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► / Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 2:34 PM
Kids' Inaugural;

I have no idea what's this Inaugural for but one thing I know, it's related to US President Barack Obama. So whatever, it must be a big thing huh. Plus, I've learnt that many of the uprising stars performed for the Kids' Inaugural, inclusive of Demi Lovato, Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers. Heh. I know right, there's Miley and Demi so I'd confirm watch them one la! HAHA. Oh shut up Jia Li, stop giving me that look. D:<

Anyway, I've Youtube-ed a few of their performances there because I was totally bored out of my mind since today I'm staying at home for the whole day! So far, it aint that bad actually. I can finally explore my house yo. You know right, I've just went exploring for a while just now and I never fathomed that my house had this completely vintage miniature wooden ship till today? I'm serious! I just knew today. Maybe I should explore my house everyday because who knows, there might even be buried treasure here somewhere! *acts excited* HAHAHAHA. :D



Miley has indeed improved from her out-of-pitch-singing-when-she-always-sings-live. Her mannerisms were also very inspirational (?). Heh! The performance was damn awesome some more. Really. Moreover, I had no idea I actually kind of felt tingles down my spine! It was touching leh okay. Wa lan, Miley you good. LOL.




Miley Cyrus and Billy Ray Cyrus. :D




Demi Lovato. xD


I know, this post is rather short. So whatever la, I'm going to have a longer one soon. Anyway before I go, ...

28th January 2009
Happy Birthday Chu Thing
Happy Birthday Bro


29th January 2009
Happy Birthday Nazhiifah
Happy Birthday Jun Ren


:D
Mmhmm, and did I mention I love smelling things? I do! HAHA. I discussed this with Hannah that other time on msn and we share share a bit. LOL. Elaborations on next post. Now I'm lazy and besides, my Heroes is going to start soon. Heh, kay bye. \m/
► / Monday, January 26, 2009 @ 9:27 PM
Ah, well;

23rd January 2009
Happy Birthday Wei Chong

25th January 2009
Happy Birthday Sin Cheong

Edited,

My long anticipated birthday list is out! Everybody scream and run around in circles! Heh! (Please note that this list would also be placed below my tagboard for my friends so that they know what to get me for my birthday and make me happy.) :D

In no particular order

1) An orange/brown/lime green/white/black earpiece. I mean, I didnt know where my existing one flew and I've been earpiece-less ever since. I know, it's a long sad story. D:

2) A 2GB memory card for my handphone. The bigger the better. *winks*

3) A very glam water bottle (?). I need a permanent water bottle for god's sake! I never in my whole exciting promiscuous 17 years of living in this world, once had a permanent water bottle. I keep losing the lousy quality ones somehow, I dont know.

4) This white watch I've been eyeing since generations ago. The one like Jia Li's the, square square one. I dont really know how to say. I dont think I'm good with words at all. ):

5) This seemingly-in-but-am-still-not-sure-whether-it's-that-in-actually slippers. A picture of it's below and yes, that's Swe Lwin's ugly leg which he also claimed was much nicer than mine (?). Heh. Black and white or white and black please.


6) A designer (this word's very important) handphone pouch. White or black, but the design needn't be too abstract. A plain one vintage one would do. Heh, I cant bear to dropping my phone already! It needs protection, if you know what I mean *winks*. HEEH! Each time it drops my heart skips a beat. And I dont like my heart skipping beats because it defies the laws of Physics and I dont like the laws of Physics being defied. The dead physicists wont be very happy huh! D':

7) Money! It makes my pants tight enough to actually stay there and not drop down. :D

8) Chocolates! Depends actually. I'm not being difficult and all but I'd highly prefer, kinder bueno, maltesers, cadbury (either full-cream or with hazelnuts), snickers, van houten, differs, toblerone (how do you actually spell this?), MnMs (or is it M&M's? Mmhmm, I'm not sure), merci or ferrero rocher. xDD

Oh look, I just got a text message from Courts! LOL. :S

9) A good thick book (not encyclopedias hor!) which would actually rivet me till I wouldnt even answer a three count. HAHA.

10) Blanja me makan! HEHEHEHEHE, ah yes, food. *rubs tummy* B-)

11) A protective cover for my N-95 NOT the 8-GB phone. I cant stand the ugly red smelly rubber band holding my phone together anymore! ):

12) For my hot bro to change and stop betraying me and make empty promises.

That's all for now. If unable to use the list above as directed, then it's okay la. Something you guys can actually afford would be good enough for me because word around the street is, I can be a tad bit demanding at times. Ya, a tad bit. (A)

Before I go, if you guys did not know, I love my wwe. Heh, it's nice what! Dont know why most people dont like it. Anyway, there was this event which happened at RAW before the Royal Rumble 2009 and I cant believe Randy Orton could actually attack Mr McMahon. I was like, OMG YOU CANT DO THAT LEH! Then when I watched him assault Mr McMahon right, my jaw was practically hanging all the way through. I was like so damn frigging shocked la. Here's quite a lousy recap of what happened below. It's lousy in a sense that it's a recap of what happened and not the actual take. I've gotten the recapped one because I like the way wwe edits it and adds in music and slowmos and all. However, the video below's not really a good one since it's not done by the wwe but too bad la, Youtube, what can you expect? Heh,



And a happy Chinese New Year to all things Chinese. Ah, well. Life goes on,
► / Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 5:57 PM
Tell me you love me;



Heh, last Monday I went with Fah to CCK Sports Stadium for Baby's volleyball match against Yuhua Secondary. Yay (!) They won. :D

Mmhmm, Fah waited at my bus stop for me around 1pm while I had some drama with my dad. After the drama finish (I know, bad English, but I intentionally want to expose myself to bad English. Dk why. Yay!) , I left and met Fah, who was busy listening to her mp3 while sitting beside some sort of a kedai runcit, whatever that means, which was located in front of my block. I mean, Fah, cant you just call it Mama Shop like everyone else? Haha, PWNED! xD

We took 242 yo! Yay, 242! I know, what's so big about 242? I also dont know, I was acting on impulse again. D: HAHA anyway, Fah kept saying I was weird and all as usual but in actual fact, I think Fah was the one who was being really really weird man! She and her retarded mannerisms. :S *flicks hair* :D

In the bus, we got bored and we kind of owned the back few seats. So we got crazy again and took crazy slash retarded slash spudunculus pictures. LOL. Oh ya, and Fah insisted that we took the pictures with her new-but-actually-still-not-as-good-as-my-phone's camera because mine took a rather long time to capture. I guess both my phone and I have killer human reaction time. I know I'm slow. HEEH. :S









Lan eh! You see ah. This one right, Idk what happened to my hair parting. HAHA. Now I think like, no parting already liao. Heh.




My mum suddenly called me up to talk to me about life? HAHAHA WTH?! I was like, er, mum, not now not now. LOL!




Fah attempted to act savagely emo. LOL,

I got bored, so I sat on the floor. Heh. People in front kept looking back at us, I swear. Haha.












Note to self: Wa lan, everything damn unglam one. Ahahhaha.



Stupid Fah. She tried to steal one, but I was too fast for her yo! *speaks like ninja* xDD

Ice cream. :D


The stadium wasnt as psychedelic as I imagined it to be. HAHA. Plus, I think it was rather overrated. Lol, anyhow only. :S

I actually wanted to take a video of Pam's volleyball match but I only fathomed on doing so at the end of the match. -.- HAHA.

So anything la. Sui bian, I took a video of them shaking hands with each other and stuff instead. Heh. The video's below btw. And sorry for the retarded sounds we made plus the senget video. HAHA, I forgot to turn my phone when taking the video. LOL.


After her match, we waited for her for a while then left by ourselves first. Lent Fah some money to buy her Crysenthemume tea or whatever it's called. It sucks man, I didnt like it. Heh. Then we took the bus and guess what? We stayed on 2 more bus stops because I guess we were a tad bit delusional? I dont know, but what I do know, was that we walked all the way back to Lot 1. HAHA, the walk was energizing! :D

Fah, that guy at the lift. (*inside joke) HAHAHAHA.

Train-ed back to JP2 and had our lunch at Long John there. Before that however, we visited Jia Li, Sin Cheong and Glenda at Z. Guess what? We literally 'popped in'. HAHAHA, Fah's fault la! She implied that we should do that. Then I was like, ah yes, hmm it's crazy, but it just might work! So okay lo, I went to do it first and I swore whoever who saw us 'pop' inside the shop mustve thought we were under medication or something. LOL. So unglam leh.

Fooled around and stuff while making SC and Jia Li bewildered over the fact that I could actually reach the top shelves. Magic you know! HAHAHA. Then hor, some were literally so damn frigging high, so I kind of jumped, or leaped, whichever adjective which works and Jia Li was all ...

Jia Li: Omg, how can you jump so high?!
:D
Tell you already, magic kay. And not forgetting the fact that I'm multi-talented! (:D) HEH. Okay stupid. ._.

Oh ya Fah also told them about the lift thing which happened while we attempted to wait for Baby. She kept laughing abruptly and randomly in the mrt sia. I didnt even do anything right, then she can suddenly laugh and remind me about that guy at the lift. He really looked lost okay! LOL. So yea, after she told Jia Li they all about it, then hor they were like, ._. And I was like, not funny right? HAHAHA. Psyche. xD

AND STUPID JIA LI KEPT TOUCHING MY HIPS AND CLAIMS SHE WAS ATTEMPTING TO HIT MY STOMACH! WTH?!?!?!

After that, we walk walk for a while by ourselves and windowshop-ed a bit too, and then we terserempak with Raden and went into Long John after that. Aisyah joint for a while later too while we were eating. Raden and Aisyah then left eventually and Pam came! LOL.

Some drama happened after we finished eating and stuff, so I rather not mention it here. But just so you know, I got so frigging pissed. That's all. Heh.

Left JP2 at around 7pm I think. Then bus-ed in this new 242 bus and guess what happened next? We were caught in this super big traffic jam and I was standing some more. Wth? Haha, I was like, eh faster la. HAHA, cos I always already in no mood. Then right, I followed up by off-ing my phone because I was annoyed with the problems I had at that time that I wanted to avoid them for a little while. At least till I got home and cooled down. (:

Okay, I'm done. Oh ya, before I go, Jia Li, I know this is very sudden and all but ... I BLAME YOU FOR GLOBAL WARMING! HAHA! Kay bye. B-)
► / Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 6:04 PM
Raisins;

I've just realised like 3 minutes ago, that I totally hate raisins. Dont you? Right right? I mean, they taste so yucky and I'm still suffering the awful after effects of such a displeasure. I tell you this, whichever human being who likes this distasteful fruit right, must be like damn spudunculus man. I really cant stand the horrible taste leh and 5 minutes have already elapsed! Yet, the revolting taste's still lingering on my taste buds. :S

I kind of tugged and pulled my mum into JP2's Value$ shop and forced her to buy me this super big bag of Maltesers! Omg, it's so damn nice la! However, it's kind of ex actually. I think it costs like around less than $6? But then there are like, a gazillion and one pieces of chocolate inside. Heh, psychedelic yo.

Tag Replies. :D

Pam is your mother: Haha, I know right! Damn unglam one. ):
ELENA: Lan eh, you're so trivial. LOL, oh ya and I'm not absurd la. Everything's really like so frigging cute lo! Heh.
ben: Righteousness.
Hairul: Mmhmm, sounds hard. :S
Pam is your mother: Baby, updated yo. :D
jiali: Omg, that'll be the day. :S
felicia: Haha, oh okay. (:
ben: Yea lo.
elena: Heh. Mwahmwah. xD
Gladys: Okay okay. When I'm less lazy then I go link you. LOL,
Hairul: Agreed!
Yvonne: Alright, soon yo. (:
Amni: I know you do. xD
FAH: AH! Okay. Hahaha.
SiewMin: D: life sucks? LOL .
Gatria.: HAHA. Anything ah anything. :D
nianting: OMG HELLO NIANTING. LOL ..
Pam is your mother: Babybabybaby, Imyt! HEEH.
Lala: I know you miss me the most la! Haha.
GABRA!!: I know right! You must be damn lucky lo to see me. HAHAHA. :D
WEIEN(: Jealous for what?! You this kind one hor, nothing to be jealous of one. Hehe.
felicia: Heh, I didnt know kay! Sorry! Okay, Happy Belated Birthday then! (:
Sofia: Whatever la. At least it's still better than your pathetic NPCC booth. xD
FAH: D:
Huifang: Hmm, I've already tried to explain to you huh. Plus, Lwin already sold me out again by telling you whatever. If anything about this, just ask Jasmine leh. She knows more than you think ah. Heh, :D
yanda: WCWCWC man. LOL.
Amni: Er, you can say that. And yes, I know you're NOT photogenic mansss. Haha, anyhow only.
alios: Lan eh! Bro this kind one. HAHA. Eh? Chillax laaaa. (:
nianting: I told you on msn already yo. :D
zany: Dont tell me the funny post's the emo one?! LOL.
WEIEN(: MMHMM, I think I am! HAHA, see your face later I, omg so scary. Then I run away from you huh! :D:D:D
nianting: Used condom! HEH! xDD

I was in some bus one of these days and there were these 4 Pioneer primary kids evidently being fashionably late to school because they were clearly already late. They were like, primary 6 I think and were the rowdy kind of Malay kids. Guess what they did in the bus? They brought such bulgy speakers along with them and blasted songs on the top level of the bus. Okay la, want act only, but then right, I was like, damn du lan lo. They actually blasted lame songs such as Miley Cyrus's, I miss you? Wth?! HAHA. You want to blast songs right, at least do it right la! Of all songs, they want to blast that song. Want act but not succeeding. LOL, they can even sing along some more! Lan eh.

21th January 2009
Happy Birthday Farah Za
Happy Birthday Dad


Okay, I'm going to blog tomorrow because I dont feel like blogging already. Plus, I think my English in this post's rather whacked again. Heh. Thus, I'll be blogging tomorrow! I think. Hmm, not sure actually because I might be going to watch a movie tomorrow with clique. Dont know leh, see my mood how first.

Oh, and it doesnt mean because of the fact that I'm falling into depressing or emotional times now meant that I have to show it. Lol, to tell you the truth, I dont like to show it because to me, I think it's really attention-seeking and I dont need anyone's pity. At least I think I dont. D:

I still love you. Forever will. Sigh.
► / Monday, January 19, 2009 @ 8:10 PM
Sanctuary;

Problem after problem after problem. You know what? I cant do this anymore, I want to get off.

15th January 2009
Happy Birthday Liyana Horsahamay

16th January 2009
Happy Birthday Alios Ong

17th January 2009
Happy Birthday Sherie Ng

19th January 2009
Happy Birthday Kenneth Er
► / Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 7:17 PM
New things;

I've learnt many new things today. (?)

One, I'm not funny. I'm like so frigging lame and I should just stop being facetious and just act normal for once. I mean, well, I'll get to that later. Two, Farhani taught me that emo in Malay means jiwang. Idk why, but it sounds like bawang or something. HAHA. Three, attempting to steal Sec Ones from other CCA booths with Elena and Jasmine just now was like so damn fun but sadly, hardly anyone paid attention to our psychedelic attempts and the very ironically-attractive-but-actually-very-damn-ugly-like-kns signboard we three trudged along with us. It read, English Drama Club, and it just looks so damn pathetic la. Kns. (Picture of ugly cheapo signboard below)


Four, there have been strangely uncommon but strong gusts of wind which apparently tend to have a liking to mess up my fringe as if it's not that messed up already. I mean, come on, walkwalk like happy-go-lucky then kana attacked by the stupid wind and my fringe would change parting by itself, be it left parting or even, CENTER PARTING. *horror music plays* I know right, scary you know. :S

Then it'd look as if it's alive and engulfing my face like some retarded 17 year old with such a cute Billabong bag which is evidently much more nicer than Swe Lwin's. *manifests my well-known guai lan face* :D

And I always blame him if my fringe's messed up by the wind because I have nothing better to do. Heh. Blame Crystal later like not fun cos her reaction always very want act glam one. LOL! :D

Five, Guang Rui has very lousy taste like Lwin (he says normal milk tastes nicer than chocolate milk. psh, bitches) because he claims I'm handsome. :S and speaking of him, it was all over the news that he got demoted! Omg right?! Haha.

Come come I tell you story *winks and tried to act sexy but succeeding*. There I was, laughing at the poorly-drawn picture of a pineapple I drew (no, seriously, I'm still contemplating why in heaven's name did I draw, out of all things, a pineapple), when my dad acted on impulse and on-ed the television and there it was!

BREAKING NEWS! Something Guang Rui, former 1A-ian 2008 member had been, *reporter stares damn close into the camera lens* DEMOTED! *horror music plays*

I got flabbergasted you know! *says in a very glam manner* :D!

This post is sooooo L.A.M.E (?)

Well, maybe they're right. I've officially lost myself. Not only have I been acting different, I feel different too. I'm contemplating so many things nowadays that I really feel like breaking away and finding that sanctuary I've always wanted to go. A safe place, I can always run to, to avoid troubles or misery. Or pain.

Today I went to Mac with Fah, Swe Lwin, Jasmine, Hf and Brandon after the CCA Fair. Didnt say much, because I've realised that my sense of humour's stupid and very different from their's. Plus, I wasnt feeling like it because I felt really uncomfortable because of you-know-who. Fah knows why. Anyway, Fah was being funny and I laughed at most of her jokes. However, sometimes I really didnt feel like laughing at all because personally, I didnt get it. Brandon's actually so fucking hilarious, but his sense of humour's sooooo, innovative one. I never thought I could joke about something till such an extent. I didnt know, I thought he was some quiet emo kid till 6 hours ago. Heh.

I was in no mood. I got pissed by so many things just now I really felt damned. I left for JP's Park area after I alighted at home to put my bag, because I wanted to think about what I'm going to do with my life. All these mixed feelings I've been feeling till I cry but still keeping it a secret. I'm getting lost inside my mind. Thus, I wanted to think. Alone. So I went there.

First thing which came to my mind, as I sat on some patch of grass there was this ... I shouldnt have eaten at Mac with them. I really shouldnt have. I'm not implying that there was something wrong with them till making me say this, but, all these fucked up feelings I'm feeling now was firstly established just because I went there and eventually, it all started. Mixed feelings started caving in. I shouldve seen this coming. Hence, believe it or not, I blame me. I know, I'm not making sense am I? As in, even my English in this post's whacked. Figures.

And now, perhaps, I dont need them? And by extension, him? We'll see. Bye.
► / Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 2:50 PM
Singapore Polytechnic Openhouse;

GCE O Level Results 2008


English; B3
Combined Humanities (SS+History); B3
Mathematics; C5
Biology; C5
Science (Phy/Chem); B3
POA; D7
Malay; B4
Malay (Oral/Aural); Pass

L1R4&R5: I really dont know how to count. :S

I totally wanted a distinction in English and Combined Humanities but I didnt get them. I wanted to at least get a B4 for Maths but shit, I didnt. I actually thought I was going to get at least a B3 for Biology but I guess I was too delusional. I'm satisfied with my Science because I actually had a lot of careless mistakes. POA sucked as expected. I'm kind of thankful that I could finally tell people that I'm actually a Malay student because I defied the odds and got a solid B4 for my Malay. Heh, in your face Mdm Zarinah! I got frigging flabbergasted and awestruck that I actually got a B for my MT the second time in my life in such a major exam. Thank god I retook it since my last one was only a stupid C6. Omg, and my Malay Oral's just a pass. I thought I spoke perfect Malay man. Heh.

It really sucks you know, to have your choices limited by life. I'm really afraid I might get posted into bloody courses that I have no bloody interest in. Everything seems to suck that much in my life now. Life's just so overrated yo. Just feel like crying all the time but I have no one else to blame but myself. Regret. Heh, hate that feeling. So not fetch. LOL.

9th January 2009

Not going to elaborate much because I'm really lazy. Ahahhaha. Let the pictures talk because mine are evidently worth a thousand and one words (:D). Wa lan, I'm being such an Amni nowadays. TAI. HAHA.

No pictures of Singapore Poly though. However, we went to IMM after venturing inside Singapore Poly and my brain was actually rewired. After talking to 3 really funny girls who approached me there, I've actually made up my mind that I was definitely wanting to apply for the Media and Communications course as my first choice. Alas, wth? The COP for said course was a frigging 12 leh, and I guess mine was a mere 16? Shit.

Did I mention we got lost in Singapore Poly? Yea, we got totally lost because the stupid tour guide wasnt doing a very good job and asked us to get off at some stop but it wasnt actually the stop we were supposed to alight at. We ended up in the Engineering School when in actual fact, we wanted to go to the Business one I think. Heh, attempted to look around for Swe Lwin's brother there though cos he asked me to. He asked me to ask each and everyone there whether their name was Swe Lwin leh. Wth? Hahaha.

Some drama actually happened and I kind of like walked away to god knows where and I ended up in front of a vending machine. I mean, there I was, looking as blur as I've always been, when reality hit me and I realised the same guy we saw at Republic Poly was there at Singapore Poly too. Heh, anyway I bought myself Qoo at the vending machine there! LOL. Niceeeeeeeee leh. I like I like. Farah Za thought I got it for free. Yer. Ahahhaha. xD

Tried out something stupid. Haha.

Bought myself Chocolate Milk from the 7-11 there. Eh, Swe Lwin, Chocolate Milk's damn nice okay! LOL.

FNad wanted to act dashing and sexy again. Hahaha.

My Seafood Hor Fun. Heh.

Farah Za's retarded slash deformed pearls had down syndrome. Extra chromosome-21! Lol, what's with me and Bio?! Ahhahaha. xDD

Amni's such a lousy photographer. Psh.

Lol, there was some strand of naturally-permed hair escaping from Amni's 'Hood'. Blimey! :O

Ahahhaha, Amni being in the background. Rightttttttttttttttt.

Farah Za's meal looked damn appetizing man.

Pearl water attacked Farah Za's jeans huh. LOL.

Eee, Amni's face is totally knnccbwtfwtf. Ahhahaha.

Impromptu! Ahhhhhhhhhh.


Totally random. Haha.



Eeeee wth! So ti co. HAHA. :D !




Shit, almost center parting! LOL.

Heh, wanted to imitate Gatria. *winks* :D



We wanted to go to Ngee Ann Poly after our lunch there but decided not to in the end because it was getting late. Thus, we went to chillax at Farah Za's house instead and watched this really funny Thai movie entitled MAID. LOL, so yea. Left her house at around 8pm I think and went to the Mac near school to buy some coke. Saw Hannah eating dinner there and I eventually found out that Lwin was also there with her. Haha, shit, I couldnt really recognise his ugly back view. Ahahhaha, cheh. It's hot kay. Hmph. He was there with Hannah too, alongside Wei En and Zhendong. I think Choo Hwa came shortly after? I'm not sure. Didnt say hi to them because I didnt know Wei En and Zhendong so I wouldve felt awkward if I did so.

On some day last weeknight, I went to JP with my mum again and went into Fair Price Xtra! Damn nice leh and it's so so big. Hehe. Also, my mum went crazy and bought so many things I guess she really didnt need. She mostly bought party stuff like in the picture below, the decorating thing to write on the birthday cake (I have no idea what it's called) because my mum intended to throw my sister a birthday party. Hahaha, she didnt do that for me! Hmph, told you I had a deprived childhood. HMPHHHHHHHHHHHHH.



13th January 2009
Happy Birthday Benjamin Lee!

14th January 2009
Happy Birthday Stacie Sim, Raden Yany, Al-Hafiz and Gwendolyn Png!

Heh. I'm dying my hair soon yo and someone's jealous. *whistles*