Male, 18 and an extrovert at best.
Currently taking the Diploma in Experience and Product Design in Singapore Polytechnic.
Oh and I'm just like you, only better.
► / Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 12:36 PM
} Tag Replies ! :D :D :D
hannah: Haha, next time I go teach you la then ! It's very fun siolzxzx. Felicia: IDK ! LOL. Hairul: Hairul, I dont believe in long distance relationships. And stop bragging la dey. Lol. man: Omfg, sicko. LIYUN !: Okay sure sure ! ;D IGNATIUS: I know sia ! And ya hor, my fan leh ! *winkswinks* elena: Oo, who's immature ? Hairul: Haha and it's call PO CHAI. Mine's however MAGICAL unlike others ! *smiles widely* FAH: But I did, so huh ? And yeahhhhh, that video's been hindering the memory in my phone siol. SOFIA: Wa you can dance well siol. Now I know. Hahaha. IGNATIUS: I know I know ^^ amazing amazing hor ! ;D ADALINE{:: RELINKKKKKKKKKED. FAH: Really meh ? 8D Benedict: Hello to you too ! kendra: LIES ! siewmin XD: Linked ! And I'm pretty sure I've tagged you already now ! [: Gabriel: Ya la I miss you too ! Haha, of course I'm funny. This is me we're talking about after all. *winkswinks* hannah: Really lo ! We're really staring at each other one. I'm serious ! Lols, I love making you fall ! :D :D :D zany: You are ? But I thought you and Radzi patched up already ? Oo. Hairul: Nobody called me up for an interview ! TT. alios: HELLO BOO ! The rest I've already tagged at your blog. jiali: No lo, I'm pretty sure my marbles are still with me, if you know what I mean. *eyebrows raised* LIYUN !: Roflmao. alios: It's okay bro ! SOFIA: Orh ! :D SiewMin: Ya la. You're so perplexed man. Haha. LWIN: HAHAHAHA ! Bro I feel like slapping you man. ;D Alicia: No problem yozxzx. LIYUN !: YES I DID AND I'M ENLIGHTENED AS A RESULT. ;D FAH: Weird. alios: I know he was rude sia, who knows la ? I tagged you already la bro ! Lol. hannah: I purposely one ! Hehe, oh ya hor ! Lol, I'm good aren't I ? ^^ Denard: Ya la ! So sad man. ): Linkkkkkked and hellooo ! ;D alios: Ya lo. More secrets to come man ! [: Mika: Okay. [: LWIN: Lol, aiyah ! Hahaha. benedict: Shut up, Benedict. Hehe !
My parents are not supportive of me at all. That's it. Monday, Mrs Alfred, I HAVE TO SEE YOU ! TT.
► / Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 9:12 PM
} This is foreboding. Haha, this is the continuation of my previous post on Friday, July 18 2008 !
Side Note: Swe Lwin brooooo ! You're just required to read the previous post from this one. The one which you could see your name displayed BIG BIG. Roflmao, that's all ! ;D PLUS, no loooo. If your eyes so pain right, go enlarge the font la ! Haha, and dont tell me you do not know how to do so ?! ;D ;D ;D
After seeing Balveerjit, I felt very wtf-ed cos we rushed all the way, cab-ed back to school and guess what ? We weren't even late sia ! The people going there hadnt even assembled yet. Wtf I felt so pissed siol.
By the way, I'm afraid of Balveerjit though. Idk why. ):
Then then, I pei-ed Angelin and Pei Lin for a while and eventually, we assembled soon after. I sat with Fah, Edmund, Hong Wei, Jian Hong and Chih Peng. I had such a great time with them siol. Then ...
Hong Wei: Can I tell him ? Fah: Tell lo. Hong Wei: Yesterday we asked Aliffah who's the person who arouses her the most. Then she say first is you. Me: Omg ?!
HAHAHAHAHA. As expected ! *smirks to self*
We got bored again, as usual, so ...
Me: There was a hole. Fah: There was a hole. Me: In the middle of the ground. Fah: In the middle of the ground. Me: The prettiest hole. Fah: The prettiest hole. Me: That you ever did see. Fah: That you ever did see. Me & Fah: And the green grass grows all around and around and the green grass grows all around !
Dont worry if you dont get it now though; I'm going to post up a video on that soon, and trust me, it's to die for man ! ;D
Anyway, we taught Chih Peng and Jian Hong the song too and yeah, we were planning on singing it in the bus on the way there but in the end, decided not to. Haha.
Before leaving the concourse for the buses, did my fucking action thing with Sherly using our hands. Haha, I wanted to show Samuel leh ! MUAHAHAHAHA. *slaps self* :D :D :D
The bus ride there was annoying since Benjamin kept hitting me from behind.
Reached there, and wow, it was my second time there. We were brought inside the building and got bored again. Thus, we played explicit and inexplicit versions of CHAP CILI CHAP.
Framed Fah and blah blah blah by fooling everyone that she pulled Adila's bra strap but in actual fact, I was the one who did so. I know, my acting's good right ? Right right right ?! They all thought it was her siol ! Haha. ;D
Soon after, we listened to the talk given by the Ngee Ann people, which was quite interesting actually.
OMG
During their intervals, they played the song, dare I say it, MERCY !
Me: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! Stop the madness ! *screams while cupping ears*
Wtf wtf, I really did that siol. I was bending downwards while cupping my ears sia. Haha, Adila could still manage to hear me screaming that leh cos she turned behind. Lol, OH YA ! She knows I hated that song. So no wonder. Huh, go figure ? ;D
Plus, during the talk, Fah's bottle had to drop and evidently, it pierced the silence.
Fah's bottle: *dropped with a loud 'thud' sound* Me: OMG !
LOL, we thought what siol. Then the people around us were all looking sia. Haha. xD
And and, Atiqah kept telling me how hot she thought some of the guys there were throughout the whole outing there since I was practically with most of the time. Hello, wtf ? Haha ! We named one of the guys there 'CG' (Cute Guy) cos she claimed he was cute but quite 'soft' at the same time and also, because we didnt know his name. [:
Then, we were free to do whatever we want, as in we had free time to explore and stuff. I sms-ed Zane cos I was planning to meet him for the first time, however, he didnt reply me.
Nevertheless, I continued on and found myself lost, again. Haha, I keep on getting lost leh ! Idk why. And as you all wouldve known, I wouldnt ask for directions and a directory there would be somewhat unthinkable. A directory ? In a polytechnic ? Wow, how advanced would that have been. LOL.
I WANTED TO PEE LA ! Hahaha.
I was holding from this morning leh ! Oo. Hence, Fah asked our so-called 'leader' Wilson on the location of the lavatory. So we went and the toilets there werent as sophisticated that what I've envisioned it to be. Moreover, it was so so scary la ! The toilets there had a queer musty smell man. After peeing, I left the toilet and wandered off to duno where to wait for Atiqah and Fah. Then, after meeting back with them, went to find Wilson and Adila they all.
Eventually, Wilson brought the whole group of us in the Media and Humanities category for some sample workshops and get this, the compass area had so many hills man !
Haha, we had to go all the way up ! So tiring, cheh. I felt like collapsing and lying down on the ground. Trust me, I really would do that if things get too ugly ! Oo, ooooohhh chillzxzxzx. :D :D :D
On the way to this building nearby the convention hall, I SAW WEI ZANE ! IDK LEH, I THINK IT'S REALLY HIM EVEN THOUGH I'VE NEVER MET HIM UPCLOSE BEFORE ! His figure quite easy to decipher one. Furthermore, it was so exciting sia to see him in reality for the first time ! Lol, but couldnt get to shout 'BREASTS' at him and wave like what I've promised him I'd do cos we were already going inside that building which Zane himself, wasnt sure existed.
We went in there and omfg, the place was so cool man. We got free goodie bags and guess what ? I WAS EXCITED YET AGAIN ! I LIKE FREE STUFF, WHO DOESNT ?! :D :D :D
Me: Did we just walk one whole round ? Atiqah: I think so. Me: Oh cheh ! No wonder this place looks so familiar.
Haha, the whole lodge area building thing also had a U-point turn man ! Lols.
On the way out we had to go down some stairs and wtf, the walls just directly beside was so so sharp man !
Me: OMG ! WHY ARE THE WALLS SO SHARP ?! Ambassador walking behind me: *steps on my shoe* Me: *turns behind and glares* Ambassador: *looks at me* Me: Wtf ? *whispered to self* Ambassador: Oh sorry sorry ! Me: Haha, nevermind ah. *adjusts shoe* By the way, why are the walls here so sharp one ? Ambassador: Sharp meh ? Me: YA ?!
OMG, such weirdos.
Haha, we went for a Humanities talk by this guy who had such a unique accent man. Lol, it was interesting how the way he talks and stuff. While he was teaching us, I still could find time to ransack our goodie bags to see what free stuff we've gotten with Atiqah. I ate the free OREO inside the bag and left half of it uneaten. Idk why, dont ask. LOL !
After the whole lesson ...
Me: Omg, I dont think anyone could ever fall asleep in his lessons since we all would confirm get too engrossed in the way he speaks !
Hahahaha. After that, we went for our Media class instead and to get there, we had to go down multiple flight of stairs. Dont get me wrong, it's actually more fun to go down the stairs then up, but wtf, I got a huge headache by the time we reached the bottom. The staircase was winding around and around and around so much siol ! Spirally.
Me: You know, I swear I saw a lift here just now ! Atiqah: I also saw ! Me: Ya la, so why are we going down so many flights of stairs instead ?!
Then, we went to walk and walk and walk and finally, we reached the Media Department's building. However, we still had to wait for such a long time for the lift to arrive. Well, at least we could take the lift this time round nia.
Me: I tell you this, if whoever's late right or almost late, they would surely be late one because they had to wait for such a long time for the lift !
LOL, it's true whaaaaaaaaaat. ;D
After getting onto the lift and out, you know what I mean, we walked through a really foreboding pathway to the Media class. Omfg, it really resembled that of a mental hospital siol !
Me: Omg, this place is so so scary. Imagine walking here at night ! Syazwani: Ya la.
Eventually, we reached the Media class and sat down. We got briefed by this cute Mass Comm student on 'advertising'. Omg, one of my fortes man ! ;D
We were required to plan out an advertisement, be it a radio broadcast or a television commercial and my group, consisting of me, Adila, Fah, Syazwani, Atiqah and Farah Dina, chose to do a television commercial instead.
We were supposed to advertise on a sweet given to us by the people there called, HARIBO ! Omg, just so you know, it's so so so so so so so so so so so so so addictive and nice sia ! So chewy and fruity siol. :D :D :D
After a few minutes of planning, each group presented and ours were the last.
Adila: The best for last ma !
Hahahaha.
This was how our presentation was like, ...
I'd be already seated on center stage, looking down and depressed.
Me: I'm sad.
Then the rest, acted to cheer me up using a Spongebob vibrator toy, a complementary Ngee Ann Pen (which however I'm using now), etc etc. As you wouldve guessed it, I rejected all.
Till at last, somebody pops by and offers me HARIBO !
Someone: I know what you need ! HOW ABOUT SOME HARIBO ?! Me: HARIBO ?! WHAT'S HARIBO ?!?!
etc etc etc
And in the end, we posed like how the commercial people wouldve posed like to make the commercial seem very whimsical. Haha, it's my move but I dont really know how to show you all through this post. Hmm, I'm not going to take a picture of me doing that hor ! Hahaha !
Oh ya, I have to put this post on hold because of my mum again. So sorry !
I'll continue, yet again, zz, next time.
DONT GO ANYWHERE !
Okay, honestly, that sounded stupid. Oo ? Syaifullah. ;D I've gotten 76 page views in one whole day last Saturday and yet, I didnt even notify anyone else besides my hot bro Swe Lwin to visit my blog. Huh, who knew ?► / Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 12:56 AM
} I'm devastated.
Side note before you readers start reading: Please read my previous post first before reading this, since I havent completed the one before this yet. Till I do, I'll reorder the posts. Wait, I dont think anyone would understand what I've just said ? Huh, do what you may la ! SO come back to my blog frequently so that you wouldnt miss my amazing yet fascinating posts about me ! Hello, of course it's about me. Besides, it's MY blog you know ? Lol. [:
I know I'm supposed to complete my previous post first but I just need to get this matter off my chest. I feel so so so knnccbwtfwtf now cos ...
SWE LWIN CANNOT SMS ME ANYMORE !
Someone call 911 ! Someone call Ripley's Believe It or Not ! Someone do something ! ): ): ):
Cos cos, he told me that his mum nagged at him about smsing and using his phone way too much. Thus, he decided not to sms me anymore, besides Alissa, I think. But it's okay, I respect his decision, but god, I am so so so so so so sad sia as a result !
Now, there's nobody worth smsing already, nobody worth talking to. Because, he was the one I'd always sms everyday la. Everyday I tell you, everyday, we'd sms each other. Now, no more.
NO MORE.
HOT BROOOOOOOOO ! Nevermind, at least I could still talk/smile/slap/pinch/pull/strangle him in school. [:
See, I'm looking at the bright side of life ! *whistles*
Okay shut up Syaifullah. Noisy.
Plus plus, I adore Fridays. You know why ? Cos I'd send Swe Lwin home every Friday for the rest of my life after his NCC.
I just did so last Friday and omg, I had a blast. ;D
That day, I smsed him ...
Me: Eh, where you ? Swe Lwin: I'm now at the front gate. I mean the big one. Me: Okay, I'm coming now, but I HAVE TO PEE ! Pei me leh !
Haha, then he went to pei me. And then guess what ? He also had to pee ! Roflmao, so we went back into school while others were coming out. Go figure ? So after peeing, we went back out of school and ...
Swe Lwin: Why you always suddenly stop one ? Me: Cos if a huge raindrop drop on my fringe or specs, I'll stop momentarily one. Idk, it's just something I do. Later if my fringe hits water, it wouldnt be as straight anymore. Swe Lwin: Haha !
So yeah, I really did stop walking abruptly at times that day. Haha sorry for that bro ! :D :D :D
Then we also had a nice chat about each other and I found out many more cool stuff about him. Lol, it's for to know and for you to never find out. *winkswinks*
I think I'm also going to make it a routine for me to always smile to him every morning during morning assembly, if there is one of course since it's always raining nowadays, before leaving the parade square.
Hmm ?
YAY !
OH, and enough about Swe Lwin. Let's talk about my dance now. :D
WAIT, DID I MENTION HE ROCKS TOO ?!
Okay Syaifullah, stop it siak. Hahahaha. I can imagine Adila saying that to me, as usual, though. LOL.
Let's see last week right, I stayed back every day for my dance rehearsal. My dance drew consisted of me, Nam, Fah (maybe?), Eileen Wong, HannahJANG, Siew Siew Min (:D), Alicia (OMFG ! SO CUTE LA SHE), Angelin, Hui Lin and Pei Lin.
On Monday, everyone stayed back after our English Mock Exam and the bballers bball training and discussed about the songs to dance to. Then, after discussing we went back home at around 7 plus ?
Tuesday, the Bio pupils had a Bio Mock Test and fine, I pon-ed Physics Practical to study for my Bio instead. I wanted to be self-assured hor !
But in the end, Mr Kan told on the people who didnt go for the practical, namely, me, Jia Li, Angelin, Sie Yea, Wani, Bbiah, Afiq, and a few other people whose names kind of slip my mind now. Lol, and we got scolded nicely from Mr Kan. Haha, ya and I really meant it when I said 'nicely'.
After my Bio Mock Exam, Ms Ooi seeked my help in locking up the AVA Room. Hence ...
Me: Eh ? Which key sia ? Ms Ooi: There is such a thing as trial and error ? Me: Orh. *fidgets with keys for 9 seconds* Ms Ooi: *smiles freakishly*
Omg, I felt so so tense, during that period of time ! She was practically staring at me and my hands while I was trying to find the right key siol. Haha she's so so so scary man.
Eventually, I managed to lock the door and we all headed to the General Office. We got scolded yet again, but 'very nicely' this time by Ms Ooi while we were standing, in a row outside the GO. Now, she expects all of us to at least pass the Mock Test since we had extra studying time. Wtf ?
And, SORRY MR KAN ! [:
Well, after that we met Nam at the bus stop and left for Lakepoint Condominium, under Hui Lin's house to practise. Wtf, I thought we were going into the Gym there to practise but skali, the place there got booked till 10 plus. Stupid people. Hahaha.
On the way there, Jia Li lost her phone to a pickpocket. Thing is, she roughly knew who stole it, but didnt realise her phone was missing till lightyears later. Instead, she merely glared at him only. Knnccb.
Then ...
Me: Eh, WHO TOOK JIA LI'S PHONE AH ?!?!
I shouted to the crowd at the Lakeside MRT Bus Stop there siol. Haha, we all laughed.
Me: Hmm, that woman looks very suspicious. Her face looks very troubled. I know ! Let's pounce on her !
But then hor, that woman like very, nonchalant like that. Haha, ya la I anyhow say only. Skali if not her how ? I pounce for no reason. Hahaha !
I also had a weird hand sign convo with Hannah, who was surprisingly at the other side of the road ? Wtf was she doing there in the first place ?! ;D
MOVING ON !
We got lost.
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, ya la got really lost. We didnt know which route to take to Hui Lin's condo. Hannah's so clever, still can say that Hui Lin lived at the opposide side of the road. Anyhow only. Such a smart girl. LOL.
So we choreographed under her block instead and guess what ? We ordered MacDelivery 24/7 since most of us were hungry as a result of not being able to eat our dinner yet and it was already around 8 pm siol ! So exciting sia. 6 triple 1 O 2-4-1 or something like that. Eh, I dont fathom over the number for MacDelivery 24/7 okay ! Haha.
After that we practised and choreographed and ate and blah blah and at around 10 plus, we left for the Gym cos the Gym there wouldve been empty by then but unfortunately, stupid Bangalas were still inside working out.
Eh, one advice la dey, so fat and flabby already might as well go for liposuction ! Dont need to work out already la arrhhh ! *says in an Indian accent* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, stop it Syaifullah. Racist siak. Lol.
I felt sad for Jie Yong though, he had to cycle here and there to to to ... aiyah, I'm very lazy to say. He had to do some sort of logistics for us, together with Yee Ling in a way though.
So late already siol, but we're still going strong and learnt the dances me and Hui Lin had for Take A Bow and Get Up, plus another one contributed from everyone there.
It was already night time leh, thus, Fah and Jia Li left first, followed by Siew Min. Then in the end, we all left the area at around 11 plus sia ! Omg, and we had school the next day. I actually wanted to pon but then my parents surely wouldnt allow sia. -.-
Home-ed at 12 am.
Then on Wednesday we had a POA supplementary class after school. This time, I had to attend or not Mdm Gee would ask me to drop POA sia since she assumed I was uninterested int he subject as a result of me not going for the past 3 remedials. I had my reasons leh ! So after POA, practised till 4 plus since our audition time slot was at 5 pm. Told Mdm Zarinah and reasoned with her, to the extent of getting everyone there pissed with her, and yes, we had more time and out audition time slot got shifted to Thursday instead. We werent ready yet le.
Then the next day, we had our Maths Mock Exam and after that, practised again. We literally screwed up during our auditions sia ! I guess we still needed more time. What did you expect ?! We had around 10 dancers altogether and it was really a chore for us to choreograph the steps and positions of each and everyone mind you. ):
After our auditions, I ate guava. Idk, I love guava. Haha, I bought two sets sia !
Jia Li: How come you're eating guava again ?! Me: It's nice whaaaaaat.
Afiq was there too and he asked me how come I had so so much energy while dancing. Then ...
Jia Li: And I told Afiq it's because you kept on eating frieeeed chicken and guavas. :D Me: Wtf ?
ROFLMAO.
Left the dance studio at around 8 pm. So so tired sia, trust me. And guess what ?
I went with Hannah alone to buy drinks from the vending machine while everyone left already cos they thought we left first. Then ...
Hannah: Eh, the vending machine ate my money. You got extra 10 cents ? Me: Wtf. Haha.
Eventually, while walking out of school with the others way way in front of us ...
Me: Are you afraid of cockroaches ? Hannah: *looks at me* Me: COCKROACH ! *points to the ground abruptly* Hannah: Haha, no. Me: So are you afraid of falling ? Hannah: No. Me: *sticks out leg and trips Hannah* Hannah: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! *screams* Others: *looked behind and stopped walking* Me: Omg, are you okay ?! Hannah: Eeeeee, you make me squirt out my Milo.
Hahahaha ! Cos she was holding on to her Milo packet nia, then when she fell on her knees, she squeezed it as a result of a reflex action. Lol.
Yay, I made Hannah fell. SO FUN SIOL. :D :D :D
Plus ...
Hannah: You know, Swe Lwin that day went to tell me, "I know Syaifullah made you fall." Me: Haha ya la ! We tell each other almost anything one le !
I'm happy.
And Alios, sorry for that. I really did get angry because of that. And dont worry la, I wont leave you la bro ! :D :D :D
I wanted to put our msn convo here, but it's way too personal. Literally, so sorry, I cant feature it here. It involves, belonging and 'someone' stealing me away from him and and ... yeah.
ANYWAY !
I'm done ! & I feel much better now, but still very very very very very very very very very very very very very very sad. ):
And yes, before I go, SWE LWIN !
I NEED TO TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY LEHHHHHHH ! TT
Broooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, tag lehhhh. [:
► / Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 10:13 AM
} Should I be happy, knowing that other people are suffering because of him ? Well, I'd like to say I'd told you so, but this time, no I wont.
Friday, 11th July 2008
TODAY WAS A GOOD PROMISCUOUS DAY. I was so so excited cos that day was the day I went to Ngee Ann Poly, my dream poly. In the morning during our pe, it was saddening cos we didnt had pe and instead, we had to two dumb surveys. But boy, was I wrong.
I found the second one about school quite exhilarating though ! *claps hands with joy* But others didnt. Hmm ?
Then then then, after I finished completing them, I messed around with Edmund, Jia Li and Angelin. I think we talked about Po Chai ? :D :D :D
OH YA ! Angelin right ! She kept on slapping my flat breasts. Stupid girl, she knows I can possibly slap hers back, sooooo ...
Angelin: *slaps my chest* Me: *slaps ABOVE Angelin's chest>
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I rock.
During Physics, Mr Kan wasnt there so me and Fah got bored as usual. Thus, we sang together random songs from my phone, some with cool actions, including, THAT'S NOT MY NAME ! ;D
Me and Fah:
They call me 'hell' They call me 'Stacey' They call me 'her' They call me 'Jane' That's not my name That's not my name That's not my name That's not my name !
They call me 'quiet girl' But i'm a riot Maybe 'Joleisa' Always the same That's not my name That's not my name That's not my name That's not my name !
Then Liyana and Jia Li were like ...
Liyana: Why are they singing that song ? Jia Li: IDK !
Then during Bio, we had practical. Wtf wtf, we had to handle visking tubings siol ! I practically spent 5 minutes 3 seconds fidgeting with my first visking tubing leh. OMG !
When I finally got its opening opened, I realised a few minutes later that I did the experiment wrongly. So I told Ms Ooi.
Me: Ms Ooi, I think I did something wrong. Ms Ooi: Yes, so what did you do wrong ? Me: *explains* Ms Ooi: *smiles freakishly and left just like that w/o saying anything*
OMG, I was dumbfounded man. So much scariness from such little person. ):
Then right, when we were supposed to clean up our experiments, I did so and found myself walking aimlessly around the lab. Wtf ! I was walking down the center of the lab, unaware of my own actions. Really really. Oo then Liyana caught me and said ...
Liyana: Right, the walking aimlessly. Me: Oh ya hor. What am I doing here ?!
I got so annoyed with myself sia. Zz -.-
In Malay class, I fainted for a brief while. BRIEF hor. *smirks to self* :D :D :D
Since I had to go to Ngee Ann Poly at around 2.30 pm, I had extra time so I went off after school to Farah's house. But before going there, I was still in school and still DERANGED. I was walking aimlessly back and forth back and forth ! Zz !
Then, went to Mac to buy me some lunch. While me, Farah and Yin Bao were there already, I realised that I've lost Edmund's name tag sticker. OMG ! It had his I/C number there siol ! I was scared cos who knows ? Skali the person who found his sticker go frame him or something ? Since his I/C number was there nia. Haha. So me and Yin Bao ran back frantically, in search for the sticked while Farah went to purchase my food for me. We literally walked back all the way, tailing the path we just took, looking down cautiously for that stupid blue sticker but to no avail.
Me: EDMUND ?! EDMUND ?! WHERE ARE YOU ?!
HAHAHA, I was shouting so much but then wtf, that time I was having a sore throat. Yer believe me, I think I looked stupid again. LOL.
We ended up finding Fah instead though.
So we went back and ventured off to Farah's house. There was violence there. People pulling people's bra straps and unfortunately, one person got her's unhooked. Go figure ?
Later on, Alody and Wan Yin came, and we played around for a while. When we realised we were late, I stuffed the burger I bought into my mouth and we practically ran out of Farah's house. Lol, me and Yin Bao ran out of her house first cos ...
Me: One man for himself ! :D :D
Haha, while we were running ...
Me: EH EH EH ! ARE WE GOING TO TAKE BUS OR NOT ?! Yin Bao: IDK LEH. Farah, from way behind us: No no ! What time isit now ? Me: 2.23 pm ! Farah: NO ! THE BUS WOULDNT COME YET. Me: Let's ask Iris. *wonders* Let's go take taxi la then ! Wan Yin and Alody: Okay lo ! Farah and Me: LOOK ! THERE THERE ! *points* THERE GOT TAXI ! WAN YIN GO FLAG GO FLAG ! Wan Yin: *flagged* Me: OMG HOW ?! WE HAVE 5 PEOPLE. WE CAN GO INSIDE ONE MEH ?! Wan Yin: *explains to the taxi driver* He say can. Faster go in. Farah: Dont care dont care just squeezeeeeeee !
So we went in and guess what ? Alody had the convenience of sitting in front, whereas me, Yin Bao, Wan Yin and Farah got squeezed inside. OMG ! We were literally squeezed la ! My legs were like dangling in the air and I was sitting in the middle some more. Wtf wtf wtf !
Me: I can't feel my legs. *whispered to self*
Hahahaha !
Me: WHAT TIME ISIT NOW ?! Farah: Uh, 2.33 pm ! Me: OMG !
Then when we finally entered the school compound area, guess who we saw ?
BALVEERJIT ! Omg, he saw us squeezed in the taxi man ! Hahaha, I felt so cursed sia. LOL.
Well, I'll continue with this post soon. I'm pissed now anyway cos of my mum and my dad and plus, I have to send my brother to see the doctor. I hate my life.
► / Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 1:01 AM
} When you see me staring or looking at you, sometimes, I myself wouldnt even realise that I'm staring. I hate it when I'm like that. Huh, who knew ?
Being SINGLE'S fun. I can shock people when they ask me if I'm attached or not, which has become something quite frequent these past few weeks. So dont worry ! I've got my eyes on someone already. *winkswinks*
Eh, I keep laughing at people who're attached after my last relationship. It humors me.
;D ;D ;D
I've just realised that this post's so random and pointless. But who cares ? At least I posted ! So let's be happy and join hands and sing round the campfire and embrace the talking trees and slap girls with huge breasts and end world hunger and eat jumbo sized hot dogs and drink 14 cans of 'whatever' and dance like there's no tomorrow and take pictures beside your favourite pen and and and ...
Omgomg, I'm sounding like a hippie again. Hmm ? COOL ! :D
Kay bye. Next post would be about Ngee Ann Poly. Now I'm going to sit down in front of my refrigerator while laughing at it and calling it names. I'm excited ! *claps hands w joy*
Note: I AM NOT WEIRD !
► / Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 8:15 PM
} This is the continuation of my previous post. Oh ya, and I'm sick. Really sick.
Tuesday, 8th July 2008
On a more lighter note, besides Mdm Azzah (I know, she's the only teacher who kind of hates me), Syazwani Bte SOENARSONO sang during our recess that day ! After eating, me Fah they all went to listen and support Syazwani, thus leading me to being late for my Bio. One thing, Bio pupils must NEVER be late for BIO, trust me. There would be dyer consequences if we're late. Ms Ooi is so so so so so so so so so so so so scary, even when she's not scolding you. Serious serious ! I'm afraid of her. ):
When I realised this, I ran all the way back to my classroom ! Omg I felt so tired sia, this was the first time ever I ran like crazy for being late for Bio. I reached class within moments, grabbed my Bio stuff, and ran back out without stopping to think. I ran and I ran and I ran till finally, I reached the air-con room (where my Bio lessons were held) and guess what ? I saw my whole class ourside, waiting for Ms Ooi to come.
OMG !
I ran like clumsy elephant for nothing ! I was so so pissed till I literally crashed and burned on the floor beside the library. I was really fucked up la. I felt like collapsing siol. So I really did. I went to lie down on the floor there, hugging it. Haha ! Farah saw ! Roflmao. I'm serious. Okay, shut up.
After school, I had my Chemistry practical remedial w Mrs Teo. I dont remember what I did, but one thing I knew was that I SUCK AT PRACTICALS. Really really suck. I always didnt what to do one siol. Really. I just end up staring blankly at the practical worksheet, looking around to see what people are doing, and just copy them. LOL.
So after that, I had my SC Investiture (SCI) rehearsal. Thus, I went to chillax in the canteen for a while. I was bored, so I went to steal Jia Li's wallet and hid it within my shirt. Okay, I know it was so fucking obvious that I was hiding something there, since her wallet was really protruding out man. Haha ! When Jia Li finally realised I took her wallet, she chased after me siol ! So I ran away from her lo.
Omg, I practically had a marathon with Jia Li in the canteen sia. I ran all over the canteen with Jia Li tailing behind me like a siao char bor. Haha, I think Deon saw me running also. Wtf. LOL.
Finally, I returned her stupid ugly Anna Suay wallet back and me, Farah, Yin Bao, Nam, Fah, Jia Li and Ange went to Pearl Delight, as usual, to buy bubble tea. So we went went went, then guess what ? We played CHAP CILI CHAP (whatever you call it) all the way there, even when we're crossing the road. Haha !
We bought our bubble tea after we finally reached, then sat down there and chillaxed for a while. I poked the straw into my bubble tea and it exploded. Seriously, it really did, and I got partially soaked. Stupid breast woman Jia Li, kept laughing at me. Just you wait ! I'm going to pull your bra off ! *rubs hands tgt* ;D
Saw my super hot and shuai bro Swe Lwin approaching Pearl Delight too with Alissa and her friend, and guess what Jia Li did ? She deliberately framed me saying ...
Jia Li: Eh, Syaifullah, stop badmouthing Swe Lwin. You're so bad. How could you badmouth Swe Lwin one ?! Me: *shows shocked look* Omg, Jia Li shut up I didnt.
But in actual fact, I never did sia ! I would never badmouth him one lo. I SWEAR.
And all because of that, Swe Lwin misunderstood, and cried. Good thing Crystal told me, or not I wouldve never known he cried because of me. Omg, I felt so so so bad and guilty for something I didnt even do wrong. Then I went to cry also lo. SO SO tragic leh. But good thing I explained everything to him already, and I hope he believes me. [:
Crystal still could tell me ...
Crystal: Omg, you can make Swe Lwin cry leh ! oo
Haha, I can make my shuai hot bro cry sia. I feel very shiok. LOL. And Crystal ? I miss her sometimes though. ):
Anyway, after bubble tea, we all played CHAP CILI CHAP all the way back to school la. Haha, so ps people keep looking at us while we played it siol. We even continued playing it when we were already in school, and that time, I was leading leh ! So more attention would be brought upon me instead. YER.
We went up the hall for the rehearsal and played CHAP CILI CHAP again. Haha !
Mrs Gan: How come you walk like that ? Like a robot. Me: Huh, that's how I always walk one. *shows winning smile* Mrs Gan: Oh, but really very weird. Me: Bitch. *mutters to self*
She said this to me during the rehearsal, when I was walking on the stage to receive my certificate. I hate her.
Wednesday, 9th July 2008
During my Malay lesson, played an educational Malay quiz game thing. During my LIVE lesson, I went to the com lab to play this really really interesting, yet fascinating game about Singapore's past. Omg, I got glued to the com screen sia ! Omg omg, I got so friggin fascinated la ! Hahaha.
Xuan Han: SYAIFULLAH ! Come here, how to do this question ? Me: *rolls chair over* This ? *points at the screen* Xuan Han: Okay. *eventually, clicks that very option*
*few moments ltr*
Xuan Han: Omg ! Correct again ! ;D Me: OMG, haha.
Idk, I keep on getting the right choices for Xuan Han, but not for me. I sucked in mine la ! Wtf wtf. Aiyah, qi guai.
After school, I went to Pearl Delight with Farah and Yin Bao first. Fuck, such a big mob was there siol ! So fine, we went to KFC instead. Yet again, another big mob, plus Crystal's and Swe Lwin's leh. Shit. So fine again. We left for Pearl Delight once more. On the way out of KFC, I still could have time to say ...
Me: BREASTS. Samuel: *eyes widened*
Reached Pearl Delight, played CHAP CILI CHAP all the way there again. Lol. Then I bought the Cheese Fries, but then hor, I forgot to pay leh ! Even the shopowner (who I've named, Mama Pearlie), forgot so she just gave me the fries. Haha, but who cares ? I like free stuff ! ;D
Eventually, I went back to school to wait for Lyana to finish her History class (which I was lazy to go). Soon after, left school area w clique to the behind the provision shop first cos Ly wanted to buy something. Saw Zeke playing bball there and even Mr Seah (the dog). LOL ! Waited at the bus stop and guess who I saw then ? Qayyum ! My super shuai nephew ! He ignored me siol. Watch out, I'll smack his breasts the next time I go to his house (if he has them, that is). *winkswinks* Roflmao. ;D
After he went up a packed 99 bus, which I've decided not to board since it was already very full, I went forward towards the bus he was in and said ...
Me: QAYYUM ! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! *with arm outstretched*
Haha, it was for a more dominant dramatic effect. :D :D :D
I also saw Adaline, then she still could call me 'SAI' or whatever you call it. At least I'm not in choir ! *smirks to self*
Thursday, 10th July 2008
This was the day I ate the ever so fantastic, PO CHAI PILLS ! Hahaha.
Plus, my throat was so fucking dry la that day ! ): ): ):
Anyway, during my assembly, I got ready for the SCI. I went into the guys toilet w Kamarul. I helped Jia Qing (the new sc executive comm member) to tie his tie. LOL, look, I contribute to the society you know. Muahahahha. During that ...
Terry: Bro, where you going ? Me: I have my SCI la. Terry: What's that ? *shows puzzled look*
HAHAHAHAHAHAAH !
OMG SO SO INNOCENT LA HE. That also he dont know. He's such a good bro, considering the fact that he still cares about me as much as he did last time and recently, we've been talking more often too. Roflmao.
We had to wait from 11.45 to 12.25 sia for the SCI to start ! So so long. So of course I'll get uber bored. Thus, ...
The SC seniors got real horny la ! I officially became 100% porn and talked porn with the other SC people there with me.
We talked and crapped and played CHAP CILI CHAP and became 100% porn about breasts, Ange's pantyhose, and my ** dick. Haha, okay shup up Syaifullah. *slaps hand*
After SCI, I was seriously lost. I didnt know where to go sia. Moments later, I left for class, and had a 'Rockstar' convention with Jian Hong while Edmund and him were fidgeting with my phone.
Hong Wei: Would you dare if you kiss Syaifullah ? Angelin: *looks at me* Me: *shows wtf-ed face* Hong Wei: So ? Angelin: *pursed lips* Me: YER ! Haha, maybe next time. Hong Wei: Go kiss Edmund ! Angelin: *looks at Edmund* Edmund: *looks shocked* Angelin: *kisses Edmund's cheek* Hong Wei: *held Edmund's head while Edmund was struggling to break free* You go kiss his lips now la. Angelin: Eeee dont want.
Hahahaha ! ;D
Anyway, the SC people in 4C were told that we're going to watch the special presentation which we were supposed to watch during the SCI itself, but Mdm Zarinah thought it was too informal. Wtf ?!
So Jia Li sent me off to the SC Room to ask Azlin when could we watch it. So I left, with the souvenir I gotten. It was such a cute and small glass of sand. Haha, the slightest movements would confirm rearrange the unique order of the coloured sand. So I was like so fucking careful la ! My hand was outstretched all the way ! So stationary. Haha, Azri shouldve did what I did ! See la see la, his sand colours got all mixed up already siol, UNLIKE MINE. LOL. *winkswinks* ;D
I ventured all the way to the SC Room to find Azlin not there. Then ...
Me: Where's Azlin ah ? Wei Ting: I think she's in the canteen. Me: Okay.
OMG I TALKED TO WEI TING. Hahaha.
I went down all those annoying flight of stairs and guess who I bumped into while still holding my glass bottle of sand w my arm outstrertched ? Azlin.
Me: Azlin breast ! Azlin: Yes yes ? Me: When are the sec fours able to watch the messages the sc juniors wrote for us ? Azlin: Hmm, I duno. You go ask Wei Ting.
WTF ?! I was ... then I already talked to Wei Ting just now ?! ... then then then ... AIYAH !
SO I HAD TO GO ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE SC ROOM AGAIN and blah blah blah.
Okay done. I'll blog all about Friday, the 11th of July on another post during the weekends ! I have to blog about that cos so so many whimsical stuff happened to me on that day and furthermore, I went to Ngee Ann Poly on that day ! ;DD
Anyway anyway, me and Swe Lwin are close yet again ! I'm happy ! So I'll blog more about this on my next post. [:
Well, he's so darn sleepy now la so he's already asleep since 8 plus just now. Ncc must really be very tiring one sia. Haha, so he cannot pei me tonight. Nevermind though ! ;D
GOODNIGHT HOT BRO ! ;DD
And I saw this really pretty Chinese girl from Bukit View Secondary in the bus when I was on the way home today ! Omg, I wanted to ask her for her number but I couldnt cos the bus was packed and I was at the other end. We kept looking at each other some more la ! Omg omg. Lol.
I've got to go now ah. My mum's finding fault with me again siol. Zz -.-
► / Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 11:55 PM
} Po Chai Pills !
Note: Before you start reading, please take a look at my 'Tag Replies' section on the post before this very one if you've tagged me, cos I wouldve replied your tag there. So go go go. [:
Firstly, before I start ...
A video since ages ago, of some of my classmates, namely Mika, Ying Nam, Benjamin, Marilou, later joined by Afiq. Really, they were indeed bo liao enough and thus, they decided to play a classic game of "CHI KO PAK !" Hahaha. ;D
And secondly, Fah, being honestly neutral, got fed up with me and my problems. Thus,
#05 Syaifullah - Clearing The Trash ahemthirdpostofthedayrabaksiol oh, i know im no one to bug in,
but i have to release my mind regarding my friend's issue,
and as a friend, i have to stand up for him/her/them,
isnt that right? i help people but not myself. how splendid. (:
Dear Swe Lwin Next time get your bloody facts right. Count your blessings the next time someone entrusts you with their profound confidential secrets - keep it real safe like its something you have to guard with your whole life. In th first place, people's opinions have no rights nor wrongs. It just depends on how the other party deals with handling th truth, understand? You are still young, secondary one, but as you grow older, you will realise that some things are meant to be and its better that you keep things to yourself, you hear? So next time, dont take matters into your own hands and ways, cus youre still immature, still mentah. Please remember the best way to deal with issues is to talk it out - face-to-face. Okay, I think thats just about th main issue that I need to clarify with regards to Swe Lwin.
Dear Hansel Do not, and I repeat not, to use lies to help others when youre back-firing it right at you again. Please use your brain. And when youre trying to fire at people, please aim - you should know what I mean since you are committing all these nonsense okay? Im not siding anyone, Im just stating from my point of view cus frankly, Im sick of all this nonsensical misunderstanding and the childish cries of "I'm Sorry" coming from the innocent person who did not mean any harm than to just maintain this brotherhood circle of his.
Okay, side-track. I cant believe there are such people who exist - those who take advantage of th trust others placed upon him/her/them. And its like very stupid lar when you think about it, trying to relief someone else's pain and misery while you sacrifice someone else's. And yes, th point here is, which one person is more important? And also, which is more worth it? Think okay, think before you act and speak. Do refelct on yourselves (although I cant say so myself).
So there, I think thats about it. Ive posted three times today and its all very dry and heck-ed. The whole point is, if there is ever anything, honesty and courage is all it takes for you to be proud of yourself, and also to live life happily, even for a moment - embrace it okay. There's no point telling others about something, only making it worse when youre contradicting yourself saying you want to make it better. There are some points in life where you have to comprehend and decide for yourself - whether its for your or someone else's. Okay, I think Im loosing it. Stupid. Im tired lar. I have panda eyes! >:(
-quoted from Fah's blog (she's being neutral hor !)
Okay, bottomline is this, the Swe Lwin problem is no more ! At least for now. But now, there's a new one, Hansel, my EX-BRO. I'll blog about him on my next post, cos if not, this one would be rather long and Jia Li would die die throw a chair at me, cos she would have to read so much (if she'd read, that is) Haha.
And and, Fah says I'm too nice to them sometimes, even though ... yeah. [:
Anyway, please dont hate them or look down on them on account of what I say. Please, do that for me at least. (:
OH YA !
Why po chai ? Well, I had a really bad stomach ache one day. So Jia Li suggested ...
Wait for it ...
Wait for it ...
PO CHAI PILLS ! ;D
Me: Jia Li, I'm having a stomach ache now leh. Jia Li: Oh. Do you want some Chinese medicine ? *then, ransacks into pasar malam bag, pulled out a small box, containing a small bottle of Po Chai and handed it to me* Me: Huh what's this ? Jia Li: It's po chai. Me: What's po chai ? Jia Li: It's for diarrhea. Me: Really ah ? *examines bottle* How to use one ? Jia Li: You go swallow everything la ! Me: Omg, really ?! Looks disgusting.
*Alvin notices*
Alvin: It would make your farts very smelly. Me: Omg serious ?! Alvin: Ya. Jia Li: Faster go eat ! Me: *opens bottle* So all I've got to go is just swallow everything ? Jia Li: You can drink water also. Me: *stares at the evil po chai bottle* Alvin + Jia Li: Just swallow it ! Me: Is this a legal medicine ? Jia Li: Ya ?! Me: *pours into mouth and eventually, felt like coughing it back out* Jia Li: Go drink water ! Me: *reached out for Rupert and drank*
*after 3 seconds human reaction time*
Me: Omg, it tasted like healthy lao sai.
And after that incident, Alvin would bug me at regular 5 minute intervals to ask me ...
Alvin: Have you farted yet ? Me: NOOOOO !
What a cool dude man. I salute you Mr Po Chai. Enlarge this picture please. [:
Monday, 7th July 2008
Today was Youth Day. So there's no school. I forgot what I did at home actually. LOL.
Tuesday, 8th July 2008
During English, Mdm Azzah went to bully me again.
Me: Did you do the comprehension homework ? Fah: I ... Mdm Azzah: Syaifullah ! Please move sit in front here NOW. Me: Wtf ?
*moved table and chair to the front and sat down*
Mdm Azzah: No, you change place with Syafawani. You'll be sitting here each English lesson. Me: Orh.
*moves back table and chair*
Me: Wtf la knn. Did you hear what she just told me ? Fah: Ya la, macam kurang ajar siol (like very rude). Me: Yeah. She thinks she's very funny. So hard already I bring all my stuff there, then now must put back again. Dont want to tell me all this sooner siol.
*goes back and switched places with Wani*
I just asked Fah one friggin question lo. It's educational some more la, that question. Zz, knn. I knew she didnt like me. Wtf wtf, she's always like that to me one sia. Got one time right, ...
Me: Do you know ? If you cup your hands like this, and move it like this, the sound produced would sound like a horse's leh. *demonstrates* Sherly: Isit ? *attempts* Eh ? Really eh ! Me: *continues doing the hand action* Mdm Azzah: Syaifullah ! Could you please stop playing with your hands !
WTF LA ! She scolded me for PLAYING WITH MY HANDS SIOL. Like that also can. Plus, she scolded me TWO TIMES for that same thing some more lo. So so pissed sia zz. ): ): ):
YER ! Go figure. [:
Get this, it's so fucking late already la ! I have to go to sleep now to avoid having black eyes cos I have phototaking tomorrow siol. Lol, so I'll continue w this post in the near future. For now, goodbye ! ;D
► / Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 12:51 AM
} Tag Replies. (from the 7th of July till the 14th of July)
Omg, looks like I have to reply my tags NOW. So many tags since my last tag replies man ! It overflooded already sia. ME IS HAPPY LIKE SPONGEBOB. Okay, dumb.
zanike: :D :D :D jiali: Cos I know you love to dress yourself up, and play with dolls, and put make up on, and polish your fingernails, etcetera. Dont try to deny ! ;D JASMINE: BREASTS (x10) See ? My way's much more convenient than your's. :D hannah: I'm a good boy, that's why I help HannahJang. Haha, cannot write your full name one meh ? And oh, I still can't find your note. xP SOFIA: It's okay la, at least can see abit. And nooooo, so many people dance better than me what. LOL. LWIN: TT. Hmm, when did you ever use the word 'siol' ? Suspicious. IGNATIUS: I knew you existed from last time already la ! Is just that I didnt talk to you. I find you scary. ): ): ): and woah, your tagboard's so cool ! But troublesome. HAHAHA. Felicia: Haha, thanks anyway breasts. [: jiali: I'm not the one old lo ! Who's the one who loves ABBA you tell me ?! oO, and yes, BREASTS ! ;D JAYY: THANQ SO SO MUCH JOWYNN ANG YY ! ^^ hannah: I'm trying to think positive ! Yup yup, that's why I've been talking to you through msn, smses and phonecalls more what. Haha. elena: Yeahhhhh. I'm confused sometimes man. IGNATIUS: GLAD ! ;D I make the whole world happy. You know ? *winkswinks* alios: BRO ! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH. I appreciate everything that you've ever done for me, considering the recent comfort you've given me too. With this, I thanq once again. LOL ! And dont worry, nevermind. Take your time saving up money. We'll be sms brothers again also soon enough. [: karen: Thanks sista ! ;D Hairul: Dont say those kinds of stuff about people you duno. It isnt true. FAH: Yeah, well, this is why sometimes I just cant talk to you about this. You wouldnt understand. ): LIYUN: I reply-ed ! *claps hands excitedly* hannah: Yup, he isnt ! SOFIA: Haha, ya lo ya lo. PEILIN: Me ? Penis ? At least better than you, BREASTS. Haha, okay. hannah: I havent blogged finished yet what ! Roflmao. JIAYI: Relink you soon ! jiali: CANNOT MEH ?! Po Chai's the sex man, who wouldnt fall in love with that small box anyway ? :D
► / Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 3:29 AM
} I crumbled, crying.
Swe Lwin ... bro bro bro ...
It's already 4.o6 am now, and still nothing from you.
I thought you _ _ _ _ _ me, cared about me. So why are you making me feel the hurt I've once felt 2 times in my whole entire life again, and again ... and again ... ?
Wait, I know you do.
I know ... but you ... *sighs*
Nobody's taking me seriously. Nobody.
The worse thing is this, I still have no idea why he's still like that to me.
No idea.
And I can assure you, honestly assure you, that I swear I didnt do anything wrong. This all happened so fast, and I wasnt fast enough to react well to this situation. Curse my lagging human reaction time. You being suddenly like this, caught me unaware and thus, I'm still very very very very very very very very very very very very very confused. Trust me, it was really very random. TT TT TT TT TT TT.
. . . . . . . . . . . . .
Please la, I'm supposed to be high and happy always, but why ?
And oh thank you Hannah for the phonecall and IGNATIUS. [:
Yer, so emo one. -.- zz.► / Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 3:00 PM
} Betrayed.
Why isit that all the people I care about the most, end up betraying me ?
Sometimes, I ask myself this. What have I done wrong to deserve this ? Swe Lwin, why are you suddenly like this to me ? Why why ... why ... TT
Swe Lwin, you know, yes, she initiated the break, but it was me who did it. She was just saying, 'maybe we just shouldnt be together anymore since you're so ...' that kind of thing. Thus, I said 'okay lo' cos I got really fed up.
Plus, I was technically waiting for her to break up with me anyways man.
Okay, I officially hate you and you shouldnt be the one angry. Duh, you angry for what I also duno. I also duno what I did to anger you one siol. You still can 'siol' me in you tag some more. ):
You betrayed me, I didnt. You thought I badmouthed you, I didnt.
You know, after all this, I just feel like telling Alissa all those secrets you told me too sometimes, but no, I want you to be happy and no, I dont want to sink as low as you. See la see la, I still want you to be happy siol. So fine. I'll shut up.
Other readers might be thinking, ...
A: Eh, why he like that one ?! He betrayed him already, Syaifullah still can close one eye. B: Wtf ! If I were in Syaifullah's situation right now, I'll definitely have my revenge ! I'll expose him too man ! >:( C: KNN LA !
etc. etc. etc.
-.-
I'm pissed I'm pissed I'm pissed.
I'm fed up with you already, 'bro'.
And you still could have the audacity to talk to me as if you had done nothing wrong. Cos hello ? Reality check, you did.
Surely, you'll get angry with me and hate me too after reading all this. So yeah, I'm sorry okay, I'm really really terribly sorry for whatever I said which angered you. Or upsetted you from my posts.
I'm fucking sincerely sorry bro. Idk what I did that mightve caused you to become like this, and for that, I'm sorry. Really, trust me. You know me well enough to know that I wont lie to you one. So yeah.
Thursday, 3rd July 2008
Sorry for the late entries. That Swe Lwin problem lo. Lol, sorry sorry. [:
This was the day of my dance performance. Uh, me and Angelin blew it ? My dance sucked ! Dont care dont care. Haha.
Thanks Hansel, for being the first to congratulate me on my dance. ;DD
Thanks also to the whole of 4C for the support and other people I've left out. Sorry, I cant really remember. Stm ah and no, it's not because I'm getting old. Pfft, stupid Jia Li.
Oh ya, and Mr Anand ? One word, omfg.
And and dont ask, but the librarian lady chased me and Angelin out of the library. Bitch.
After school I had my GCE O Level Malay Oral. One word yet again, I-SCREWED-UP.
Please take note that videos of my dance practices etc, would be uploaded on my next post. This Swe Lwin thing's still bugging me like a parasite and my patience is already running thin. I cant possible chillax when the videos take like forever to finish uploading. Zz.
Hansel: Hey hey ! Today I am gonna watch hancock ! Have you watched it yet ? Me: Oh great ! Wait, what's a hancock ? Hansel: I will tell you the story after the movie kay ? =D Me: Orh, okayokay ! You watching now with family ah ? Hansel: Yeap with family ! XD I think its good cos other people say its nice to watch. Me: Ah, kay lo. Eh, did you tell this to me only ? Hansel: No la, I told many other people also. Me: Aiyah ! Means I'm not special to you lo then ! Idiot. LOL. Hansel: Hey ! It's just a movie ... T.T (duh, I was jk sia bro) Hansel: And how could you call me an idiot ? T.T Me: I was jk only nia ! Wa piang, what I say matters to you one ah ?! Oo. Hansel: Ya la. Me: (I gave him a compliment) Hansel: Wah I get a compliment from a handsome big bro. I feel more shiok than you ! Ha ! Me & Hansel: (Exchanged compliments) Hansel: Wah I feel very happy haha ty ! But actually you still the best !
(Hansel told me he'd reply me later cos he was going to watch the movie already. Thus, 2 hours later ...)
Hansel: Damn it tickets sold out ! Me: HUH WHY ?! Hansel: Zz, I want to watch 9 55 when I text you I was lining up after our turn they say no tickets ! Then I argued with my parents I want 11 30 but they dont want so I now at home zzz damn it ! Me: Chillax man. And you told me you were already going to watch the movie at around 8.15 pm just now leh ! What, you bluffed me ?! Lol. Hansel: Haizz, 1, I got eat at kopitiam. 2, my mother go shopping. 3, I go line up ! When I texted you that time I dont know lar but there was no more tickets zzz ! I pissed liao la I no movie. You think I have time to lie for what ... Me: Sorry bro. Hansel: Er, I sorry too. I guess I was pretty mad there. My fault for not texting you at the right time. (blames sister instead) Hansel: (Blames) Hansel: (Still blaming)
Thus, wtf ? He changed mood very fast one leh. Till he even vented out his anger on me, but I chillaxed and wow ! He saw through what I was doing and he said sorry. ;D
And did I mention 'Hansel's' such a fucking cool name ?! Like 'Ignatius' like that. Haha, Ignatius ! Wherever you are, I'm sure you must be very happy hor. LOL !
Friday, 4th July 2008
Today was Independence Day in the US ! Oo.
I went to school with Jasmine today. We had 'breast talk' siol. Haha !
For PE, we were forced to play netball again. It's so fun when you get the hang of it, but it could also be the most annoying game ever ! Stupid referees keep blowing their stupid ugly dirty whistles la ! Its like, almost everything we do, either when we're moving or blah blah, we always I tell you, always do something wrong, and it violates the sacred rules of netball. Wtf wtf wtf ?
Me: You know, I like netball. I really do. But omg, now I'm thinking netball's so so dumb. Azri: Ya la ! Me: I think hor, netball's like, a more complicated version of Captain's Ball ! Azri & Amni: Hahaha !
A random comment during one of the game.
You know, netball specifically requires only 7 people per team ? And that merely defending or the way you land on the ground with your feet, could get you fowled ? Three annoying examples we always do, obstruction, contact and the worse of all, stepping.
After school, I went to Pearl Delight again with Fah. While waiting (which took ages though), Winanto was a victim of my obsession with breasts.
Saw so many people I knew. Like, Karen, Si Xing, Glenda, Hui Shi, Kenneth, Swe Lwin, Elena and Zavier. Haha, I almost everyday after school would go there one la.
Zavier: Syaifullahhhhhh. Me: *smiles*
MUAHAHAHAHA. Okay, shut up. I was lazy to respond orally. Roflmao.
Then then, after that me and Fah went for Drama then I sent Crystal home after that then then, yeah, that's all.
I wonder ... 1) I'm afraid of the dark. Duh, you cant see anything in the dark. That's why very scary one.
2) I find people who lick ice-cream disgusting. Omfg, what's the use of licking man ! It only causes the ice-cream to melt faster man. Pffft, weirdos.
3) Rainbows only exist in fairytales lo ! Omg, who's that dumb to believe that the atmosphere can suddenly produce a spectrum of colours after rain. So nonsense one sia.
4) I find the older generation really really disturbing and weird if they sms. Imagine, an old teacher like Mdm Azzah, being hip and funky, sms-ing ? OMG OMG.
5) I drink from a water bottle, with my mouth fully engulfing the entrance of the water bottle. What, nobody taught me how to drink okay ! Yer, I tried drinking Rupert like a normal person, but then my upper lips got stuck into the entrance. Then, when I wanted to pull my lips out, it made a loud hissing noise ! This was during Malay lesson, then Mdm Zarinah claimed I was rude. WTF ?! 6) Mrs Gan commented that I walked funny. Like a robot. SOMEBODY TEACH ME HOW TO WALK LEH ! Bitch.
7) Everyday after school, I'll stop, motionless and stare at the block, nearest to the school's sidegate to spot for bras and panties and and all other stuff related to that homologous group. It's a routine for me already ! I die die must stare one.
8) Dont get shocked if I suddenly become 100% porn. Trust me, I really do. *smirks to self*
Next post would be about the SC Investiture today. This post already became too long, that's why I'm going to blog about it another time. So stay tuned cos I can assure you, omg ! The investiture was so so so scary and fun at the same time. Haha. Orh, and also a video on how to fuck. Cool stuff man.
Yay, lastly, tomorrow I'm going to Ngee Ann Poly siol ! I can finally see Wei Zane ! So, ... I'm excited la ! :D :D :D
Before I go, random pictures ! I was drenched you know. ): ): ):
:D :D :D still super excited !
► / Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ 5:02 PM
} Traitor ?
Firstly, Crystal, I've had enough of you. And I'm pretty convinced that you had enough of me too. So byebye. [:
Secondly ...
SWE LWIN,
What kind of bro are you ? You're supposedly the closest thing to me since Eugene, and this is what you do to me ? Crush my heart all over again ? How could you ?
I could still remember you vowing to me, that you wouldnt turn out like Eugene. Okay, so far you didnt. But betraying me ? That's even worse.
I told you everything and literally, everything. Even the fact that I used to think that Crystal's a bitch, as a result of all the rumors I heard about her (hugging Darius, saying Ily to him, etc) and that I used to like Hui Fang. Fine, Crystal convinced me otherwise that she didnt do all those stuff I was told by so so many sources. But omfg ?
You told her all that.
You told her all that ?
You told her all that ?!
Of all stuff, why must you tell her those ?! Purposely or what ?!
An accident ? Accidentally slipped out of your mouth ? Which part of secret did you NOT understand ?!
I thought we were close, tight. You said so yourself, you said so. You. You yourself said that you also felt a close bond with me; that you felt we were close. But now ? What do you want me to think about you already ? I believed in you Swe Lwin, I honestly fucking did. That's why when you suddenly didnt reply me as a result of you falling sleep unknowingly, etc and all that jazz, I just said, 'Nvm. [:' cos I knew, you really cared about me like how much I really did cared about you. But now ? I so fucking do not know what to do, feel or think anymore. Yes, I know it's over between me and Crystal already, but I figured if I really did have to break w her for something, I'll break up w her, knowing that it was entirely my fault. Now, isnt it you, the one I should blame ? Or isit STILL my fault, for trusting you so much ? Resulting, in me suffering a downfall from a war, I never once thought existed.
Even if it really was true that Crystal forced you to tell her, you still really shouldnt. You really shouldve treasured our brotherhood even much much more than your friendship with her. So what if she'd hate you or blah blah if you dont tell her ? She'd definitely eventually realise that she was wrong, cos after all, she's still human.
So yeah, if you really did treasure our brotherhood, why still tell her ?
Means you dont lo.
You could still cry, knowing that rumor of me badmouthing you, which I can assure you, I never did. Then now ? I see you like this, how could I even take you that serious anymore ? Should I just banish you from being my most beloved bro ? Since you're just going to remain being a traitor to me ? Or what ?
Bro, I personally do NOT want to lose you as my bro, not like how I lost Eugene. I thought I could tell you everything. ... EVERYTHING.
But guess I was wrong.
Swe Lwin, please. I want to talk to you. Through sms is the best way since you're already afraid of talking to me in reality. I have to clear all my fucked up doubts about everything. Please bro, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I want to know the reasons why you did all this to me.
Bro, after what you had done to me, I wish I could just say these three words to you ...
I HATE YOU
But,
...
I dont want to.
No.
I dont.
Yeah, and I still dont.
& sorry Alios bro, for the whole Hf thing. Also, for breaking the pact we made. [: