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► / Friday, September 05, 2008 @ 8:28 PM
} I can't take it anymore, Ah, have I mentioned ? I'M SICK. So, so, so sick. In fact, I'm both sick mentally and physically. My body's so so weak. Each time I take a step, I'd feel like collapsing, and just lying flat on the floor till I rot off and die, crashing and burning, waiting for someone to pick me up. My bones feel like breaking and my head literally feels as if it's gona explode at any moment ! I AM SERIOUS. I'm not even exaggerating. -.- Headache's been bugging me like a mosquito which keeps biting me. It just wont go away. I tried eating different kinds of medicine, even po chai (even though it obviously wouldnt work on headaches). I dont think I can hold on much longer. Moreover, my throat also hurts so so bad. Each time I utter a single word, my throat would hurt. Thus, I've not spoken a single word since Wednesday night till today morning. My throat's getting better, I guess. But my excruciatingly fucked up headache wasnt. As a result, I cant sleep, I cant think straight, I cant eat properly, and guess what ? Believe me, I'm much thinner now than how I initially was before. Oh, and speaking of Wednesday, I guess the towning with Jia Li had no doubt escalated my sickness. Damn. Oh, and I'm sorry Swe Lwin, for not being able to talk to you on the phone for you to tell me ._____. You know, my throat. But as I've mentioned to you that day, even though I couldnt acknowledge the kind and caring words you had for me, I could definitely hear it from your heart itself. For that, I thank you. Also, I hope you're feeling better too eh ? Please be okay, cos for one thing I know, I wont be, at least for the time being. I'm grateful, if at least one of us was okay. And thank you to you too Alios for the encouragement, scoldings and care. You've always been there for me eh ? Haha, my jumper eh ? In conclusion, I'm suffering. -.- All I can do is rot at home, and sleep, sleep and sleep. I know, it's tiring to do nothing and just rest or sleep all the time, but I cant help it, even though I know I couldnt possibly fall asleep due to my headache and my shivers as a result of the sheer coldness. By the way, I'm suffering from a high fever, a killer headache, insomnia, muscle aches, sore throat and something which makes my eyes very sore and perpetually feels as if it'll pop out from my eye sockets each time I were to look down. I must not look down, I must not. ): I cry, cos I'm in pain. Someone, even though it's preposterously impossible, help me. I hate being sick, it's no fun at all. But maybe two days of MC from my four papers on this Monday and Tuesday might cheer me up a bit eh ? We'll see, cos one of them's Chemistry man. -.- End my sufferings. Please. Well, it's time to sleep, again. Bye. |