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me in bathroom. half-naked liaox. HURHUR. heyys! girls dont look!.jpg)
tried out a new thingy with my hand instead of a 'twist twist'
choir PEOPLE; 'running'.jpg)
HONG WEI; doing CWO. HURHUR
DRENCHED THROUGHOUT LIAOX. i LOVED it. i want to PLAY in the rain AGAINa principle of a thing
SYAIIFUFU =))
► WhatMeDidLastSummer; HURHUR / @ 7:32 PM
26th March: don't remember much of what i did this day. hmm, had choir practice after school that day. choir practice was okay. was supposed to run two rounds after school that day for punishment; but forgot to do so liaox. KEKEke.27th March: dont remember much on this day. only thing i remember is that i go ponteng chemistry supplementary class. HURHUR. it's a class effort thingy. most people were in this together.
28th March: ooohh; hate this day. firstly, classes 3a, 3b and 3c were held back after flag-raising that day. then, mr thomas wanted us to sing the marimarikita song coz we didnt sing it well. saw eric kana lecture by mr thomas. GOOD JOB! effingly effed up larrhs after he told me to tuck in my shirt. he used the effing microphone to tell me some more. hmm, what else huh. well, this was the first day of my depression. CONFIDENTIAL.
went crying during poa and bio on that day. very paisehx if people see me cry but i can't help it. the thing that's bothering me was love problems actually.
29th March: another boring day. blahblah. had lots of homework to hand in that day lorrhs. plus a maths test some more. well, cried again like a small kid again on this day. had choir practice after school. it was okay, as usual. since i go ponteng punishment of two rounds around school. so, i ran round the school (ah hem) twice. FINE LARRHS; i cheated a bit but like the saying goes, ... okay la okay la. i have no sayings this time. STUPID BRANDON never wait for me de. went off in the bus first. damn him.
30th March: hmm. today was another okay day. not crying today as i was starting to forget about the depression thing already. nevertheless, cleared it all out of my mind already; well, most of it. i think that me is okay already coz i talked things over liaox. feeling much much better now.
had first speech day rehearsal today. BORING.
the next coming post will show all the pictures i took this recent week.
loved you more than i loved her
SYAIIFUFU =)) <3 ► VIVOcityMADNESS / Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 5:09 PM hey there people. me just gonna summarise everything that went down today. me went to vivo and yeah; so damn tired.
went to eat lunch first and blahblahblah. did many cool stuff there and blahblahblah. went take pictures here and there and blahblahblah. and yeah; saw lyn with her mum on the way back.
not much words though; but lots of pictures. hurhurhur XD
shafiqah&azlynn
CANDY; me likey
take one
take two
umm, take three
small saloon in TOYS'(RUST)'
like using vacuum cleaner liaox
emo
TOILET PARTY
three shadows in ascending order liaox
my shadow. NICE
i still love you more than beatrix bro
SYAIIFUFU =))
► LIBRARYfieldtrip / Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 5:16 PM today was another effing boring day, but was also a quite SADDENING though. woke up at 6.15 am. 6.15 am lehx. i was supposed to have woken up at around 5.30 am le lehx. so yeah; me ran all around the house to wake up everyone. went to take a cab to school; the money courtesy of my dad. hurhurhur XD.reached school at ard 6.45 am and searched around 1st and 2nd level of the lower secondary classes for seow teng and double c but couldnt find them. at ard 6.55 am, found them and yeah; was kinda sad that day because of some personal problems. was kinda because of a mistake.
had maths the first two periods. it was quite okay; maths exercises were kinda easy but it really wiped my hand out, especially my wrist. then had pe the next two periods. we ran 2.4 km (actually we ran 2.8 km instead) that day. mr tan gave us 25 mins for two rounds. so, me just mostly walked. 25 mins ba. so damn long lorrhs. was kinda 'LETIH' after the run. hurhurhur XD
after that was actually poa, but ms tan didnt come again. that ENORMOUS lady walked... (ah hem; STOMPED) into the classroom for relief. she was seriously wearing the same thing she was wearing the other day. hurhurhur XD. had nothing to do; coz i had ald finished my maths hw. so, i went to doze off till recess time.
blahblahblah. was realeased at 1 pm, so that we could have our lunch before we left for the LIBRARY. WHEEE; SO EXCITING. =.="
so yeah; went effingly reluctantly to the library (the one near je entertainment centre). on the way there, we saw this guy walking in front and this other girl and this other guy (that other guy was a student i guess). then, we saw the guy in front walking towards that other guy and asked him what did he want and what was he doing walking with that girl or sth liddat. then that other guy just said nth or sth liddat and walked away. then the other guy went to follow him all the way to the bus stop. we all just stopped and watched that guy confront the other guy.
when they were ard the bus stop area, we were all like, "GO LARRHS GO LARRHS" coz the more in front people had ald gone. We were apparently enjoying the drama lorrhs. HAHAS. we all laughed at that moment lehx. hurhurhur XD. well, we didnt know what happened next to the guys. (hope that other guy whacks the 'STALKER' ; KEKEke).
went for some LECTURE and had a tour of the library. we LEARNT many 'NEW' stuff. OKAY FINE. we didnt learn anything beneficial. it was all about the catalogue thingy, how to find books and the blahblahblah. after our tour, went for another NONG NONG LECTURE by some guy in blue.
it was sooo sooo boring lorrhs. most of us were already half dead. some were even sleeping. me was starting to doze off, but luckily, something really alerted me. heard the sound of a chair dropping. sooo LOUD de. it woke up most of us.
finally, it ended much longer than the stated time. went to je entertainment centre with farah and shiang ning. went to buy some food and yeah; me went back to school for a while to waste time. saw the sec one drama ppl in the art room and blahblahblah.
went back home by myself and reached home ard 5 pm. now i am blogging to you people. sorry horrhs; got no pictures. fone spoil larrhs.
i really love you bro
SYAIIFUFU =/ ► EFFEDup / Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 8:18 PM school today was effing BORING.
first lesson was poa. then you know what? ms tan didnt come that day. so two periods of doing nothing. i could join into other people's conversations and games; but i chose not to. was too effing tired. so i went to take a QUICK nap.
but it turned out that my nap wasnt that QUICK at all. it was kinda long. about one damn hour lorrhs. woke up when two periods of poa ended, and in came ms gan bang bang. yeah; bang bang; you gotta problem with that? hurhurhur XD
she came in; as saggy as ever (not as saggy as han siu yin though; hurhurhur XD). before lesson started, she went to 'attack' atikah coz she saw her chewing something in her mouth. then aliffah made a SMOOTH comment. then we were all like; good going aliffah; nice one. then, ms gan bang bang was like, "aliffah, what did you say?" KEKEke. to me, i think aliffah said sth that ms gan bang bang was supposed to observe closer first before making conclusions coz she never gave any evidence.
that was really smart of aliffah. hurhurhur XD. if you people still dont understand, i think what she meant to say was that ms gan bang bang was supposed to find evidence that atikah was really chewing, before concluding that she really did chew. well, this was what i thought it meant horrhs.
when ms gan bang bang asked aliffah, aliffah just replied a dunch know. KEKEke. then, ms gan bang bang went to ask atikah. atikah replied that aliffah said sth sth sth, then conclusion.
moving on, chemistry was kinda frustrating for me coz we were going through corrections for chemistry common test paper, which i effingly FAILED. i actually got a 20 over 40 for that test, but all because of ms gan bang bang and her 'LENIENT' marking, she minused off 2 marks; leaving me with an 18. BLOODY HELL lorrhs. i met the same fate of marks with marilou though.
so yeah; copied corrections here and there. then, after that one period of chemistry, we got ready for two more periods of biology. guess what? mr kamarul didnt come as well. i was effingly EFFED UP lorrhs. what the fuck man. me got nothing to do again during the other two free periods, so i went to crap with sherly and ying ying.
the relief teacher; dare i say it, was really ENORMOUS. i actually wanted to take a picture of her but realized that she seemed like a kind-hearted relief teacher. i still have a heart okay, so i didnt take the picture.
after those two periods, i went for recess.
after recess, studied some english and mt. malay class was quite funny actually; ahmad was sooo funny during malay lesson (he acted as a news reporter; dont ask me about it; lazy to explain). KEKEke XP
after that was contact time. ms priya was actually wanting to talk to me about some stuff but didnt manage to, coz she didnt have enough time. spent the whole contact time talking to benjamin. haix. so, ms priya will go and talk to me tomorrow at school instead.
after school, went out with sherly for awhile. didnt know that choir practice starts at 3.45 pm. damn. if only i knew sooner; i might have gone out with my sec ones to mac.
so yeah; went to bubble tea shop with sherly. she bought a chocolate oreo thingy; then we went to the same mac as my sec ones. went to have my lunch there; shared a bit with sherly. shireen and her friends were also there though.
me left mac at ard 3.25 pm. REGRETTED when i went out of mac from the back door. you know why? me tell you that long sad story now.
went out and walked a few centimetres to find a girl shouting my name from behind me. turned behind and saw this big group of normal technical malay girls staring at me. then, they started giggling for no reason. then, heard them speaking in malay; sth about they were right in guessing my name. i didnt even know them de. HOW DID THEY KNOW MY NAME!? ooohh; SCARY.
went for choir practice. it was kinda frustrating as well, coz mr ong kept asking us to repeat lots of parts in the song, 'SHADY GROVE'. it was then when i realized that the song was starting to be really annoying to me. we kept singing that song again and again and again, till almost all the singing people were all like fed up with that song.
just so you know
SYAIIFUFU =)) ► soTIRED / Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 5:58 PM jeepers creepers, i am so tired now. okay, i must stay strong. alrighty, i am now gonna tell you people the stuff that went down today.
from 12 to about 12.15, i ransacked my whole wardrobe and found that i had nothing nice to wear. i was sooo OUT OF CLOTHES to wear. for your info, i am not just the kind of guy that goes out with just some any plain t-shirt. so, i had to IMPROVISE. i grabbed something from both corners of my closet and yeah; loved the results. hurhurhur XD. but it was really COMPICATED though. me went out of the house at ard 12.30 pm. took the bus to jp. took the mrt to je. met double c there. we then went off to bugis.
firstly, we went in the mac there as i was super uber duper HUNGRY. wo hen er. after used a top-up card to get me a free fillet meal, went straight into the mood of LUNCH. went to gobble up everything. then, there was this lady; accompanied by this other lady; who asked me if we could share our table with them. and yeah, i allowed them.
after eating, noticed some dance competition outside. went to go take a look. found out that different school are sending groups of their students to perform various genres of routines. apparently, me and double c went to look; and as guessed, jurongville sec was not involved. TYPICAL.
their routines were sooo LAME&UNINTERESTING.
went to take pictures of bugis junction while we walked around inside. after 30 minutes of window-shopping, decided to head out. as we were going to enter the mrt, we found that it was sooo DAMN PACKED. so, we went to other entrances but found no way to squeeze through. just when we found a suitable entrance, the doors then started to close. DAMN.
so we waited and waited. by waiting, i went crazy again and took pictures. good thing i went to charge my hp this morning till it was all charged up.
next train came; we got up and yeah, waited yet again. dropped off at je and transferred to another train and headed out to bukit batok. went to west mall for a while. me needed to at least borrow 1 book coz that was practically my SOLE PURPOSE of going out today. told my mum that i was going to the library ba. hurhurhur XD.
went in POPULAR to search for some assesment book for my 10 year old bro. couldnt find the one i was looking for. so yeah; totally gave up. next, went to the library there to borrow some books. this was officially one of the most memorable stuff that happened to me so far. almost never borrowed books from a REAL library before. the last time was when i was 9 years old. hurhurhur XD.
went to borrow this book. the title? i forgot liaox. hahas. and yeah; double c helped me to borrow that book. me in a total LOSS when it comes to that kind of stuff. do i look like the kind of person who reads? i dont think so. KEKEke.
then, we went to buy us some chocolates. YUMYUM. after that, went to the mac there and used my remaining top-up cards to get me 7 more free meals.
unfortunately, i went to a counter where my cashier was.. how can i say this nicely? hmm. OLD.
but for an old, wrinkly, slow and feeble old guy; i have to admit; he wasnt like other old people. he was much smarter and faster than them. got 6 fillet meals and 1 mcchicken meal. wanted to give my other beloved bro; brandon; the mcchicken meal. hurhurhur XD. asked other people but they refused in so many DIFFERENT&UNIQUE (*cough; WEIRD; hachoo) ways.
so yeah; me and double c went our separated ways. me went back to boon lay with all those bags of food and a bag full of 'stuff'. DAMN TIRING lorrhs. reached jp; took 242; and dropped off at brandon's bus stop.
you know what? he lives in a block with LETTERS. me no likey. hate it. but i had no choice. went exploring his estate and finally, found his block. went up and delivered him his free meal; right at his doorstep.
he opened his door and... i stretched out my arm to give him his food. he looked like he hasnt eaten for months. he went to open his gate. but the GATE COULDNT OPEN. he tried desperately to open his gate. TUGGED HERE AND THERE. i could see him CRYING as he pulled and pulled and pulled. alas, his gate got dettached and he got FLUNG away. me being the 'BESTEST GODBRO'; (ah hem; hurhurhur XD); he can ever have, rushed in and helped him up. i lifted up his chin; his oh so wonderful chin and he spoke; " no. i am not worthy." i replied in a hushful manner, "dont speak like that child... and..." OKAY LARRHS. FINE. me gonna stop being very DRAMA now.
this was how it really went down. got infront of his doorstep; he opened his door and gate. i handed him his food. he said thanks; and i left.
SHEESH!
went off back to his bus stop of about 10 mins of looking around his estate for the exit. SHARDDUP; me not familiar with the area he lives in okay. went up 242 and found that it wasnt an air-conditioned bus. grrrs.
and now i am back home; blogging to you people.
took some pictures today.
no one is right; we all make mistakes
SYAIIFUFU =))
► asTIREDasEVER / Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 3:32 PM me just came back. asTIREDasEVER.went to my cuzzies' condo for dance classes at around 9 am. their chaffeur wasnt able to fetch me coz it was his day off. of all days... HMPH
after a lengthy lecture from ms roxanne, was released and made my way with my cuzzies to jp to search for birthday presents. went in almost every gift shop but found nothing to buy for my friends' birthday.
it was nearing 1 pm. so, my dad came to fetch me to go to the mosque. after that, went to west mall with my cuzzies again. that place was more super uber duper BORING. it was WORSER-ER than jp lorrhs. more got nothing to buy.
wanted to go bugis; but my cuzzies had a curfew coming already. so yeah. me so not gonna go bugis alone. who do you think i am? i need COMPANY you know. so, i went my separate way back home; with no presents to bring home.
i shouldve just bought anything for my friends' birthday. maybe even a pen or something? hurhurhur XD. HMPH. thanks a lot for me being sooo CHOOSY.
came home to have hafiz calling me. picked up an answered a NO to him, coz he asked if i can go for dance practice today. of course i said NO; my mum will surely not let;it's in such short notice some more. since i said NO, hafiz's friend (this girl i dont know; who happened to have a cute voice) went to persuade me over the fone. diden even know her lorrhs; nevertheless, still said that i cannot come.
after the call, my mum kept 'SHOOTING' at me questions on my conversation with hafiz and his friend. she apparently EAVESDROPPED. she kept saying that hafiz's friend was trying to be 'CHEEKY' with me and vice versa. please lorrhs. i just TRIED to keep QUIET while she kept 'attacking' repeatedly over that UNTRUE issue; even though what she blabbered was far from the TRUTH.
why must she be like that? TELL ME WHY! she's treating me like i am still her SMALL KID. in case she's failing maths, i am fifteen. i am practically a YOUNG ADULT. i know my boundaries and limitations. i decide what i want to do with my life; despite of how hazardous i want my life to be.
didnt take pictures for today though coz my hp was nearing being DEAD.
haix. me have to go do my homework soon. didnt even touch them yet lorrhs.
everytime i walk out the door; i see him die a little more inside
SYAIIFUFU =)) ► AGENDA / @ 11:11 AM okay, now me is going to tell you what i did for my whole MARCH holies.
10th March : spent the whole day blogging =))
11th March : went to lot 1 to waste time and do some shopping <33
12th March : went to mac to have lunch; a depressing and emotional day for me ;((
13th March : one of the most embarassing days of my life; went to lavender with parents to have my i/c made =(( ; went to dance class =))
14th March : went for HISTORY REMEDIAL; wasted time in ZHUULOOONG =D
15th March : went for dance and choir practice =))
16th March : went to dance class in the morning; went to go search for birthday pressies; catch up on homework and studies =.=
yupps. so thats what i practically did for my whole MARCH holies.
and you know what? i havent even shown my PROGRESS CARD to my parents yet; all because i FAILED my MALAY and got a D7 and BIOLOGY and got an F9
SOMEBODY HELP ME!
show me some positivity
SYAIIFUFU =I ► CHOIRplusDANCEpractices / Thursday, March 15, 2007 @ 4:52 PM me went for choir and dance practice today.
woke up at around 8 today. said good morning to my beloved bro and smsed here and there to him.
another thing, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR DANCE AUDIES KRISHASHA =))
then, went to get ready for choir practice which starts at 10 am to 1.30 pm.
after getting ready, i took the bus there. while on the bus, i listened to some music and smsed. reached school; and smsed again.
MY HANDPHONE BILL WILL EXPLODE AGAIN =(( NOTED` `
went to dance studio to meet the CHOIR PEOPLE. hahas. they stayed over in school the day before. KEKEke. too bad for them. while they were at school for CHOIR CAMP, i was enjoying the company of my friends and computer. KEKEke.
not forgetting my tv; what show? DANCEFLOOR
choir practice was kinda interesting. practiced 'EVERYONE SANG'. it was a very nice piece; but very difficult to sing. everything needed to be perfect.
ms wong and mr ong asked us to memorise these following points.
-dynamics
-phrase
-diction
-listening to friends
-eyes on the conductor
there are more points; i think; but i forgot liaox. KEKEke.
as i entered the dance studio, almost all the CHOIR PEOPLE were like staring at me. they were murmuring stuff about me wearing specs. some were shocked. KEKEke. during choir practice in the dance studio, did some warm-ups and left for the music room.
on the way there, walked beside sherly. she like took off my specs and 'played' with it. kept telling her other choir friends that my specs was sooo COOL coz it has no degree. =.=
reached music room; practiced mostly on 'EVERYONE SANG'. it was kinda a blurr to me coz i diden even have the score for that song; thus i did not even know the words to that song. so; me being very GOOD at memorising, memorised the song; as the choir kept singing certain parts repeatedly.
went for sectionals for a while. during sectionals, ESTHER (this girl who likes to KEPO; EAVESDROP and LAUGH LIKE CRAZY PIG) gave us a lecture on us being slacky-docious. =.=
i was mostly like staring at her; with my mouth wide open; trying to understand what she was saying. (it was 10 plus plus in the morning you know; i should still be sleeping at around that time lorrhs). after sectionals, went to sing 'EVERYONE SANG' again and the guys stayed behind in the music room while the girls went away to dance studio etc to practice.
at that time, mr ong had to leave. so he left and this other pianist guy took over. SING HERE AND SING THERE AGAIN and around 1.20 pm; he released us.
went to the bus stop. talked a bit with bing an, coz his bus arrived ald. then after that, brandon came along and chatted with him for awhile. (brandon is my other beloved godbro also ba)
99 came and he got up, then went up 98 with hui yuan. i took 98 coz i was going to go to the dance area to practice dance with hafiz, deon, fion and gwen. went there and practiced for a while; while smsing my beloved bro.
actually i wanted to go below his block to practice; that way, i can also teach him the dance. then, i can also see him. planned to go play bball after that. BUT the whole thing got CANCELLED coz hafiz's friend was coming as well and she didnt wanna go under his block. oh well...
then wasted time, smsing here and there and guess what? MY FONE WENT DEAD.
shouldve brought my charger. next time, i must bring. NOTED` `
went home at ard 4 coz my mum called and nagged at me. and now, i am blogging to you people.
haix. same as the night before, will have another BORING tuition tonight at ard 8.30 pm. it interrupts me wanting to watch tv lorrhs. now, can only watch first part. hmph
bought for LYN an early birthday present. SSSHHH; DONT TELL. KEKEke. =.=
took some pictures today.
so i wont give up; no i wont break downSYAIIFUFU =)) ► BOREDBOREDBORED / Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 1:21 PM today was just another boring day for me. haix =.=
woke up at ard 8 plus plus to get ready for my history remedial, which starts at ard 10 am. so, i got ready blahblahblah. during my preparation time, smsed here and there. said good morning to my beloved bro and blahblahblah. left the house, then got up 99 at about 9.10 am.
geraldine called me when i was in the bus and blahblahblah. smsed again here and there. sat down opposite two malay ladies; they seemed to be in their mid-fourties. they kept commenting about dressing-styles of some people in the bus. me got kinda annoyed by their comments. suddenly, they started to look at me. they asked me a question on my shoes. i was wearing trendy-kind of shoes and she asked me if i was allowed to wear my trendy shoes in school. i just said i didnt even care. KEKEke.
when my stop came, i alighted the bus. while i was heading towards school at ard 9.50 am, met up with NAM. then, walked to school with her and blablahblah. went in the humanities room for my remedial. took attendance and blahblahblah.
took a picture of the back view of mdm tan while she was wiping the whiteboard.
sat down and waited for mdm tan to start her remedial. actually, this was the FIRST ever remedial i have attended. KEKEke.studied some stuff about Germany. kinda interesting actually. of course i attended more to my hp larrhs, but my eyes were fixed on mdm tan; listening to every single thing she said; while my fingers did the smsing. KEKEke
asked us to do a question on source-based qns. asked me about some stuff on whether the Dawes Plan was successful in 1924. my answer to her question was actually a YES, but wee song kept saying NO. so that kinda discouraged me from saying YES. then mdm tan go nag about me not being able to answer her question and blahblahblah.
she wore a simple yellow top and jeans. she really really pulled her jeans sooo high that it seemed like her vagina was very FLAT; not like the usual. KEKEke. *me not pervert; it was just sooo obvious*
she went past her desired end time of 11 am for the remedial lorrhs. she released us at around 11.15 am. went off to take 98 to my bro's block. just wanted to see him coz i didnt see him since the school holies started. went ard his block area, smsed here and there. he smsed me that he saw me; but unfortunately, i didnt even see him lorrhs. very irritated. HMPH. he kept saying not to go up the floors in his block. i didnt even know which floor he stayed in lorrhs.
went exploring around his block area; for no reason whatsoever; just to waste time. as time passed by, i was feeling even more hot and hungry and thirsty as i walked around there.
after walking around his block area, headed to my grandparents house to eat lunch coz i was super uber HUNGRY&THIRSTY. but just remebered that my bro who is staying with them has MUMPS and i dont wanna get infected with the sickness. so, the wise thing to do was not to go there at this period of time.
zeke's block was so BORING. HMPH. KEKEke
took a picture near his block.
after that, went to take 98 back to sqps area to go buy myself some bubble tea. THIRSTY ba. havent even eaten or drank anything yet. smsed here and there again while waiting for the 'BUBBLE TEA LADY' to finish doing her thing with my CHOCOLATE ICE-BLENDED.went up the bus; smuggling my drink in my bag; and went up the stairs of 99. reached home at around 1 plus plus and now i am blogging to you people. KEKEke
and one more thing before i say buhbye, OH YEAH! KRISHASHA is OKIE DOKIE now! GLAD.
when i'm standing in the dark, i'll still believe
SYAIIFUFU =)) ► EMBARASSINGday / Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 11:38 PM guess what? !IT'S NOT OVER!
talked things over. and of course i forgave him. he is my bestest bro ever and i love him so so much ba. just hope that now that he knows, he will be more aware of my feelings.
decided that i am not going to delete my previous posts as i feel that those posts are necessary.
well, what mostly happened today was kinda blurr to me coz i have still been crying today, causing me not to think straight but only in the morning coz in the afternoon, i will be going to LAVENDER remember, to make my i/c. *and yeah; it's lavEnder, not lavAndar*
TODAY WAS ONE OF THE WORST DAYS OF MY LIFE
left at about 2. before leaving home, ran all over the house to search for the required documents to bring for my i/c registration thingy. yupps, so left the house and took the bus to jp interchange. during the journey to jp, my mum keep on insisting on my other bro to sit down coz he was standing. she keep on saying it lorrhs. she's like, "you sit here now. faster before anyone sits here. faster!" i was so PAISEH lorrhs. so damn embarassed. you know what i did? i pretended not to know my family. KEKEke. i didnt have anything to do on the bus, coz i didnt bring my mp4. too big lerrhs; lazy to carry. so i kept on smsing and smsing and smsing.
reached jp interchange. we headed to the place to buy the tickets/top-up in the mrt station. on the way there, my mum kept fussing over how ugly the boon lay mrt station is compared to other stations. =.=
after buying a ticket for my baby sister, it went missing after some time. then my mum kept fussing over that. KILL ME; JUST KILL ME. then, she went to buy for my baby sister another ticket. after that, went up the mrt and sat down coz i was super uber lazy to stand.
when we were at je interchange, my mum's friend got in with her family, and my mum was like, "hey! its you! you remember me? me syaifullah's mother larrhs. BLAHBLAHBLAH!" my eyes widened lorrhs. pretended not to know her again. apparently, her friend's son was also going to make i/c that day. just found out that we used to study in the same class together.
she kept talking to her friend about her family life, including stuff about ME. and i was like, "just shut up mum!"
smsed here and there and we finally reached lavender. went out of the mrt with me and my mum's friend's family. took the same elavator down. when i was in the elavator, my mum's friend kept saying how handsome i looked now; and how tall i was. =.=
went in the building thingy to make passport/ic etc, then we went our separated ways. went to queue up blahblahblah. after registering and getting a queue number, went off to take passport-sized pics but there were sooo many people queing to take pics lorrhs.
so, each of my family members went to queue up at different levels and if anyone were to get near the front of the line, i supposed to go replace them. the problem is this; I DIDNT WANT TO. it seems sooo much like 'cutting queue' to me. so i kept telling them that i dont want to 'cut queue' lerrhs. then keep saying till i get annoyed. my mum kept saying i was very rude since i answered all her questions annoyed-ly.
went up to the top floor while my family went to wait for my number to arrive. waited for the queue to get shorter and blahblahblah. smsed here and there and blahblahblah. there was this screen that enabled people to see the face of the person getting the photo taken. so PAISEH lorrhs for the person wanting to take pic.
it was my turn. sat dwn and stared at the screen. waited and waited. the helper went on critisizing about my FRINGE. she kept asking me to adjust it. kept saying, "haiyorrhs. your fringe cannot touch your eyebrows." so, i kept on adjusting it lorrhs; didnt wanna make her angry. me a good kid. KEKEke.
she finally got fed up, then she went to adjust it herself. i was so annoyed again after she 'touched' my forehead. went to give a wide smile for my pic and slanted my head a bit. *i always slant my head when taking pics one* then that stupid old lady go adjust my head lorrhs. SHIT HER. i was like taking much much longer to have my pic taken than the others lorrhs. so, i gave a wide smile full of teeth again and this was how it turned out.
it is soooo UGLY lorrhs. felt like CRYING again after seeing my passport-sized pic. even wanted to CURSE that stupid old lady. that lady was somehow 'cheeky'; ewwww. not gonna elaborate on that.went to and did some i/c stuff and blahblahblah. finally it was over. can go HOME liaox. went to eat ice-cream after that. left for boon lay mrt station again. met a very chio friend of mine from my primary school. JANE TAN YUE YIN was her name.
went to jp. ate dinner there at 5. repeat one more time; dinner at 5! so early lorrhs. family crazy already lorrhs. said they were hungry. i wanted to eat at home you know; wanted to take-away. KEKEke. so, no choice larrhs. ate there at BANQUET. after that went to buy some stuff and blahblahblah. there was actually a 'POWER RANGERS' roadshow kind of thingy. my littlest bro went to watch it while we waited for my dad to pick us up in his taxi.
took some pictures earlier.
reached home and got ready for my dance night class. my uncle's chaffeur came with my my uncle's limo. repeat again; LIMO. KEKEke. its not that kind of very very high-class limousines larrhs.stupid dance teacher was late again as usual. dunno what to do, so, i smsed my bro. blahblahblah. finally at ard 9.30 plus, she came. dance dance dance, then at ard 10 plus at night, left the dance studio and headed home. my cousins sooo good lorrhs, accompanied me through my ride back home.
i kept smsing my bro through my journey back home in the limo, then my female cousin very KEPO. she kept saying that she wanted to speak to him. she was like reaching for my fone, so i pushed her face away lorrhs. KEKEke. then, my other male cousin kept on playing with the remote control for the television. kept changing the channels. so childish lehx he; he almost eighteen lerrhs.
reached home at ard 10.30 and blahblahblah. and now i blogging to you people.
one more thing before i go, cheer up KRISHASHA. =D . you always have a LISTENER in me and whatever my beloved bro did, gonna defend him again; please, can i ask you to forgive him, kaes?
wanting to take back whatever i said
SYAIIFUFU =))
woke up mysteriously in the middle of the night, thought i had a nightmare. but found that my face was covered with tears. why did this happen? it was utterly IMPOSSIBLE. i thought i was okay already. but unfortunately i was wrong.
guess i am going to feel like this forever; eventually breaking down and sinking low into the deepest depths of depression.
but i ain't gonna be desperate. i am just gonna LET GO of everything. just gonna be a normal kid, with normal dreams, leading a normal life.
some of you say, "he is just a boy"; but to me, he is more than just an average boy.
soon, in less than 6 hrs, i will say goodbye to my previous post, and say hello to a new beginning.
and sorry bro, if you do not manage to read that post, causing you to NOT KNOW ANYMORE my feelings within my
guess what? i guess it's OVER...
it's over
SYAIIFUFU ;(( ► it'sNOTover / Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 6:42 PM It’s Over
Four voices perfectly blending
Right from the start
Ooooh, I'm afraid that's ending
And my world is fallin' apart
It's over
And I feel so alone
This is a sadness I've never known
How did I let the sweetest of dreams slip away
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay
Promises made, not meant to be broken
From a long time ago
Ooooh, so many words still unspoken
Tell me how was I to know
It's over
Never thought it would be
Why in the world did this happen to me
How could I let
The sweetest of dreams slip away
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay
I go round and round
And round in my head
Wanting to take back
Whatever I said
No one was right
We all make mistakes
I'm ready to do whatever it takes
Please, please, please
Don't let it be Over!
No, this is not how it ends
I need my sisters, my family, my friends
Don't wanna let
The sweetest of dreams slip away
'Cause if it's over
Then the hurt is here to stay
Don't let it be over
Please...
Don't let it be over
Please, don't let it be over
whenever i hear this song, i will CRY.
i really love my bro very much; i bet some of you people know who i am talking about.
but i am not sure if he loves me as much already. even though i trust him super uber much, why am i feeling otherwise. isit just a hunch? or isit a premonition...
somehow, i dont feel loved by him anymore. now, it is never about me anymore. its only about him now...
i still remember vividly, when he first smsed me. i was resting after my orientation camp 2007. woke up and saw that i had many text messages. i replied each and everyone, "and you are"
apparently, they were all from my sec one class, 1b. for the last sms i replied, 'and you are', i was a bit rude to that person as i was DAMN ANNOYED, coz i replied so many people the same old thing. that person replied me, asking me to guess. then i replied him that i was in no mood to guess; since i was annoyed ba.
he told me his name. i was kind of surprised at first. then, continued chatting with him and i learnt many things from him. and, as you people can guess; he was my bro. those days after orientation days were really one of the most memorable in my whole entire life, all because of mainly HIM. when i first saw him during my orientation days with 1b, felt that he was something special to me; dont know why. he keeps replying me fast; but now it will take him almost FOREVER.
so as you people know, i am CRYING now as i am typing this post.
he kept on smsing me and i kept replying. but now, its all different. he is gradually changing. he is slowly slipping away from my grasp, and soon, i will be left with just a memory of him.
he never says that he loves me anymore recently; especially before sleeping; and so, i lost interest in bothering to say that i love him as well. and soon, i guess i will also lose interest in smsing him. *sniff*
when i tell him that he doesnt love me anymore since he never say that anymore, he will say something like this to me, "you cannot feel le ma?". *sniff*
so as you people know again, i smsed him. he still haven't replied me, even after several hours. so, now, i keep telling myself that probably he was 'BUSY' or something. *sniff*
he just replied; coz i smsed him again. said he forgot. SEE WHAT I MEAN.
got into a couple of misunderstandings with him and even some other loved ones of mine. and sometimes, i even defend him even though i am not talking to him because of a certain misunderstanding. why why? tell me why? why am i sooo good to him, even in misunderstandings; defending him when he is rightfully in the wrong. but in the end, i will always forgive him. i will NEVER EVER hate or get angry with him. NEVER
in the end, i dont think i will have a happy ending; but i will not give up on being a good bro to him. he's my bestest godbro and i love him very much.
its okay if you people dont understand, coz its brotherly love.
and if bro, you dont happen to read this, i'm sorry. gonna delete this post when i eventually get sick of it. thus, nothing will get changed. and i will feel like this my whole entire life.
please don't let it be over
Oh God Almighty
Please Dont Let It Be Over
Dont Let Him Slip Away From Me
Please; Oh Please
SYAIIFUFU ;(( ► anotherBORINGday / @ 4:58 PM nothing much happened today actually. just anotherBORINGday.
went mac at ard 1 pm with double c. she was sleepy; i was hungry. so, i bought a fillet meal for myself. i was damn HUNGRY lorrhs.
OKAY. i am officially !BROKE!
i ate ate ate; double c listen listen listen to her mp3. then went to do some questions in my physics workbook. only 'SOME', coz it was sooo DAMN HARD. so, i told myself that i needed to read my textbook on that chapter once again. haix.
went to practice dance for a while at around 1.50 pm. then at around 2 pm, left to take the bus back home sweet home. stupid specs make my eye area kinda itchy. hahas. still need more time to adjust ba.
haiyarrhs. tomorrow i need to go LAVANDER&/&LAVENDER to make my i/c. hmph. then need to take passport-sized photos. shit larrhs; my hair long already. later my photos will turn out UGLY one lorrhs. i need to go make it with my mummy some more. =.=
oh yeah. and one more very very small thing; my dad finally paid back my MONEY!
notBROKEanymore!
and my world is falling apart
SYAIIFUFU =)) ► new specs; in a HOT day / Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 4:53 PM woohoo. got my new specs already. it looks kind of cool actually. black on the outside. stripy in the inside. blahblahblah. of course at first you see me wearing specs, it will look kind of weird. for me, i also feel weird. just give me some time to adjust.
okay. went to take bus to jp interchange, go and take mrt. blahblahblah. alighted at je, and transferred to another train. blahblahblah. alighted at bukit batok there to wait for double c. she was late lorrhs. so, i needed to wait for her. so... I WAITED AND WAITED. finally, she reached. then we go take mrt to chua chu kang there. entered lot 1 and we went into mac immediately after we set foot in the building, coz i was VERY HUNGRY LORRHS. KEKEke. blahblahblah.
went to but myself some french fries and fillet, while double c just bought a drink. don't know what drink lerrhs. anyways, so i eat eat eat, she drink drink drink. blahblahblah.
when i looked in front of me, saw this indian girl staring at me from across another table. i immediately pretended to look elsewhere. then i go tell double c. hahas. scary lerrhs. she not pretty one. not interested.
after finish eating, we go up the escalator, blahblahblah. then went in a couple of shops, wasted time and then we went in 'the bluez' shop. double c went to look ard, while i went to look at the specs rack. all very ugly lerrhs. got one very nice one, but it was too small for me. told my bro about the ugly choices and he gave me some advice so that i will not buy specs that didnt suit me well. smsed here and there, looked around, then we left; with me disappointed coz i didnt get to buy my specs there. window-shopped some more. played with this piggy flashlight tingy and blahblahblah.
entered 'yellow' after that. double c go chat with the salesperson, while me go and look ard. the salesperson help me choose a pair and i just buy it only larrhs. me kinda SHY ba. hurhurhur =)) it was priced at about $15. so expensive one lorrhs. hahas; for me larrhs. borrowed some money from double c and blahblahblah. left the shop and blahblahblah down the escalator and into 'mini toons'. double c went to go buy some sugary treats while i kept on going to the lavatory. took a couple of pictures there and blahblahblah. KEKEke.
left lot 1 for lakeside mrt station. then went to the dance practice area for dance practice. after a hot and tiring dance practice, went to 7-11 to buy me a 'GIANT SLURPEE' blahblahblah. then went loitering around sqps area, trying to find block 440.
have no idea where that stupid block is. wanted to go see LYN for a while for no reason under her block 440. but since i cannot find, i gave up larrhs. it was super uber hot aniwaes, coz i was being stylish again and overdressing. wore something suitable for winter; thats whyy it was sooo HOT. so, i gave up and went to the bus stop near block 450, i think. then double c left to take her bus back home. yadayadayada.
saw zavier boarding the bus and blahblahblah. went in 99 after that and blahblahblah. reached home ard 4 plus plus and blahblahblah. and here i am now, blogging to you people.... blahblahblah
leaving you people with some pictures i took on that day.
ooohh. some of them are CRAZY pictures!
and now the hurt is here to stay
SYAIIFUFU =))
and instead, i will be going to lot 1 with double c today at around 1 pm. gonna go buy my specs and waste time. blahblahblah. borrowing about $6 from her, coz i dont have the money yet. stupid dad larrhs. all my money gone coz i use my money to go top-up first, then my dad is supposed to pay me back coz he was supposed to pay for my bills instead of me lorrhs. but as usual, he will pay me back LATE.
and today's SUNDAY. meaning my bro will return from his chalet break. yay! i just hope that he had really really relaxed well; coz i dont want him to be stressed. =D
well, me have to fly now. me going to lot 1 ba. must get ready larrhs. I LIKE
so many words still unspoken
SYAIIFUFU =)) ► plannings / Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 2:49 PM stupid bro lerrhs. make me jealous, because he go chalet till sunday. i also want lorrhs but I not going nw and instead, going during this june holies. then got no one to love&accompany me through the weekends. hmph ~
but i am very HAPPY for him. i really want him to relax and enjoy every single seconnd of his time there. but still, hmph ~ ask him what he did, he tell me he lazy to explain. HMPH. he purposely wanna make me more jealous lorrhs. shit him. but i cannot blame him, coz he at chalet ba. got lots of things he can do there, he should be very busy. that must be the reason why he lazy to tell me. maybe next time bro, next time. whatever it is, will still love him the most!
oh yeah, i gonna buy my specs tomorrow, maybe. coz my mum go force me go GEYLANG tomorrow for don’t know what. what the fuck man. of all places, why GEYLANG!?!?!
it has been a very long time since i went to a hotel for some extraordinary functions, coz my uncle and aunt went to the uk to further their studies. they old already lehx. hmph. i really miss the fancy clothes and sophisticated ettiquette. if they were to hold a huge function, i am totally gonna bring zeke, LYN and maybe krishasha along. gonna go beg my parents and my aunt or uncle for having permission to bring them along lorrhs. keke, hope zeke they all can come though.
i was supposed to go back to sweet denmark to visit my auntie who's sick, but my auntie okay already le. so, i dont need to go already.
wa lau, i really wanted to go and visit my cuzzies lorrhs. they're the best. LOVE YOU sebastian and caecilie. besties forever =))
how could i let the sweetest of dreams slip away
SYAIIFUFU =)) ► sport's day rush / @ 12:41 PM i will be blogging about what happened yesterday during SPORTS DAY. got lots of things to blog about though, hope i will not forget the important bits that happened yesterday.
well, woke up at ard 5.30, as usual, looked around and went back to sleep again. hahas; keke. woke up again at ard 5.40; not much difference in sleep time though; and got ready to leave. left the hse and took the bus to jp interchange. waited in the bus with my friend, and blahblahblah, went in the mrt and blahblahblah. saw many jurongville students on the train. keke. everything seemed 'orange' to me. keke; hope you know what i mean. and blahblahblah.
reached bukit gombak mrt station, and headed to bukit gombak stadium. my good good friend, chiao chen (double c) was supposed to wait for me there, but as we were LATE, she went off to the stadium without me first. she needed to get there ard 7 as she was a sport's leader. found double c with fion, gwen and their friend. stayed ard them, then hafiz and deon came. after sme time, i went in the stadium. lots of people already reach liaox; not fun already. then saw zeke and zavier. hahas. blahblahblah. found sherly also and walked one round ard the track with her. as we were like in the middle of the round, we saw and heard kamalamohan (aka mr mohan) calling the people to assemble in their classes. i was like asking sherly to 'faster larrhs'. and she was like 'walk slower larrhs'. =.= haix. but fortunately, we reached back before my class even settled dwn. i just stood around my class area, not wanting to seat dwn coz like i wanted to waste time. then, mdm tan (from bukit anak kambing, keke) came and asked me to sit dwn. guess what? i just ignored her larrhs. duhhz. then she asked sherly whyy she wore a purple bra tingy. sherly just walked away. COOL. she diden even get scolded or sth. XD
finally sat dwn coz i got tired of standing. then the rest were like wanting to seat as well. ooohh; i am INFLUENTIAL.
when almost everone in my class settled dwn, i crapped with my friends and looked around. everone was like also looking around, as no teacher gave us instructions yet. we were like waiting for something to happen. then waited and waited; blahblahblah. then got nth to do, my friends go spray their hair red color, coz we were in FIRE house ba. hurhurhur =))).
they sprayed mine at the back. WHY!!! some of the 'molecules'; keke; got into my mouth. it tasted awful. then blahblahblah, we sang lyana a bdae song coz it was her bdae. the other student from different classes just stared at us. lyana was so PAISEH lerrhs. keke. we got separated into our houses. sat dwn beside shiang ning. and blahblahblah, waited for the event to start rolling.
watched people run and stuff. me and shiang ning were like screaming for participants from our hse and we were like eating as often as well. our hse was near liveless lorrhs, damn annoying, no SPIRIT. but got this one girl, who sat behind me. she kept on screaming and shouting and jeering and blahblah. loved her spunk.
i waited anxiously for the 4x100m race coz zeke is running in that event lerrhs. keke. when the moment came, saw him and his friend, also a participant, kenneth looking around, not knowing whre to go. i was like, "zeke!!! whre are you going?!?!?!" then he disappeared with kenneth to dont know where. so, i got worried and i then called lyn. she picked up and i told her that zeke was supposed to go to the red and white tent in front of the area whre storm house was sitting. and talked to her about blahblah stuff about zeke's whreabouts. soon after, saw zeke 'reappearing'. so, i went dwn with shiang ning to go tell zeke where to go. but shiang ning wanted to go to the 'lou'. of all times, why NOW?? so i waited for her larrhs, after that, saw zeke heading to the tent. FINALLY. i bet lyn told him where to go already. yayys!!!
saw the 4x100m race in progress and zeke was the last one from his team to run. unfortunately, he got third lorrhs. FUCK LERRHS. i really wanted him to win, but nbamind though. blahblahblah.
finally, the whole thing ended. phew. we were required to wait 1st before we left coz we needed to tidy up our area. shit larrhs, the people responsible for the ribbon tingy really sucked. they go tear apart their red ribbon and their remains were like all over the place. so, i picked up a few and after some time, we were dismissed.
some of my sec ones were like asking me regarding what mr thomas (aka our vp 1) said to us just nw. he told us that three of them will be stationed at three diff areas, inspecting those three areas. mr thomas will be at west mall, mr mohan at jp and mr kwek at je. i just told them not to care, even though it was really true. mr thomas will not lie to us one. scary lerrhs.
we went to je to go and eat. people who tagged along were me, double c, hafiz, deon, this one d girl, lyn, zeke and zavier. fion and gwen didnt go and instd went to the mac near my school. went in the mrt blahblahblah. oh yeah, before we boarded the mrt, saw mr thomas staring at the mrt platform. scary. guess he wanted to see who was misbehaving. surely not me, coz i very good one marrhs. keke. =) =.=
reached je. got this one old guy giving out some papers; aka fliers and such. snatched one from him. hahahas. threw it in the dustbin when i saw the garbage bin. entered the building and saw quite alot of jvs students inside. zeke they all waited ard outside long john while me, double c and hafiz when upstairs to see people iceskate. boring lorrhs. got only a little people go iceskate. no one even did tricks. i didnt see people 'FLYING'. =.=
went back dwn, and to my horror, saw natalie entering the building. you know what i did... I RAN BACK UP THE ESCALATOR LARRHS. i seriously didnt anticipate her coming you know. i didnt know what to say. while i waited for nat to disappear some whre, met up with stacie and her crew. they were taking neos. =.= then, went back dwn coz she was nowhere to be seen. went in kfc with the guys. i didnt wanna eat though, wanted to save money for my specs. saw lyana and her gang inside. gave her a sweet for her bdae. its the thought that counts okayys. saw some people in kfc looking at me. do i look that presentable and wow-ing? hate it when people look at me.
saw some band ppl and yeah, blahblahblah. i went up again while they were eating, coz i wanted to go see nat now. somehow, i knew what to say to her already. she was also taking neos. TYPICAL. after talking with her for a while, blahblah met up wit cui wen and marilou in the neoprint shop. went back dwn to kfc and waited for them to finish eating. finally, they finished and we went off lorrhs. called nat to tell her where i was gonna go. zeke, lyn, 1d girl, zavier and deon wanted to go back to sqps. so they went off first. me, hafiz and double c got nowhere to go now. I DIDNT WANT TO GO HOME JUST YET. as usual. so, fine larrhs. we also wanted to go sqps. walked in the interchange, saw sth foreboding. ooohh; krishasha lorrhs. then i asked double c and hafiz to wait for krisha they all to board the bus 1st, coz that time i wasnt talking to krisha. ( something regrettable mind you ) soon, they boarded the bus. blahblah, then we go to the 98 area there.
while we were walking to the 98 area, found something nice for me to take a picture of. KEKEke.
while waiting for the bus, we did some dance moves. think we saw people staring le. keke, the bus came after quite a long time of waiting, we got up, blahblah.
reached sqps. as we were nearing the entrance, i saw deon under void deck near the school. so, as i ald knew, the rest were also there. and i really didnt want to see krisha that day. so, i like froze and and like danced to the left and saw all of them really under the block. hafiz went first there, and i was like "dont go larrhs". then double c went next... with my FONE. i was like, 'wtf'. but i still diden wanna chase after her for my fone. i just went off slowly, hoping that hafiz and double c will return. and they did. met back up with them and went to the practice area to practice dance for a while. the new steps, courtesy of hafiz; were really quite cool, i have to admit. after sme time, it was abt 3.30. so we left for hua yi bus top coz that area got 99 lerrhs. dont wanna waste my money ba.
went past the area deon was. and guess what, he was still there with the 1d girl. went to him to ask him what was he still doing there. he said that he wanted to wait for a teacher of sqps so that he and the 1d girl could get in. and i was like, 'oh ok'. he told us that lyn they all went to mac. hahas, knew it. double c didnt believe me when i told her that lyn they all will surely go mac.
reached hua yi bus stop. got up 99 and blahblah. slept for a while on the bus with hafiz coz we were like so exhausted, especially me from all the running away from natalie and such. keke.
so cute le lehx she. hurhurhur. =)
and at night, really had a emotional online chat with krishasha, and i realized what she has been going through and nw, we are still the best of friends.
promises made not meant to be broken
SYAIIFUFU =))