ! And stupid Fah, talking her on the phone about that problem of mine really did calm my nerves down but however ...
Me: FAH STOP LAUGHING !
Apparently, she found my situation very very amusing ? Haha.
Me: Eh, are you at home or outside ?!
Fazli: No eh, I'm outside.
Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, nevermind !
Me: Do I look stupid ?
Swe Lwin: No what.
Me: No no, not how I look. As in how I'm acting now.
Swe Lwin: *didnt say anything*
TT. I think I've disappointed him sia. ):
I couldnt possibly find anyone who lived closer to JE to lend us a basketball since I didnt wana take my chances with the receptionist or whatever you call it.
Me: Fah, I can talk back to teachers or reason or cause trouble or argue with them, but this is public leh ! I duno how to handle trouble.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, I'm such a good boy. ^^ Nevertheless, I left for Fah's house in Gek Poh area.
Me: Why not I just watch you work out ?
Swe Lwin: Dont want eh.
Me: Huh why ?
Swe Lwin: Ltr very boring.
Also, as a result of me leaving him to get the basketball to play with him after getting back, I felt so so terrible till I almost felt like crying. Seriously, because I wasnt gona be there what for a momentary while then it'd be even more boring lo for him ! I even called Farah Nadiah up to inform her about my situation and also, to update her on how terrible I was feeling. I felt as if I'd let Swe Lwin down. TT.
Thus, I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY HOT BRO ! I'M SO SO SORRY. SO, VERY VERY, VERY SORRY ! SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY ! Forgive me Swe Lwin ! ):
After meeting Fah, I borrowed money from her as well, since my ez link ran out. Haha, sorry leh ! Lol, after taking another 185 bus, (seriously, I took so many buses that day) I reached Swe Lwin's bus stop and I met him along the way. We went to this basketball court and played basketball. Haha, yay I was happy cos I could play basketball with my hot bro ! :D :D :D
Unfortunately, each time I missed, Swe Lwin had to run to get the ball for me. Moreover, he told me he was already having muscle aches as a result of the gym training. Omfg ?
Me: Eh, I feel so sad for you leh ! You always have to run to get the ball for me.
Swe Lwin: Nevermind la. Can train my stamina.
My eyes like opened big big sia. Omfg, he's so so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet la. ;D
Me: Shit, my veins are popping out again.
Swe Lwin: Mine also.
Me: I dont like leh. Makes me look old. Haha.
OMFG, ME AND SWE LWIN'S VERY SIMILAR MAN ! Oo.
After an hour of playing, we both were exhausted and decided to rest for a while. We talked about stuff, yea, stuff. Haha and soon after, we left for home.
Oh ya, and I saw Heng Qi on my way back home though. Haha. Then then, went to Fah's doorstep to deliver her basketball back. It was the least I could do man. Haha.
Me: Eh, I'm already reaching your house leh.
Fah: Really ? Where are you now ?
Me: I'm walking towards your block. Where are you ah ? I cant see you. *looks up*
Fah: Move to your right a bit. The tree's blocking.
Me: *moves* OH, but I still cant see you leh. WHERE ARE YOU ?!
Fah: Oi, which block are you looking at la dey ? I'm in the block beside it la !
Me: OH CHEH ! I THOUGHT WHAT, NO WONDER I COULDNT FIND YOU.
Fah: HAHAHAHAHA.
Me: Wow, I can see you waving ! :D
Oh, and the lift there's like so cool ? It was so exciting sia ! The lift could actually talk ! *eyebrows raised high high* :D ;D :D
Done. I think ? Of course, there's always more to talk about when it comes to him, but I rather not say. I'm treating it as something only between both of us. Heh. ;D
I LIKED SPENDING TIME WITH YOU THAT DAY BRO ! You make me happy, and that's all that matters. You did so much for me. Oh how I wish I could make you happy as well, for once. ): & sorry about whatever thing I did wrong that day. Sorry. ):
Lastly before I go, I was supposed to go play basketball with Fazli again today, but he canceled it at the eleventh hour, saying that he was tired and wanted to sleep till it was time to break his fast. However, I'm trying to remain cool, as usual. *smiles big big till eyes disappear* [:
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Lol, speaking of him, glad that his problem with Eugene and Zane's solved, at least minimally. Aiyah, at least it's better now I guess. LOL. Guess my preaching towards Hafiz at least helped the cause a bit eh ? ;D
Kay byeeee. :D