Why isit that all the people I care about the most, end up betraying me ?
Sometimes, I ask myself this. What have I done wrong to deserve this ? Swe Lwin, why are you suddenly like this to me ? Why why ... why ... TT
Swe Lwin, you know, yes, she initiated the break, but it was me who did it. She was just saying, 'maybe we just shouldnt be together anymore since you're so ...' that kind of thing. Thus, I said 'okay lo' cos I got really fed up.
Plus, I was technically waiting for her to break up with me anyways man.
Okay, I officially hate you and you shouldnt be the one angry. Duh, you angry for what I also duno. I also duno what I did to anger you one siol. You still can 'siol' me in you tag some more. ):
You betrayed me, I didnt. You thought I badmouthed you, I didnt.
You know, after all this, I just feel like telling Alissa all those secrets you told me too sometimes, but no, I want you to be happy and no, I dont want to sink as low as you. See la see la, I still want you to be happy siol. So fine. I'll shut up.
Other readers might be thinking, ...
A: Eh, why he like that one ?! He betrayed him already, Syaifullah still can close one eye.
B: Wtf ! If I were in Syaifullah's situation right now, I'll definitely have my revenge ! I'll expose him too man ! >:(
C: KNN LA !
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I'm pissed I'm pissed I'm pissed.
I'm fed up with you already, 'bro'.
And you still could have the audacity to talk to me as if you had done nothing wrong. Cos hello ? Reality check, you did.
Surely, you'll get angry with me and hate me too after reading all this. So yeah, I'm sorry okay, I'm really really terribly sorry for whatever I said which angered you. Or upsetted you from my posts.
Thus, I'M SORRY.
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Fah, please respect what I'm doing.
I'm fucking sincerely sorry bro. Idk what I did that mightve caused you to become like this, and for that, I'm sorry. Really, trust me. You know me well enough to know that I wont lie to you one. So yeah.
Thursday, 3rd July 2008
Sorry for the late entries. That Swe Lwin problem lo. Lol, sorry sorry. [:
This was the day of my dance performance. Uh, me and Angelin blew it ? My dance sucked ! Dont care dont care. Haha.
Thanks Hansel, for being the first to congratulate me on my dance. ;DD
Thanks also to the whole of 4C for the support and other people I've left out. Sorry, I cant really remember. Stm ah and no, it's not because I'm getting old. Pfft, stupid Jia Li.
Oh ya, and Mr Anand ? One word, omfg.
And and dont ask, but the librarian lady chased me and Angelin out of the library. Bitch.
After school I had my GCE O Level Malay Oral. One word yet again, I-SCREWED-UP.
Please take note that videos of my dance practices etc, would be uploaded on my next post. This Swe Lwin thing's still bugging me like a parasite and my patience is already running thin. I cant possible chillax when the videos take like forever to finish uploading. Zz.
Hansel: Hey hey ! Today I am gonna watch hancock ! Have you watched it yet ?
Me: Oh great ! Wait, what's a hancock ?
Hansel: I will tell you the story after the movie kay ? =D
Me: Orh, okayokay ! You watching now with family ah ?
Hansel: Yeap with family ! XD I think its good cos other people say its nice to watch.
Me: Ah, kay lo. Eh, did you tell this to me only ?
Hansel: No la, I told many other people also.
Me: Aiyah ! Means I'm not special to you lo then ! Idiot. LOL.
Hansel: Hey ! It's just a movie ... T.T (duh, I was jk sia bro)
Hansel: And how could you call me an idiot ? T.T
Me: I was jk only nia ! Wa piang, what I say matters to you one ah ?! Oo.
Hansel: Ya la.
Me: (I gave him a compliment)
Hansel: Wah I get a compliment from a handsome big bro. I feel more shiok than you ! Ha !
Me & Hansel: (Exchanged compliments)
Hansel: Wah I feel very happy haha ty ! But actually you still the best !
(Hansel told me he'd reply me later cos he was going to watch the movie already. Thus, 2 hours later ...)
Hansel: Damn it tickets sold out !
Me: HUH WHY ?!
Hansel: Zz, I want to watch 9 55 when I text you I was lining up after our turn they say no tickets ! Then I argued with my parents I want 11 30 but they dont want so I now at home zzz damn it !
Me: Chillax man. And you told me you were already going to watch the movie at around 8.15 pm just now leh ! What, you bluffed me ?! Lol.
Hansel: Haizz, 1, I got eat at kopitiam. 2, my mother go shopping. 3, I go line up ! When I texted you that time I dont know lar but there was no more tickets zzz ! I pissed liao la I no movie. You think I have time to lie for what ...
Me: Sorry bro.
Hansel: Er, I sorry too. I guess I was pretty mad there. My fault for not texting you at the right time. (blames sister instead)
Hansel: (Blames)
Hansel: (Still blaming)
Thus, wtf ? He changed mood very fast one leh. Till he even vented out his anger on me, but I chillaxed and wow ! He saw through what I was doing and he said sorry. ;D
And did I mention 'Hansel's' such a fucking cool name ?! Like 'Ignatius' like that. Haha, Ignatius ! Wherever you are, I'm sure you must be very happy hor. LOL !
Friday, 4th July 2008
Today was Independence Day in the US ! Oo.
I went to school with Jasmine today. We had 'breast talk' siol. Haha !
For PE, we were forced to play netball again. It's so fun when you get the hang of it, but it could also be the most annoying game ever ! Stupid referees keep blowing their stupid ugly dirty whistles la ! Its like, almost everything we do, either when we're moving or blah blah, we always I tell you, always do something wrong, and it violates the sacred rules of netball. Wtf wtf wtf ?
Me: You know, I like netball. I really do. But omg, now I'm thinking netball's so so dumb.
Azri: Ya la !
Me: I think hor, netball's like, a more complicated version of Captain's Ball !
Azri & Amni: Hahaha !
A random comment during one of the game.
You know, netball specifically requires only 7 people per team ? And that merely defending or the way you land on the ground with your feet, could get you fowled ? Three annoying examples we always do, obstruction, contact and the worse of all, stepping.
After school, I went to Pearl Delight again with Fah. While waiting (which took ages though), Winanto was a victim of my obsession with breasts.
Winanto: *felt uncomfortable*
Me: *my head approached Winanto's ears* BREASTS.
Winanto: *still feeling uncomfortable*
Me: BREASTS BREASTS BREASTS (continuously)
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Saw so many people I knew. Like, Karen, Si Xing, Glenda, Hui Shi, Kenneth, Swe Lwin, Elena and Zavier. Haha, I almost everyday after school would go there one la.
Zavier: Syaifullahhhhhh.
Me: *smiles*
MUAHAHAHAHA. Okay, shut up. I was lazy to respond orally. Roflmao.
Then then, after that me and Fah went for Drama then I sent Crystal home after that then then, yeah, that's all.
I wonder ...
1) I'm afraid of the dark. Duh, you cant see anything in the dark. That's why very scary one.
2) I find people who lick ice-cream disgusting. Omfg, what's the use of licking man ! It only causes the ice-cream to melt faster man. Pffft, weirdos.
3) Rainbows only exist in fairytales lo ! Omg, who's that dumb to believe that the atmosphere can suddenly produce a spectrum of colours after rain. So nonsense one sia.
4) I find the older generation really really disturbing and weird if they sms. Imagine, an old teacher like Mdm Azzah, being hip and funky, sms-ing ? OMG OMG.
5) I drink from a water bottle, with my mouth fully engulfing the entrance of the water bottle. What, nobody taught me how to drink okay ! Yer, I tried drinking Rupert like a normal person, but then my upper lips got stuck into the entrance. Then, when I wanted to pull my lips out, it made a loud hissing noise ! This was during Malay lesson, then Mdm Zarinah claimed I was rude. WTF ?!
6) Mrs Gan commented that I walked funny. Like a robot. SOMEBODY TEACH ME HOW TO WALK LEH ! Bitch.
7) Everyday after school, I'll stop, motionless and stare at the block, nearest to the school's sidegate to spot for bras and panties and and all other stuff related to that homologous group. It's a routine for me already ! I die die must stare one.
8) Dont get shocked if I suddenly become 100% porn. Trust me, I really do. *smirks to self*
Next post would be about the SC Investiture today. This post already became too long, that's why I'm going to blog about it another time. So stay tuned cos I can assure you, omg ! The investiture was so so so scary and fun at the same time. Haha. Orh, and also a video on how to fuck. Cool stuff man.
Yay, lastly, tomorrow I'm going to Ngee Ann Poly siol ! I can finally see Wei Zane ! So, ... I'm excited la ! :D :D :D
Before I go, random pictures ! I was drenched you know. ): ): ):
:D :D :D still super excited !