Listening to Love The Way You Lie by Eminem Ft. Rihanna and I think it's sort of like a trend now to do something like this. So far from what I know, it started off with B.O.B's Airplanes featuring Hayley Williams (enlighten me if there's more). And now we have this. Wow I'm guessing it'd be really interesting to see what they'd come up with next.
At the same time, I'm in front of my laptop, my earpiece plugged into my ears while watching Rugrats The Movie on HBO HD now. I smell my maid cooking dinner now and I suspect we're going to have sweet sour fish and cap cai later! One of my all time favourites and I can't wait to break fast less than an hour later! And to top it all off, my grandparents are coming over to break fast with us hehe. My hair's all over the place now but who cares, when I'm at home I actually look fucking shagged and no one else can see this state of mine except for my family. So good luck gaiz haha.
Will blog again tomorrow! I'm too engrossed watching Rugrats now. Lol awesome or what?! Luv the series.
_____________________________________________________________________________________ ► / Tuesday, August 24, 2010 @ 11:54 PM Ugh, Malays.
I am so tired! My eyes really feel as if it's going to close at any moment because I only had a total of almost 3 hours of sleep yesterday night. Reason being I slept at 4 and woke up at 5 for my pre dawn meal. Then slept back from 6 to 8.30 lol. Damn fucking sleepy now I swear I even almost forgot how to spell 'forgot'.
Had another Defac meeting earlier and I believe we're progressing well and I'm starting to really like our website. It looks really cool and I already feel proud of it even though we haven't really done anything official. We only planned the layout and stuff haha. Then I met Gene and we departed for Bukit Batok and met Alvin to buy his Nintendo DS. Aw man wished I had enough money to get me one too! I am so momentarily depressed, true story.
And I really missed that place! Used to hang out there when I was Sec 2 and Sec 4. Oh my muffinssssss those were good times. I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS. *wipes tear*
So we watched EXPENDABLES *glares at Ella* at Plaza Singapura afterwards and it was awesome, especially the action scenes! At least I didn't fall asleep during this one unlike the real Avatar LOL. Then the 8 of us had dinner in LJS. Thanks gaiz for breaking fast with me, Fah and Yusman! Mwahmwah xoxo.
Sooooo last Sunday I went to Geylang with my family to buy Hari Raya stuff (yes I'm Muslim, Edwin) and also to get me a new set of baju kurong! This year my attire's more simpler and a lot more cheaper so it's all good. Even bought me this mini handheld sewing machine and I am damn excited! Can't wait to use it and uhm, well sew stuff because sometimes my course actually requires us to sew stuff and this would make my life much more easier heheheheheh.
Hahaha yay. Imagine, you see your friends suffering sewing with their hands and the machines cos they do not know how to operate it. And I'll be just beside them, laughing at how simple sewing was to me instead HAHAHAHA.
I kept wanting to kill people I SWEAR THEY WERE GETTING ON MY LAST NERVE! So there I was, walking inside the huge red and white tents and these fucking Malays were bloody blocking my way! It was really crowded so we had to squeeze and walk damn fucking slowly and I really can't take taking my own sweet time to walk. So I'd get so flustered and start pushing and killing just so I could get past them. Ugh, Malays. Hahaha. Oh and we had dinner in Taman Jurong's Fork and Spoon! We had a seafood feast and recalling this back now had even gotten me salivating as we speak! Okay no I'm kidding but I really feel like salivating! IT WAS LIKE, SEX. And I had Ice Kachang for dessert omg it was heaven I say, heaven!!!!!
I'm not weird.
Gah hopefully PJ considers my proposal to do a dance performance for Defac's Launching Party at Inno V next Friday. We have to make it interesting and since I'm already gna sing for this year's CF party, I was thinking, 'Why not have another dance?' Haha. However, PJ's still on the fence because he's afraid we won't have enough time to practise. Moreover, we still have to discuss with Edwin about the other details, such as food and possibly dress code and stuff like that. It's going to be really fun. (:
Omg so busy but thank God I'm finally staying in tomorrow! I can like sleep till 3 or something and just play Pokemon on my bed till 7, or. something LOL.
Alios why are you so randommmmmmm and all your texts don't make sense! Haha.
_____________________________________________________________________________________ ► / Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 12:10 AM A Day At The Beach.
Last blog post for the week! Promised myself that I'm going to try to have at least 2-3 blog posts per week now instead of my previous 1-2 per month?! Hahaha, I guess I owe my readers that much, lost half of them already in the process. =(
So before I start, I'm going to read this text message that PJ just sent me.
*Reads*
*Reads*
Okay so anyway, like I promised in the previous blog post, here are some pictures from our class outing 2 days ago! Most of which were not featuring me because my hair was fucked up that day.
Took a couple of these from Jin Kiat's camera. ;)
These were the few that I took from my own camera.
Saturday: Town.
Sunday: Geylang with my mum to buy me a baju kurong and to break fast.
Monday: Defac Meeting with Wendy and the rest of the CComm department.
Tuesday: Possibly watching Extendables? We'll see, fucking serious about having no cash.
Friday: Ella's house to practise for our CF party performance and also to do our first cover online. (:
Well so far these are all the things I have planned till school reopens for just one more week next week. We're going to have a kite workshop, how exciting is that? Lol. Definitely going to spam more pictures!
Gah so busy, I'm still unsure if I should still tweak my design portfolio because I treated the interim submission like the final one so I'm practically done for the whole holidays. I'm still hoping Erik would at least give us some comments and advice before we really confirm the final portfolio. Man, this portfolio's the one that our future clients (even the ones for our ITP) would view so it has to be good. And I'm so anxious to receive my grades for the whole first semester! Nervous because my As for VC and MP had unfortunately been pulled down by the 2nd term and now I think I have like 2 Bs for each of them collectively. Wtf I have to be more consistent.
_____________________________________________________________________________________ ► / Thursday, August 19, 2010 @ 2:21 AM -.- = My face now.
Spent the whole day out at Sentosa and Vivo with my fellow design classmates and gah, I'm so tired now seriously. Had only 3 hours of sleep the previous night because I got too engrossed with the YOG news and ANTM Season 10 on Channel 5 lol. Zakk asked me whether I was sad so I think she saw my tweets and Facebook status earlier. Feeling empty once again. I believe it's because I'm not truly happy.
I'm not asking for much, but what does it take for me to be truly happy? I don't get it. I love bubble tea, so I got it earlier tonight but I'm still not happy.
Happiness is defined on the net as a state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy.
Sometimes I think I just psyche myself out. I need to just relax, take at least 2 chill pills and just let go.
On the bright side, even if I didn't get literally up close and personal with the guys from my class unlike Alvin and Gene (THEY TOUCHED DURING CAPTAIN'S BALL!), I really feel that we've bonded closer together as a class. And I'm not implying that guys can't touch me (okay I think this statement sounds sufficiently wrong but you know what i mean), but it's just that I'm selective and that there's a certain time period that I'm actually fine with it. Wtf I sound so up-tight I really have to quit having so many principles.
EH I'M NOT BEING BIASED OR STEREOTYPICAL HERE, maybe it's just the trauma of the past haunting me. I am just so protective wtf hahaha why like that one.
So anyway I'll blog about today once Jin Kiat and Vivian decides to upload their pictures onto Facebook! Then, I can upload mine too cos the ones from my camera are fucking pathetic because I only shot our to and fro journey from the beach due to a dying battery. LOL. The main ones are in Jin Kiat's and I'm guessing me, Zhen Yi, Isabel and Jing Yin spammed photos through his camera. OH YES AND I ACTUALLY SAW SPAMS OF STUPID POINTLESS BIRDS EATING OUR CRACKERS WTF WHO SHOT THOSE?!! Tell me! HAHAHAHA.
Bad news, I am more pathetic than you think because I actually really like the YOG theme song 'Everyone', especially the acoustic version of it! Love acoustic versions of songs ah I can't help it hehe. Well I still can't point out why I like 'Everyone' specifically. However, I managed to shortlist 2 reasons. One, Tabitha Nauser sings in it. Two, I'm losing it. Roflwaffle, but then again I think I already lost it again ever since I publicly liked Miley Cyrus on Facebook. Oh my muffins seriously avada kedavra my life.
_____________________________________________________________________________________ ► / Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 2:31 AM The Holidays Are Here.
Gah I have been so busy with my life and assignments that I've totally neglected my blog once again. But no worries kids, I should be more free this 3 week YOG break (fuck yeah) and I'd make it a point for me to blog more. You know what, I've not only been busy for a few couple of months, I've also been broke and stressed ttm. So many things to do in so little time and dare I say it, the stupid shoe project has even gotten me obsessed. I'm still staring and observing human behaviour from the shoes they wear everywhere I go! I'm such a stalker I swear.
At the same time, I think I've grown to be more aware and less oblivious to my surroundings. I've also been able to deduce patterns and I don't care if you think I'm weird but I have a feeling all designers are like this. Well, at least us product designers are.
It's 2.34am now and I need to wake up at 5am to have my pre dawn meal because once again, it's the month of Ramadan and it means that us Muslims have to fast. Not really as excited as I was several years ago but still charismatic about this nonetheless. Have been craving for more things since the start of fasting though! Like bubble tea, teh at Arab Street, Takoyaki, sushi, Long John and even corn ice cream. Haha. But guess what? I'm still so fucking broke. Broke with like, a capital B, ughhhh it sucks being poor. And to think that each time I take a bus or mrt I have to actually buy the standard ticket each time because I am still too lazy to replace my lost ez link at JE's station (which is the nearest one to where I'm staying).
Moreover, I have yet to fly down to Eunos to collect my 1 month due cheque and my mum's been pestering me to collect it since forever? Lol.
Life has been treating me pretty good these days, considering I get to go out (of course through tall tales) and have a great time, yet still staying at home for a couple of days to balance my life out. After all, after school starts in 2 weeks time, it'd still be hell even though we're only in for a week of kite workshop till the next 2 months break LOL FUCK YEAH LOVIN' LIFE. But then again, us Defac kids are organizing the kite workshop and I've yet to grasp on my duties as the PR people. Like Wendy said, 'Ah you are definitely a PR'. I don't know if I should treat that as an insult, a stereotypical label or compliment but at least I know someone regards me as something else than a one of 'them'. It's kind of obvious that I'm different and I stand out.
Gna have to pass Keenan's birthday celebration tomorrow at Clarke Quay cos it interferes with my moral and religious beliefs but still, a very happy 18th birthday to you Keenan!
Oh and I'm torrenting Hey Arnold and Rugrats now as we speak HAHAHAHA damn I'm going to have an awesome time once they finish downloading. Meanwhile, I'm already done watching my SYTYCD Season 7 and Hell's Kitchen and still waiting for Season 2 of Glee to start premiering. I can't wait! Charice is going to be a new resident cast and I'm ecstatic to listen to her sing and act because I know it's going to be amazing.
Life is like block of die. You'll never know which side you're gna get. (:
_____________________________________________________________________________________ ► / Sunday, August 01, 2010 @ 4:05 PM
I SHALL BE BACK. Soon.
Unless I don't survive this coming week because things just aren't going smoothly for me at all. ='(