Well, I was at my uncle's condo as I just finished my dance class there. It was nearing 1120 and Ms Gan Bang Bang's Chemistry Supplementary Class was at 1130. I thought and I thought, and finally came to the conclusion, that I'll surely be late(:
Actually, during dance, I was the only one bringing a big bag as I needed to bring my Chemistry stuff bahh. Then, I went to put it at one corner of the dance studio. One of my dance friends almost got tripped over because of my bag obstructing his way. When that happened, I simply laughed to myself while squatting on the floor. Why ? Well, it had become a habit of mine. xP .
LOL . I knew that, but still, I could still use my cousin's computer there. XD . So, there. I got ready top leave his condo for school at around 1150. I even waited for a cab as taking a bus would take hours. So yeah. I waited for at least 10 minutes for a cab to drive by and finally, flagged one down.
I brought along an apple along, to give Ms Gan. Its the least I could do for coming late right. So at around 1220, I reached the classroom. On the way there, I saw Ms Priya passing by me in a cab herself. DEJAVU ? Dont think so. I went in the class to find Ms Gan writing something on the whiteboard nearest to the door. So, I went in and told her why was I late. I told her the truth actually, cause Edmund told me to do so. He was early there, and the fact that he went, shows that he really is a good boy. I'm so proud of him(:
After telling her blahblah, I went to put the apple on the teacher's table and unfortunately, she didnt see me doing so. I went to sit down behind Mika, and apparently, he was also as late as me. The only thing was that he still came earlier than me. Btw, this morning when I told him that I'll arrive there late, he wanted to go there late as well. I even told him that I'll give bang bang an apple(: He apparently wanted to skip some of it, so that he stayed there much shorter than the others. EFFING.
I kinda understood what Ms Gan was teaching though. It was kinda simple I guess. I was like really really tired cause had dance class earlier bahh. So I went to take a little nap and went text messaging in between time intervals of my sweet nap.
Quite a number of people came. Those who I dont think I saw there was Jia Li, Angelin, Keng Hui (ahhem, obviously), Kian Wei & Chih Peng (saw them playing bball at a Macdonald Outlet nearby after Supplementary) and Atikah. This meant that they didnt come I guess. Observed a few of the people who came also as well. Sherly. She tied her hair till like dont know what shit. Msg-ed Edmund that, and he replied that he agreed and stated that she was a bit acting cute. A BIT ? It was ALOT. Hmms, then, Hong Wei went to have a haircut and Marilou trimmed her fringe a bit.
Soon, at around 1330, Chemistry Supplementary Class was over. Yayness ! And you know what happened to my apple ? Hong Wei took it ! Like, what the hell ? Since Gan didnt see me putting it on her table, she mustve assumed that it wasnt for her. So, Hong Wei took it instead. Anyway, I went to pack up as slowly as possible just to waste more time. And to my displeasure, MAENOXOOUPUFF (also known as Puff), went to stand behind me when I was busy packing my bag. Farah and Yin Bao was already waiting in front of me. I used my eyes to signal to them that he was standing behind me. Plus, Farah handed CDs to me. And guess what ? He go kepo-kepo grabbed the CDs and took a good look at them. I was like, "WTF ?" So, I packed faster and inserted the CDs into my bag and went off.
I realised that he was following us, when suddenly, saw that Farah and Yin Bao disappeared. I knew why. He was following me now. I deliberately made myself hidden in between a crowd of people and turned round another corner, just to avoid meeting his eye. Then, I went hurriedly to this area where I finally met up with them. We walked together towards the hall-corridor area and saw him downstairs at the car-potch area. WTF ? We kinda acted like undercover spies, trying to avoid the eyes of our enemy or something like that. It was sorta fun in a weird way. He finally went off, but he walked slowly towards the exit though. Thus, we knew that he was trying to corner us or something, so that he can do his thing. He was somehow, waiting around there, frequently looking back, just to wait for my people to appear so that he could kepo and follow, which we dont want him to. Btw, I mentioned that he looked back frequently right ? Yeah, then Farah and Yin Bao was always dodging out of his view, and it was like sooo damn obvious. LOL .
Well, we met up with Farah Nadiah and Amni while waiting in the canteen for Puff to stop hanging around the zebra crossing area. Saw Sherly also. She let down her hair. Who does she think she is ? Christina Aguilera arhx ? Then she tugged on to me as usual, calling me her darling. Diao. Invited them to eat with us at JE Sports Complex's KFC as well. Sherly couldnt go cause she didnt have enough money. Phew~ So, only Farah Nadiah and Amni were tagging along with me and Farah. Yin Bao wasnt coming along with us though as well. So, as Yin Bao wasnt going, I kinda used her as a guinea pic/'korban' or something like that. How ? I asked her to lure Puff towards her. Why ? Thus, if that happens, the path for us to leave will be clear. So, she did just that while me and the others went off to the other canteen exit to leave from there. Well, Im still a good friend ohkay. Yin Bao was helping in a weird kind of way, thats all. XD .
So, we just went off out of the campus area as soon as possible, but to our dislike, we saw Puff walking past there and he god damn saw us. So, we like pretended to be normal and just ignored him . From the looks of it, he seemed to be tagging along with korkor, Mika and Jian Hong now. Its like, everyone is a victim for him to MAENOXIFY. LOL . Its ohkay if you dont understand that word(: Fuck, Farah didnt bring the colourful 'cross' of mine, which I gave to her though. Why ? Cause we could use it to make Puff melt if he were to try anything funny of course(: ^^ .
Puff and his victims were like practically in front of the big gate area, where we were heading. So, being drama, I was like singing while we were walking past him, to avoid making me available for him to suddenly talk to. And luckily, he didnt say a word to us. We crossed the road and as we were walking towards the KFC, I looked back to see Puff looking at us. Why wont he just quit it ? We're trying to be nice here ohkay; not wanting to hurt his thick-skinned feelings underneath his several layers of fat. Thats why we still havent said anything about leaving us alone to him yet. Haix.
While eating at the KFC there, we frequently looked out the window to find that the people swimming seemed to be jumping out of the pool to reach out to the celing of some sort or something like that. It was indeed disturbing. They looked as if they wanted to pull the lifeguard's legs, who was standing at that area, into the pool or something. Why ? Maybe they felt that he deserved a swim too ?
After eating, me and Amni were already outside, waiting for both Farahs to exit. I said that I wanted to swim then, when I looked towards the entrance area, I saw this couple kissing passionately. Me and Amni started laughing hysterically again. When both Farahs exited, they were like so puzzled cause we were laughing bahh. I just hope they dont think that we're crazy for laughing at that time. We explained it to them and they also kinda laughed. Why was it funny ? Well, what I could infer was that they got excited, perhaps cause that was they're first time together at an entrance of a swimming pool ?
After that, we went home lorhhs. Was pretty effing tired.
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26 May 2007 was such a sad day for me lorhhs. It was the Meet-The-Parents Session once again, and I hated it. I have millions of reasons why I hate it, but Im apparently too lazy to elaborate thank you(:
Went there early, just to make myself available for Hui Yuan, Hajjaz, Azri or Chu Thing. Why ? Cause they might need extra councillors to do extra duty and all those kinds of stuff. I was effingly thirsty that time. Shafiqah went to accompany me, and Stacie asked me to take care of her stuff. Thus, I went off to the drink's stall to but some water, but to my displeasure, the water lady wasnt there. WHY ?!?!
I waited like around 10 minutes for her while walking in repeated directions. Dont ask why. Then finally, bought some ice lemon tea for myself. Hmph, should have just waited for my mama to come. Why ? So that I could use her money to buy of course(: ^^
Did my duty and I tell you, it was kinda lame. The parents came in all directions and the usherers couldnt identify which is which. Most of the usherers were practically crowding over the entrance area of the concourse to usher the parents and their children.
I was like, all excited when my mama was late. I became sooo fussy about it. Dont know why. I was like telling everyone that my mama havent arrived yet. And when she finally arrived with my baby sister and smaller brother, I went all excited again and went telling almost everyone I laid my eyes on that my mama came already. Stacie and Jowynn said something like my baby sister was really white. Of course, her dad his a Chinese kind of person bahh.
But my HIGH-ness went down went me and my mama met up with ms priya. Priya said that I was polite, hands work on time, efficient, responsible and all those kinds of good stuff. And as predicted, lastly, she said, "but, he is a little distracted" My mama didnt seem to have any interest in listening to the good parts from her, but when she heard that negative comment, she was like... like shit like that. She kept shooting to Priya negative stuff and I was practically exposed. When Priya asked me if I had anything else to say in my defense, I deliberately said no. I actually had lots of things to say in my defense but I kept it all inside that time, as I didnt wanna make a scene there. So, I cried as a result. My mama put words in my mouth, and I didnt even defend myself. And that made me cry more.
Mama even asked for Priya's number, which means that if anything goes wrong, she would always inform her. That's not the only number she got. She also got Mrs Alfred's number. I know, why Mrs Alfred ? Well, MAYBE cause she's the SCHOOL COUNCILLOR ? Its like, OMG. Soon, I need to go councilling ... with my mama some more.
Well, overall, that day truly sucked. I only failed 2 effing subjects all because my last term results pulled me down. I got only 2 Bs, 2 D7s and the rest were Cs. That ain't that bad to me lorhhs, but I know that I should be getting much better. Ms Priya even said that this kind of marks will get me promoted to Sec 4, but demote me to Sec 4 NORMAL ACADEMIC. So yeah, I really need to work harder arhx.
After meeting up with Priya, my mama went off with my siblings while I went to do my duty hurriedly after washing my face. Why ? Cause that time I was crying and I was effingly late for my councillor duty. When I reached there, Hajjaz was all like, "You're Late." I was like, WTF ? I tried to explain to him that my meeting with my teacher was too long, but he didnt care, repeated that I was late and he diao-ed me. As you know, I dont like getting diao-ed ! So, alright ! Thats It ! Just he wait. TSK. Btw, I sense lots of favouritism against me from him. To me, everything I ask him, he'll give me a big, NO.
I was practically really teary while doing duty. Btw, Stacie kept drinking my ice lemon tea till finish luhhx. She must've been damn thirsty cause of the scorching heat. Anyway, I saw Zeke and his family walking past me, towards their car. Gosh, he looked at me and I looked back. I really wished that I could smile back at him but I was far too sad. He told me that he actually wanted to hug me the previous day. So, actually that time, I wanted to hug him instead, but I apparently cant, since I was all messed up. Speaking of him, I LOVE YOU !
After duty, went to KFC at the swimming complex there with Shafiqah and Fitriah. Had no money, so we shared and I tell you, the way we split the food could make you barf.
Coughed few phlegm stuff (stuff that is sticky from your throat area) that contained blood though. I was still really sickly that day. But I still came, because of a significant purpose to me.
Now, my hands are like trembling. I really have typed alot huh.
ashley tisdale is HOT
shhh, i'm her fiance
byebye~ ► a miracle / Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 11:35 AM A Miracle Unlike Any Other
I must be the most saddest and pitiful virgin-ified creature in the history of virgin-ified creatures. I am practically in the deepest depths of depression.
A miracle sooo miraculous. I could hardly believe it.
It happened on this faithful night on 23rd May 2007. I was apparently looking all sad and blue in my room when, out of the blue, I received an sms. I checked on it, thinking that jia jun might have msg-ed me again. BUT, to my surprise, it was zeke.
After all this time, he finally replied me. He replied, "Sry..." I was practically overjoyed till I cried again. It was as if, ... as if... my wish had come true. My prayers were answered and a miracle. Oh, a miracle has taken place.
I didnt wanna believe it at first. But, it was true. He really replied me, finally. No excuses, and no turning back. I had to flood him with all the doubts he had caused me. I told him that he broke my heart to tiny bite-sized pieces and that he hurt me so so much. And he replied, "so did you ..." I didnt realise. I didnt know what I possibly did. And all I could infer, was krisha.
Its like fated. Before he msg-ed me, I went online on msn earlier to find krisha online as well. She asked me if I was busy. Then I replied an expressionless, no. Then she asked if we can talk, then I replied, "What is there to talk about..." She replied again, "Why are you always moody?" So, I replied, "IM NOT MOODY" Later, she replied, "Then why are you acting like this to me?" And thus, I replied, "Cos I dunch like you" And afterwards, she acted all blurr. TSK.
And I really made a deathwish of some sort. I totally destroyed the friendship I shared with her. So there.
Back to zeke. And yahh, I told him that I broke off my friendship with krisha already and that I destroyed it myself. And you know what? LOL, he mustve been happy. Why? As he was usually jealous of me that krisha takes much interest in me, I guess. He loves krisha with all his heart, and yahh; he should be feeling that way. I really respect him for that. I respect him for other stuff also larhhs. LOL . He's a big boy already though(:
And now, I hope he will continue replying me and my take on this situation is this, he's only replying me now as I'm leaving practically tomorrow. But, it really meant to me alot alot that he replied.
I regarded that situation as,
a step closer, to a peace of mind
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I really adore my website, as said in my previous post; www.simply-glamorous.sitesled.com
A certain part of it that I truly adore is this ...
" Ms Lum ! Hahas ! Shhe is NOT a virgin mindd you(: Shhe lykkes tuhh pickk hher nose in public andd hhas a dog namedd Bimbo. Shhe nidds tuhh walk ardd lykke a retardedd ballerina; withh her hhands far apart tuhh stabilise hherself; andd dare i say it, shhe weighhs a ton. Shhe is apparently lactose-andd-tolerant andd cannot standd dairy products. Upon possibly consuming suchh products, she'll melt(: "
Its rather true actually. I love bullying her(= ITS LOVE ! ❤
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Well, I'm now in the CPA Lab 1 again for my IT lesson. BUT, this time is different. I'm not doing any work. BWAHAHAHA ! Cause my computer's flash software cannot be opened. So, there.
And now, I can do whatever I want. Co-incidentally, angelin's situation was also similar to mine. So yeah, we both wont be doing the task assigned to us.
-happy grin on face-
Yahh, I know. I can do whatever I want with the computer. But, I'm still like oh so bored. I am like so sleepy again can. Head bobbing up and down, up and down. Haiyorhs, hope my head wont bang onto the keyboard again.
-haish-
I want go rest my head on the nice nice wall luhhx; gonna sit on the floor again now.
I LOVE FLOORS !
FLOORS ARE LOVE ! ❤
byebye~ ► A Great Devastation / @ 10:06 AM A Sadness So Great
Yesterday, I was really devastated again. Why?
One, am leaving jurongville in less than three days.
Two, am leaving jurongville in less than three days, without a peace of mind.
Three, love problems... Well, thats basically it I guess.
Yahh, basically, those are all the stuff that afflicted my mind throughout this week. Why? Why was I so stupid. I cant believe I told my papa to go for the job interview. Yahh, I know. What job interview? Well, dont really know actually, but it will confirm my fate. Fate, as in, if he were to get the job, we'll be moving away; and this means that I need to leave jvs. And if he didnt get it, well, vice versa~
You people know why I nudged my papa to go for that effing job interview? Well, basically it was because of zeke again lorhhs. I know, everything also because of him one. I didnt tell most of my friends that I'll be leaving though. Only told a few. And I think he is aware of it. Yet, he still doesnt want to reply me or anything anymore. No more talk, no more anything. So, yeah. He matters to me the most in this whole entire universe; and hence, if he still doesnt give a damn, I might as well just leave right. How can I go on if someone i love truly doesnt love me anymore you tell me. So there.
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One day on my 2nd last week, I seriously cried in school, cause it was confirmed that I'll be leaving as my papa got the job. You people would know what this would lead to. I really regretted asking him to go for that interview. I was sooo stupid. Well, this was how it went down.
I went to school like any other day, but that time, I was completely devastated. I met up with fiona in the bus on the way to school. Then, she was the first one I told. Told her that my papa got the job. And there; was teary at that time.
Then I reached school, zeke has already went to play basketball. The moment I saw eveyn, I told her. Then I started crying like dont know what shit. Then, I didnt realise that below the level I was at, some 2D people were staring at me. When I knew, I dodged away from the railing at the corridor there frantically.
Lots of people came to comfort me. It was really touching; and that makes me cry more. Then, I told my dear friends that I needed elena. Then, stacie wanted to call her, but elena was walking towards my area already. So, dont need to call already luhhx.
Then, during my recess on that day, I went to sit with the other councillors at the concourse. Saw Zany Phantom. So, she went signalling me asking about my situation. I signalled her that I was confirmed to leave. Then I go byebye her. Then she told me afterwards that her friends asked her why I was crying that time, cause they saw me cry bahh. And this is the freaky thing, I dont even know them. Yet, they know me and my name. Luckily, Zany Phantom explained everything to them already.
Well, thats what basically happened on that day.
& continued in the next post(=
hur, byebye~ ► depressed / Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 9:29 AM haixx, as depressed as i am, my life has to go on.
now having a really, friggin IT lesson. whad am i talking about ? all dhhe IT courses are boring one.
now feeling very very very sleepy luhhx. and dhis is not a good sign.
why ? cos usually when im sleepy while using dhhe com, my head will bob up and down continuously till eventually, it'll bang into dhhe keyboard.
ITS PAIN LUHHX !
i dunch really understand whad dhhe IT guy is talking about. He keeps talking to himself. EFFING. He keeps blabbering his mouth and countless number of words keep dropping out of it. its really highly annoying.
stuhpid IT guy. he makes dhhe lesson even more boring. ASSCLOWN !
he really should be mr BORING universe(:
ohh yahh, bwtbtw, through dhis lame IT course, i made dhis website, www.simply-glamorous.sitesled.com
when you lovelies are free, check it out. its simply about some stuff about some stuff(:
lalalalalalas~
i want go and sleep luhhx.
byebye ! ► he's spoiling everything for me / @ 8:50 AM yeah.
im blogging again.
lots of stuff have been happening to me lately, and all of dhem are unpleasant to me.
one main problem is dhis person, lets say X.
X is currently stealing everyone i love away from me. first he stole away zeke. for some of you people, you would knw how much he means to me.
and now, he keeps influencing elena into his grasp. even edmund, my best korkor, has been talking to him often.
yahh, i knw. im too sensitive; but you cant blame me right. recently, i've been trying to like X for zeke's sake. i keep saying dhis when if i were to see him, "X is dhhe best ever. he is very good. he is very nice." Well, i dunch always say dhat larhhs. i sometimes say different stuff larhhs. whad do you expect ? im not gonna memorise it you knw.
i oso did something else for zeke's sake,and dhat is, being nice again to stacie. im sooo glad dhat she my very gd gd friend ald again, cos i trust dhat she'll be faithful towards me. im rather thankful for doing so.
i did everything for zeke, but he treats me like shit. he's nt even reply me anymre since last month for dunch knw whad reason. and he knws im leaving, yet he still doesnt give a damn.
sometimes, i just feel ...
from dhhe looks of things, i wont even get a happy ending. my wish will never come true and how much zeke has hurt me will lay a permanent and impeccable damage to my decapitating heart.
sometimes, i just feel, ... like getting myself hit by a car or something.
i have no one anymore
TanLAHLAH